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不值得為那些不愛你的人流淚,
要愛就要愛那些為你流淚的人


HAPPY NEW YEAR



hope you guys have a great 2010 (: and for those going QA, good luck hehe. anyways didn't blog for the last couple of days cause i was watching  花よりだんご pretty good i suppose except the main guy character is not that goodlooking -sighs- oh well i'm just being shallow ;D but anyways.







reading for the last few days & then today i decided to bake a vanilla sponge cake ;] to use up the cream in my fridge -,- blah~ its probably inedible cause i'm really unco. you know my dad said that i have a very slim chance of getting into maccas ; gee thanks right after i applied ==" he's like : oh penny you should go try for dominos. alittle late aye -sighs-








spent the morning texting everyone on my mobile list happy new year (:
you know i realised that i keep outlining my day which means i have no life?
hahah. i'll find a topic to blog about one day .






; pennyx














p.s 你是故意著樣的嗎?我現在真不知道







你想幹麻..還是我太銘感了?







7:50 PM No comments
&Because I never really had you at all,
I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you ;



omg i applied for a part-time job at maccas yesterday .__." wow i didn't know i loved phuong so much nahh jokes (: umm anyways its cause i went broke after boxing day TT + my parents were like oooh penny when are you gonna get a job so you don't have to earn your money off us aye -winks- mann aren't they afraid their one & only daughter will get run over my a car on the way to the city or get like harshly burned for life by mcdonald's fries frier thingyo ? psh i know i'm exaggerating but still you get the point.
anyways my father downloaded a movie from torrent psh bahhaa see my whole family is cheapo meh it was 媽媽在愛我一次 it was pretty good for something produced like 30 years ago lol it was so sad T-T psh but i laughed at some bits that were supposed to be really funny -shiftyeyes- cause i'm heartless, or so my mum says = = mehhh didn't end up going wet n wild today, going tomoz .

p.s if i do get the job at maccas i'm gonna get fired in like 1 week i bet
cause i have really bad listening skills & i'm unco+cursed TT


; pennyx
7:43 PM No comments
Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now you`re not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.


hello ; today i was gonna stay at home & be bored but then my homestay was going to garbo so my parents asked her if she could take me ;D hehehe so we headed off , leaving my family playing chinese chess lol. well anyways bought more clothes this time x] ones i actually sorta liked lol yesterday only bought one shirt hahahah.
well anyways got 4 t shirts for $45 ? i think thats a bargain compared to julie hahahaha yesterday. well ahem umm ate asian bread at the new place that just opened, its alright i guess but taiwan's is better [H] there were like heaps of white people buying the breads their { not being racist but you know what i mean} . afterwards shopped around a bit more then homestay felt like eating kfc so she bought a snack box & we shared it between me, her & her mum (:
later i went to the library to be a nerd ; nahh jokes i went to borrow books & then to borders to read books for free x] then my dad came a picked me up amazingly he didn't tell me to take the bus myself , maybe its cause i've been sick for the past few days hehehehe ;D sometimes i like being sick.
blah might be going wet n wild again tomorrows ==" ai ya. was gonna upload pictures but i cbs D;
; pennyx
8:02 PM No comments
I can't make your heart feel something it won't.
Ignore the risk, make the fall, if you want it bad, it’s worth it all.



today i went to the boxing day sales with julie (: kinda recovered from the headache at three in the morning hahah :L well anyways so i decided to check my phone after ditching it for three days & replied to people's texts hahah i think i woke some people up [H] bad timing whoops x]
well anyways met up with julie at 8:40am then we bussed to the city & hit diva (: it was on sale , psh went to like 69 shops & got tired. saw phuong at valleygirl ; she is so cute iloveher ;D & like she was gonna work in maccas later so i got to see her uniform lol thenn we were talking while julie was trying on clothes,
phuong was like : hey is she like your cousin or something ?
me: no lol she's my friend.
phuong : really ? how old is she , she looks eighteen ? me: bahahha no she's our age .
phuong : you serious ? omgg she looks really pretty though, mature & pretty .
me : -nods-
bahah thats hilarious anyways bought some stuff then me+julie went to the sushi station to indulge ourselves . after we moped around then decided to go garbo haha cause we're so devoted to shopping -shiftyeyes- julie bought more clothes & yea she was spazzing cause she was heartbroken haha cause she spent like 80 dollars on clothes today .___. then we kinda went to borders to read & i bumped into janice who was reading manga ;D blah blah blah got home extremely tired +starving so i had a cup of soy bean milk + a square of chocolate . (:
OH I DRANK MILKE FOR BREAKFAST TODAY.
haha that was random ~ see i DO try to grow tall =3=
; pennyx
8:18 PM No comments

i don't need you no more.



MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE




sup ; anyways actually i think its pretty pointless outlining my day cause its basically the same everyday anyways TT my head is hurting like (@#&:*( farout =3= its like literally about to crack open -sighs- i get this symptom like once every few months & like see black dots in front of my eyes . farout apparently i have some iron deficiency crap thingyo & sorry if i have crap grammar in my post or while i'm msn`ing causei can't exactly concentrate right now TT.




well anyways blah.




; pennyx
8:07 PM No comments
You always say you hate to see me hurt,
& you hate to see me cry.
So all those times that you hurt me;
did you close your eyes?


hello readers (:
today i did pretty much nothing & had a cup of pure white milk for breakfast =3= see how much effort i'm putting into growing taller ? i hate white milk. well anyways just a random piece of information haha i actually cbs outlining the rest of my day so maybe i'll just upload some pictures aye ? oh well i snuck on the net before to change my template psh i don't really like it but anyways & my mixpod got stuffed up TT i think i forgot how to make it play ? ai ya well anyways.
yo i`m so tall ;D
isn`t she hot ?
; pennyx
8:38 PM No comments
Never apologize for saying what you feel,
because that’s like saying sorry for being real.





hows life kiddos ? didn't blog for 2 days cause i was camping :L with sunny bum. well anyways she met up with me at my house around one, then we went to woolies to stock up since our mothers weren't going camping so we had to by some food to survive x] well anyways sunny drove on my car, we were putting my ipod on speaker & so sunny got obsessed with the song down ; jay sean ft lil wayne . well anyways went to border range national park
wait just warning you guys in the picture below do not look at my face
its really gross (: i warned you.


chick on right is gross.

yes my dad friggen LOVES camping literally, we've been like 69 times -shakes head- & yea well anyways it was in the mountains & so we had to go gather wood + craps, our brothers wanted to sleep in the UV protector tent thingyo .__." well proud to say us girls did everything ourselves. at night we were supposed to eat marshmallows but i cbs so yea only my bro ate some. thennn i gave sunny a tour of the 'camp site' & she was horrified by the compost toilet :L see what i've had to live with for these past years ? okay i'm blabbering again -,-

spent the night talking till like 2:30 am & then next morning we crawled up to cook breakfast for the male losers (: no offence intended so yea afterthat we headed to grafton & we went swimming at a olympic pool place & i finally jumped this board thingyo ! after like 3 years of going i finally mustered the courage psh -shifty eyes- ummmmm afterwards went to woolies again & then to park to bbq ; our dads cooked too much so they were trying to stuff it down us wtheck ? TT then went campsite, set up tent blah talked to sunny & then i prank texted david haha saying that sunny thought he was hot & sexy 8] . then while sunny wasn't looking i pranked with her phone to david saying 'i think you are hot , iloveyou' hahah hilarious then sunny came back & chopped me in half xp & she tried to lock her phone with a pin number , like 1 min later she forgot it ahhaha so she locked herself out :L

next day woke up then blah blah blah went coolangata to swim & then headed home good bye
children i know i just bored you with my crap (:




; pennyx
9:37 PM No comments

I never stopped loving you; even when I was acting crazy,
I loved you. I've tried to show you in a million ways
but nothing ever got through.


ohayo (: today went shopping for food with parents blah ~ bought lots of snacks x] cause my father was feeling extremely happy this morning -shiftyeyes- got home & had lunch then we started watching a movie, what happens in vegas haha its really hilarious , you guys should watch it (H)
a photo from a while back.
afterwards i spent the afternoon downloading songs onto my ipod with a dodgy site -shiftyeyes- yea but i dno what mando songs to download, i must go find julie (: she shall help me hehe. did you know julie is really cool ? okay that was random x] but anyways. then i had to like plan what we (sunny+my family) were gonna eat for tommorrow & the next three days -,- cause my mother isn't going camping with us :L males are so helpless these days -shakes head- they can't even COOK if their lives depended on it . (except for mitchell) jokes mate (H) haha.
my attempt at a pro shot.
well enough of that, mhmmm julie, if ur reading this, we must plan a outing soon okay ? haha well you're probably not reading it cause my blog is actually very boring if any of you guys have realised? okay i'm talking to myself = = i'm such a loser -sigh- i have no life.
; pennyx
6:57 PM No comments

Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret ;
losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt,
letting go is the most painful yet.

sup fellow kiddos (:
today my parents took me & my brother to movie world cause we got the so called QLD VIP annual pass thingyo hehehe . it was fun i guess just not as scary now cause i've been on the tower of terror in dreamworld [H] yes thats right ;]

我好想你.

anyways afterwards we went to get KFC but i wasn't hungry so just had a chicken wing+ drink & then we headed to wet'n'wild , blah we dragged our mother on the rides heheh i cbs describing it :L afterwards my father wanted to go swimming at the beach so we headed off to surfers paradise for a bit then went home. overall i suppose a pretty good day & now i'm about to go watch movies -smileyface- i think my holidays are starting to become better now. might be going camping with sunny next monday , can't wait =)





; pennyx
8:39 PM No comments

你是傷我心的人,你是我的世界散開的原因,
你是壤我一直心痛的那位,但我不知道為什麼 我并且還是愛著你 。


hello ; today i woke up at like 11:30 (: hehe my dad left for QUT so for like the first time he let me sleep really late sorta well i was actually just lying there. got up, skipped brekkie cause i cbs & randomly started drawing :L its pretty fail, photobelow i know it sucks hahah.

fail artwork

anyways afterwards drank a glass of vitamin water, had a biofeel & 3 lindt chocolates before heading the to optometrist to fix my glasses but then we didn't endup doing that cause my father decided he wanted to ship in new lenses from taiwan cause its cheaper =3= so we went to the other optometrist shop near my house & me+bro had to buy new glasses , mine as backup cause according to my dad i'm so unco i will probably break my other ones again -sigh- where is the trust?

isn't she gross ?

got home, dad forced me to go outside to throw the basketball around AGAIN but i gave up, so i had to walk sugar for 20 minutes, got home went swimming more like just sat there for about 25 minutes , showered had dinner & blah here i am. there kiddos i actually outlined my sad life for you today ;D & if you're still reading i'm pretty surprised -,-''

; pennyx
7:53 PM No comments
I miss the talks we used to have ; the voice I used to hear.
I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories but above all these,
I just miss being near you

today met up with people ; then headed to cinemas & watched the avatar in 3D cause some people came too late & we missed cloudy with a chance of meatballs -sigh- oh well. it was pretty good i suppose :L


i watched transformers last night too [H] i like bumblebee (: shush i know i'm weird okay ? my bro was giving my the wth look hahaha. wow i'm blogging about random crap again. mhmm ; = =" waste of time i suppose. some pictures below.

; pennyx
8:04 PM No comments
Without you there is no love ,without you there is no me ;
Without you there is nothing ; So I'm asking, baby,
please don't leave.


我剛發現好像每次用中文打的post 都是我 '不開心' 的時候
psh so 我今天要當個無聊的白吃 =D & excuse me for 我超爛的
grammar skills [H] . 哇, 今天又無話題ㄟ ==" 快無聊死了 ; 有人
快來救我吧 T-T .

hey i think i'm taller than you ;D

Oh stuff this, too much effort la =3= yes i know i have really bad language skills & am incapable of learning almost everything ;D psh . 我快瘋了啦 ; 每天坐在家裡吃東西
BLAHHHHH discovered drinking milk actually doesn't help all that much in height cause guess what tall people ? i've been drinking milk for at least the past 9 years of my life TT" . okay you did not need to know that & it was random cause i'm about to die of boredom ; wow here i go raging again .__."

; pennyx
8:10 PM No comments
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ...
you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day
you are in my thoughts. I miss you.


boring day as per usual ; i can't wait till thursday = = until i get to go on a outing -smiles- my mother is lecturing me not to buy new clothes cause apparently i already have alot ? but psh its not even new ya know ? second hand -shakes head- cause my parents are 'environmentally friendly' & i don't even know why i'm telling you all this on my blog maybe its cause i'm sad and have no life.

wednesday.

i feel like raging how australia is so boring+hot over the holidays but i shall refrain from doing so ;D see elaine ? i'm maturing faster than you mentally -shiftyeyes- um yea nothing to talk about so goodbye. found some interesting things so far.

; pennyx
8:03 PM No comments

Sometimes, no matter how long or how hard
you’ve loved someone, they’ll never love you back.
and no matter how much it hurts,
you’ll have to be okay with that.



wow i guess the cross dressing picture is um very uhh weird ; psh i think i wrecked my image hahah ;D see what boring holidays in australia is doing to me ? -shakes head- elaine are you drinking milktea for me ? T-T

woke up at like 12:00 for once today, well actually i just lay in bed till twelve to waste time & the day was boring , just watching movies & like forcing myself to exercise at the park for 40 minutes trying to shoot hoops AGAIN = =" also gorging myself with fruits cause its so friggen hot . hmm i wonder if i have any pictures today. actually i don't icbs ;D

; pennyx
7:56 PM No comments


For every piece of me that wants you,
there’s another piece that backs away.



holidays are so boring T-T woke up late this morning cause i was up watching stardust yesterday ; a pretty good movie i guess (: anyway moped around then parents made us all go to the gold coast for like the 3rd week in a row cause it was so hot -sighs- i have no life right ?



in love with you.


so tired. -,- i'm gonna get roasted alive tommorrow & die of boredom ; i bet my friends are enjoying themselves in taiwan 唉呀 ~ please let me survive my holidays. i need new songs for my ipod as well cause i am sick of my songs .__." psh .

shall upload random pictures again cause yea i'm bored.
& now i shall wreck my life and damage my image with the scary cross dressing
picture ;o i think i was born a guy =3=


thoughts from my mind about things:
i don't know what to do, a part of me tells me to just ignore it which is the easiest thing to do but then i don't want to let it go ; whats compelling me ?


; pennyx

8:15 PM No comments


You can't see that I'm hurting,
You don't notice the pain.
It feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine,
while I drown in the rain.



hey guys today i shall attempt to upload photos cause i'm bored. had a pretty productive day -proudface- yes thats right this morning i crawled up & tidied my room including my clothes rack etc. so its all clean (H) & thennn i ate a nectarine + other craps for brunch.



on way to goldcoast.


after that um moped around ~ then went outside to throw the basketball around ; trying to grow tall -,- well that reminds me ; guess what ?

I GREW 0.5CM

okay whatever i'm such a loser (H) cause i measured in the morning so blah stop laughing T-T just cause you guys get growthspurts. anyway after that jumped in the pool & got boiled to death so i got out after like 5 min, had a cold shower, helped mum with cooking BLAHHH boring day but i'll upload pics.
stay safe in taiwan elaine;)

; pennyx
8:11 PM No comments
today elaine convinced me to not go to school so went to the city instead ; went around shopping, saw a $5 dress thingyo so i bought it :L psh i haven't got new clothes for such a long time. anyway day was blah ; went to BSHS second break & sat with sunny+people for a while before leaving.

later went to garbo with elaine & i got milktea + these danish twist bread thingyos for my lunch then headed back to elaine's house blah . ablaze and i learnt alot of things, just about relationships and its really got me thinking -- umm yea. icbs blogging properly, got pictures too but i'll upload one day not today haha.
林知星, 回台灣路上小心喔,
計得要幫我多喝點奶茶喔小
妹妹(:
; 陳伊蘋
10:36 PM No comments

MY BROTHER GRADUATED FROM WARRIGAL ROAD (:
CONGRATS.

anyways today i uhh sorta skipped school to go to watch jed graduate (H) i miss warrigal so much mann. anyways i'm actually TALLER than some grade sevens -smiles- yes shh i know i'm a grade niner = =" blah ; elaine told me to wear the yr 7 shirt from 2007 but i didn't cause it was STILL too big for me -sigh-

warrigal hall
graduation ~ then they sang a song ; pretty good & then we went to the city while elaine and yuki went off away together. me & bro went to watch movies ; 2012 i finally watched it !
;D to those who think its bad/ 'corny & predictable' go stuff urselves cause its actually really good & i reckon the graphics are pro too (:


i just tore off random shapes so yea ;D

shared 2 piece feed KFC with bro while he scabbed most of the chips -sigh- thenn headed home, sunny's dad called me cause apparently sunny 'disappeared' bahaha & then i hear sunny in the background laughing .__." crazy child of a best friend. rest of time was bludge, my bros disco tonight (A) & might go over to elaine's to sleep over.




我感覺你好像有人注意你後

你很像就把我忘了一乾而淨.


also baked a chocolate cake + some pastry puff thingyos ;
one of them is shaped like taiwan (: .

; pennyx
8:02 PM No comments

記憶是一種努力,而遺忘才是本能。

today was really really got & i was bored at the alternative program = = seriously can someone just stab me already ? started the day watching world war two footage ; as if i haven't had enough of history T-T and then the teacher started showing us the QA graduation ? psh thenn break time before we went to D block to play 'mathletics' ; an was reading manga bahaha.

halfway went to c block to play cards = = icbs listening so we ended up playing go fish & i was really bored. second break halfway our group went to the basketball courts to play bball ? actually i more like ATTEMPTED to play cause SOME PEOPLE are just too tall so i couldn't get the ball -shakes head- blah ~ scored one after elaine&janice +terry went to buy iceblocks ? muahhaha =]

f block meeting they told us to clear up the school of rubbish & then rest, except most grd 9 asians = head straight to shade to sit down. some people were shuffling to richie's speaker. after school...

drank a huge bowl of red bean soup cause i didn't have lunch, ate a green apple, read, went swimming {actually i just sat there soaking} then showered, dinner time =3= bored. T-T..
btw don't bother reading the below ; its crap.
私は時々君はすきじゃないよ。
みんなはいつも君が好きなんから。とうして?
たぶん私はとても悪い人ね。ときどき 嬉しい 
でも ときどき かなしいよ。私は 悪い友達ですが、
どうしたらいいか?
為什麼我會著麼容易
傷心/ 感覺被忘掉一樣呢?
因該心裡有病 @@ 拜拜
我今天又神經病發作了吧唉呀
; pennyx
7:58 PM No comments
It brings out the worst in me when you’re not around,
I miss the sound of your voice,
the silence screams so loud.



i woke up late todayyy ;D haha suck you people who went to school cause i got to sleep in for once & i actually slept early yesterday so i had no panda eyes today -shifty eyes- well anyways got up and moped around for a while then elaine the retard turned up at my house .

we watched the notebook on the stupid plasma / lcd tv whatever but it friggen )(#U&)( screwed up so the screen was like small cause i'm really unco with technology ? bahaha i am not rich >: well anyway it was sorta sad i guess :L elaine said that she cried a little but i didn't see ;o see how unemotional i am ? i don't even cry ; i think i'm a man .___."
something i made last year .

psh then jenni called me asking where we were so we got up & headed to the city, played around in the funhouse & i pwned An once in tekken 6 :L my first game muahahah i think the funhouse ladies were freaked cause we were like RAHHHH -bashes machine- but then An was pro & like killed me the second time x] everyone started heading back , An wagged so she had to run back to school & get changed ; hopefully she didn't get busted .__. cause the school texted my dad to tell him i didn't go school but thats okay cause like ya know i had permission ;D

spilt milktea in my bag cause i was trying to hide it for elaine from the bus driver T___T i swear i'm cursed ya know ? jake texted & told me i was unco -sigh- i'm just cursed literally cause i was like to elaine: hey at least my bag is sorta waterproof & its not leaking through , right then & there, the milktea comes through the bag =3= dude everything i say contradicts me. blah. got home & finished off the rest of the skittles, read, felt sick , went out to park to throw the basketball around for like 15 minutes ?

got home, laughed at bro cause he got his report card & cause he failed in violin ;o he hates it anyway, he asks me if i got my report card, me = hahaha no shame. -goes check mail box- & guess what ? its friggen there again T_T i faileddddd. 4 A's ; stupid mrs tavio marks so hard + i got her for a yearr A YEAR + mr suesee my hpe teacher for year {last year+this year} so being asian i got B for hpe -,-" okay i shall stop raging now ;D oh i was cursed enough to get mrs tavio who marked my QCAT english too so yea ai ya. hmm i should stop blogging about asian craps such as my marks :L

; pennyx

p.s i don't wanna go school tommorrow , i wanna wear a paper bag over my face =3=
我不知道到底要不要愛上你
但我好像沒選擇.
8:23 PM No comments
its just i'm not complete without you
good morning; today was boring they literally have nothing for us to do but pretend to = = seriously like what the heck ? teachers are all like bludge and eating their faces out while we die. -sigh- i wanna go back to taiwan ya know ? but i'm not rich like SOMEPEOPLE -looks- nahh jks x] but anyways first period was german ? & like i drew a face on daniel zhang's arm but then he killed my pencilcase ! so phoebe revenged for me & put : douche bag + other stuffs on it :L bahaha & then daniel got busted second period by mr sione .

my pencilcase+daniel's arm

hpe 3/4 asians didn't bother bringing their uniform so we all watched a movie ? break time jennifer drew a bra on janice's hpe uniform .__." bahaha with permanent marker cause we were all 'signing' janice's shirt bahha. last period we watched these japanese samurai people teach us how to cut people :L pretty interesting i suppose & we finished day with watching another random movie =3= so boring.

afterschool went to fulfill my promise+ doom & so i went with elaine to cut my hair ._." i look even more )(#&$ now so i shall not come to school tommorrow with my gross face :L nahh jks its not cause of that just parents finally agreed to let me skip one day with elaine hahahaha.

; pennyx
8:12 PM No comments


there's a little truth behind every just kidding,
a little curiosity behind every just wondering,
a little knowledge behind every I don't know,
and a little heartbreak behind every I don't care.

good morning ; today i crawled up to get ready for jap level 4 proficiency test
& i friggen failed -sigh- well i bet i did anyway ): well actually the test was okay but i friggen rubbed
out a right answer & circled the wrong one =3= i'm cursed & i wasn't listening properly to the CD
people were scary ; alot of uni students @@"


it was boring then got home to have lunch before going to pick elaine up& going to goldcoast (H)we went swimming + moping around & this chick was lost in the sea .___. so like the lifeguards were like calling her name & like news people were hovering around -,- apparently i have to cut my hair soon cause i promised sunny a while ago ~ :L

i don't feel like blogging today.. i also broke my glasses T____T & parents raged at me .. dunno if i'll get new glasses psh


日本語の試験をおわったよ!うれしいよ~


でも、試験を NOTPASS と思い。


私は日本語はへた。




; pennyx
8:17 PM No comments
just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean that
her heart doesn't cry & just because she comes
off strong doesn't mean there is nothing wrong.

sometimes i wonder if i'm revealing too much stuff on my blog ~
stuffs have been happening -sigh- oh well anyways today i woke up really late
& ate heaps of food then moped around. friggen hot days grr ; i wanna go back to taiwan
T__T
parents came back with guests, i went to the library & then woolies to by lollies then sat outside to read . mum comes to pick us up but then tells me to go buy lemons .__. & so while i'm lining up for checkout place this rude old lady pushes in like randomly & puts her groceries on some's trolley cause she didn't wanna hold it & it was only milk = =" i dno why but i was friggen annoyed at her ; friggen beeeeep who pushes in randomly like nothing happened & then puts their groceries on someone else's trolley ? =3= so i was like AHEM -turns away- :L it was scary when she turned to look at me .

got homee , parents won't let me go cinemas anymore cause they got this modem thingyo
that you can download OLD movies with .. psh i'll sneak ;D talked with An on the phone about some matters & then swam blah ~ i cbs studying for my jap proficiency test T__T i'm gonna fail literally ya know ? yes i know i talk about all this like everyday but i'm stressing.mmhm i realise i've actually been talking about some stuffs to people but i'm actually
quite hypocritical ? -sigh- welll well well i'm a hypocrite .__. about the things i actually say & right now i think i sound like a loser ? psh . OMGGGG i can't stand school T-T so boring ; watching random videos.

; pennyx
8:13 PM No comments
Im sorry that I can’t tell you,
I really want to I swear.
It's not that I don’t trust you,
Im just afraid you won’t care.

yesterday i slept really late cause i felt like it & so this morning i was quite
stoned :L bahaha got to school to see everyone playing cards & i just sat there to space out.alternative program was so boring literally = =" watching sharks stomachs get cut open on national geographic channel ? psh i'm sure you don't want to know about my day .



lunch break i talked to people and things about stuff & found out some stuffs happened too. elaine didn't bother coming to school todays -sigh-


please ignore my face.


thoughts from my mind ;

我們有時真的一點都不珍惜自己有
的一切, 連身邊最重要的人都忘了.
他們對我們的關心和幫助都像白板上的
字被擦掉似的 ; 為什麼你會把我鎖在心外呢?
你周圍好像直有一面牆一樣, 我傷心和難過時你都不
在, 我需要你時你也沒發覺 也許我只是很自私但 我真的
希望可以每天和你好好的像以前一樣說笑, 有心是能和你分享
也許我明天就不會著麼想了,也許我一小時後就會有笑容了
但我只是想表答心理的想法,
也希望我不會也是讓你失望的朋友

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after a while, you get sick of caring,
& you’re too hurt to fight.
sometimes, no matter what you do,
things won’t be alright.


today we went to dreamworld (Y) had to sit in formclass & i was pretty much loner on the bus T-T no girls i know properly. spent the whole bus trip drawing random pictures ? got there and then went to rapid river place thingyo & took a epic photo of elaine which i shall not upload cause i'm a kind child ;D well maybe i can blackmail you with it elaine.

went to log ride, pretty fun but everyone got wet bahaha :L then we headed to giant drop for the first time in my life (: elaine,janice,jennifer,an,albert&enlo were comparing my height -sighs- they laughed cause when i went on tip toes i wasn't even the same height as enlo T_T i'm cursedd so friggen short -sigh- got on& everyone freaked out at the top before screaming halfway down & cracking up
.

went to nickelodeon rollercoaster :L enlo scared elaine with his girly 'scream' bahaha & then afterwards us the brave people: elaine, an, albert& enlo went to tower of terror (H) someone stole my ipod and saw really embarrasing pictures = = you should've gone blind . grrr well it was pretty fun ; quite worth it , the tower of terror (Y) then went around psh. near the end me&an went to the lollyshop then jake came running over telling us that the bus was about to leave ;o so we ran all the way there. bus trip wasn't as boring cause i wasn't a loner {sortof} took bus home with elaine, janice & jake .

i stole my bro's new uniform for BSHS & tried it on yesterday :L i look scary bahaha elaine is daring me to upload it but i'm chicken unless one of you bribe me (H) actually no thats scary too.

; pennyx

P.S this sunday is my jap proficiency test omgg ; i'm gonna fail badly -sigh- i haven't even done the homework yet ._." wish me luckkk T_T
7:46 PM No comments
I’m going to smile & make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go & even if it kills me,

I’m going to smile.



hey guys ;D this morning i crawled up
and got ready to go vio rehearsal & then we performed for the grade eights &
epically failed. ;D then we had lunch while i spent the whole time drawing & then we performed for grd 9's i think it was a bit better this time.

rest of the day was blah ~ we played some retarde restaurant game ; it was pretty sad = = and then i took the bus with elaine, yasmin, sophiene & foonie ; talked about random stuff that happened on the bus :L i'm taller than yasmin -proud face- but shorter than foonie ;D got home & thennn elaine harassed me . yes thats right she slapped me on my bare legs :L & then -shiftyeyes- ;) wouldn't you like to know . jokes mate ;D but seriously elaine is a feeler {private joke} by the way
elaine was so retarded she tried to chuck lego at a bear and she was aiming for the..

ANNNWAYS we were trying to make someone out of lego using brown lego pieces :L

sorted out some stuff, i feel better cause seriously i've just be hiding everything these days its good to let some things out (: sorry guys no more pictures, maybe i'll take some tomorrow at dreamworld !

; pennyx
7:12 PM No comments
哇, 你真的是永有所有的一切.
8:30 PM No comments
I never changed ;
I just stopped pretending I was happy.

today was officially the last day of school ;D well academically anyway
history= A jap = A science= A- hpe= ? math= A- english = B
-sigh- mann i did so crappy in science, i USE to get A's properly but yea cause i didn't listen so i guess i'm pretty lucky to not get B lol i bet i got B for hpe cause i'm unco. math test = epic fail i should've studied properly but i was too lazy and went to 'try' grow taller by attempting bball :O i haven't even played a real game properly ;D just shooting but i don't htink its helping =="
my father just told me i have to do something productive for the holidays -sigh- he wants me to get a part time job ? pshhh probably too short to be a counter lady T__T today i saw someone smash terry in the nose .__." & he got mad so he went and tackled the guy lol hmmm & gave cards out. my blog is so boring ~ daily routines = = no pictures cause i CBS ;D
; pennyx
p.s i wish they'd just go away & stop invading other people's space >:]

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have to remember mario kart DS tommorrow.
9:52 PM No comments
最近我的心情轉變的好快...
有些想法無法消失, 真不知道自己是誰了
一下子開心但一順間就轉變成一個沒有笑容的人
為什麼我沒辦法當個無忌妒的朋友?
我真的太讓我自己失望.
7:10 PM No comments
retarded convo :L


Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lolol
*meh the movie was kinda corny and predictable
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*lol
*corny
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lol
*at lunch
*u know 'in house'
*the asian fastfood thing?
*the pretty girl attendant was like: 'would u like breast or leg meat (chicken)?'
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*= =
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*i was just like:'....hmm, leg or breasts?'
*me: 'hmm breat is sexy i'll have breast thx'
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*... are you serious ?
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*and the girl was like laughing her head off
*:P
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*-sigh-
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lol
*yep
8:30 PM No comments
i stood on the side & watched you go ;
where you would go, & whether you'd come back
i didn't know
today i went to the gold coast & ate like a pig ;D
good morning children.
tommorrow is school ya know ?
i have no pictures to upload today .
farout i wish i could've watched 2012 today = ="
did you know my dad is a perve ?
jksjks
; pennyx
8:02 PM No comments
i just want to stay with you forever &
watch over everything to make sure you're alright ;

good morning ; today i went to chinese school & i didn't do my homework yet again cause i cbs waking early to do it ;D after we went back home & had lunch thennn i decided to bake peanut butter cookies (H) for the first time & yea friggen hot weather ==" the first batch got a bit burnt sorta but its still edible i guess -smiles- and then yea. pshhhhh


spent the afternoon suddenly reading manga after a long time cause i felt like it (: love berrish bahahah ; anyways also took pictures of RSHS while at chink school cause i was bored hehehe. farout i want to watch new moon + 2010 + cloudy with a chance of meatballs but i can't cause yeah = = that reminds me i need to put new songs on my ipod ;D okay enough craps

NEXT WEEK IS ALTERNATIVE PROGRAM & DREAMWORLD

by the way everyone ; today is:

ELAINE'S OFFICIAL 14TH BIRTHDAY !!!


dear elaine, thanks for being such a wonderful friend , you make me laugh with your retardedness ya know ? but neverthless you are still my best friends amazingly even after i've seen your true form as a mentally incapable child ;D jksjks well anyways thanks for sticking by me and listening to me talk about my life & occasionally councilling me lol um yes i'm trying not to sound corny cause ewww but anyways thanks for being in my life & as my best friend hope you have the best birthday & enjoy being fourteen + mature . hope your love life turns out well & remember i'll always be there if you need me retard (:




; pennyx

8:09 PM No comments
& when I wake up, I realize that everything's still wrong,
I'm still here and you're still gone.


today i forced elaine to bring her diary ;D and i missed the bus today cause i was looking at ants
that were crawling into a hole -sigh- elaine finds that retardly funny cause she's immature -shifty eyes- well anyways got to school & saw nat (: she made cupcakes + cookies + christmas cards (Y) the cupcakes are reaaally pretty & i picked it with her and helped her carry it with my tank arms -proud face- psh wow i'm such a loser .




anyways had math first up ; me & yasmin bludged the whole lesson gossiping :L well not really
we were kinda practicing our jap speech ended up cbs so we like took random pictures &
yea which due to me procastinating i forgot to memorise my speech -sigh-
science next in D block & we were supposed to be researching stuff but everyone cbs & started talking/ listening to ipod while i was talking to An ; i swear she can be my phsychiatrist :] i think i spelt it wrong but cbs neh . OHHHH i forgot to mention did you know elaine is incapable of normal speech without practicing ? her = its re -re- re -re -relevant ! bahaha x] i blogged about you young lady . ahh & i forgot to mention that today justine gave yasmin PADS for secret santa bahahahah its so friggen hilarious ; yasmin was like JUSTINE YOU B*TCH! -cracks up- & like
mr morrison is just like 6 metres away giving some BBQ for teachers/parents ? bahahaha and yea linda came with pads as well for someone else ;)


break time = attempting to study for jap speech but failed.. -sigh- cause like i always procastinate. & umms jap last, i killed mines cause i didn't bother to read over speech TT + right after i had to read kyle's part for enlo&jake cause he wasn't here ; i failed as well & stuffed up
cause i have noob jap skills. sorry x]
mhmm ; i sound high psh but meh .
; pennyx
6:21 PM No comments
good morning ladies & gentlemen
today i got to school & yea , read in library for english cause we finished all our
assessments but seriously i failed TT" mrs tavio gave our marks back today
again & she marks so FRIGGEN HARD T_____T" even jason got B+ ? i think
ai ya ~

well anyways after had pcl & then history alice & kevin did their speech ; they were
really good (: with like pro hand gestures and stuff . we got our marks back
& mr delaney was like : well we marked you guys pretty easily regarding the fact that
i didn't think anyone's debate was that good
==" friggen annoying person ; he's the one talking for like 3 lessons and giving us no time to work on it & he blames us ? GRRR
but anyways i PASSEDDDDD ;D

{A, A+, A- , A } hehehehe .
well anyway afterschool went to sunnybank plaza with natalie
cause i suddenly felt thirsty & she's planning something for a few people (Y) and likei bought some craps. went to coles with nat & i helped her carry stuff ; me = 2 milk teas, bag, hpe bag, two cake mixes & i was telling her i'm tank & pro
but then i choked on a grape jelly so yea ==" bad timing so now she thinks i'm mentally incapable
; pennyx
8:22 PM No comments
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.

i've finished all my assessments ! except for my jap speaking test but who cares about that ;D i don't really care anymore, just that i'm FREEEEEEEEE . even if i probably failed all my subjects TT" well anyways did my science test.. it was alright except i stuffed up a few questions & didn't have time to check it cause i'm so slow. thenn last period had math test, thank goodness someone saved me & told me the answers for the last one cause like yea well i didn't get it at first but then i looked at it for like 20 seconds & realised i stuffed something up so i fixed it & like got the exact same answers as the person told me ;D seeeee ; most of the time in my thinking questions i always rub out the right answers & like just leave it cause i think its wrong {most of the time i think i'm always guessing how to do it } wow. hopefully i don't fail my math testtttt or science ? or english ? or history ?

getting english marks back tommorrow ; wish me luck . i beg mrs tavio not to mark hardkore again . yee sum thought she failed her science cause she stuffed up 2 questions ! thats not fail ! everyone ; tell her that ! wow i'm even talking asian ==" about SCHOOL WORK & i don't even sound normal? i think i'm ranting cause i'm so happy everything is finished. tommorrow alice is gonna do her debate ; good luck cutie (:

these days some of us feel neglected, its like some part of the world ; actually one person has forgotten all about us. Is it fair that one person may be so caught up in their own attention that they don't notice whats going on around them ?


& here is a dedi for julie ;D
mhmmm ; actually maybe i should've used her face instead ==" pshh oh well
goodbye.
; pennyx
4:49 PM No comments
you don't even notice me, standing on the side
its like i'm not there , or maybe its just that you
don't care.
HAPPY 14TH BiRTHDAY SANDRA !

omgosh ; yesterday i worked on my history debate + tried to study math & science & wrapped sanda's birthday present until 12:30am TT" cause i thought my math and science test was gonna be today. guess what ? it got changed to TOMMORROW -shakes head- see how i'm cursed? this morning while i was stoned, i had to do my history debate & apparently our group's arguments were good { according to some people } but then mr Delaney said that the other team's 3rd speaker's rebuttles were 'damn good' & i shouldn't have repeated some points she rebutted T3T i wasn't listening to her only the 1st&2nd speaker ai ya. well anyways the other team ended up winning -shakes head- my last history debate ever & then i lost it ;D

then the teacher went on and on about how our team were good a speaking & how the other team had good rebuttles ? idno oh well stuff it afterwards i had jap writing test and i failed. yes i literally screwed it up as per usual ;D i suck at writing. I AM NOT PRO AT JAP . math next, didn't have our exam but i got a revision sheet (:
why won`t you see, just how
much you mean to me.

break time..no one was around...they were at the library, the whole lot of them except for like yee sum and An ;D so they kept me company while the rest were busy typing up random stuff ? -stares- science was really aosdinca;l i was getting councilled by An & yea. discussing life matters
with her cause i'm a distressed little child :]


; pennyx

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