Pages of a novel : January 2010

看到你就是會缺氧,

心跳加速.

good evening little kids (:

i sound kinda weird hahah . well anyways today my mother made me get up early , no more sleeping in hahaha. i keep sleeping at 12:00 these days for some reason . well besides that i finished my school homework -proud face- i know its amazing cause i normally do my homework on the last day at night .

a new life, a new start ;this innocence is brillant.

other than that i was forced to accompany my brother & mother to go my bro's school shoes cause his other ones were giving him a blister ? went to the library & saw sunny's bro so i called her and turns out she was at equip . she came out .

striving towards your goals.

sunny : *walks towards penny*

penny: heyyy .___. you look like 5 cm taller ! .. wait, you're wearing high heels aren't you?

sunny: noo -shifty eyes-

penny: ah ha ! thats it , you are !

sunny: TT 我被破解了!

lol borrowed books , saw sale in supre but psh didn't buy anything cause yea. school tommorrow again, english first, wonderful. my parents are contemplating on sending me back to taiwan to experience a life in school at the end of the year, i'm quite surprised. but if i do i don't htink i'll come back due to the fact i'll have died from all the stuff i have to learn. :L

; pennyx

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為什麼我看到你又有了著個奇怪的感覺呢？
你不是早就衝我的世界消失了嗎？　

woke up today after a good sleep cause i was so friggen tired yesterday for no reason ; psh but then my mother had to dig me up for chinese school TT then for some other reason i felt dizzy haha maybe its cause slept at twelve & got less sleep than on the holidays. thats right i still haven't adjusted properly. well if i move to the city i guess one good thing is that i can sleep till like 8:00 haha. okay besides that went to chinese school & guess what? katie jumped up like to the 10th book so she ditched our class -sigh-

sorry, random photo from grd 9

pro people these days right? my mum things i could skip but i don't think so :L cause um i'm mentally challenged & slow at learning plus it takes a big effort for me to write a article thingyo for holiday homework. why am i talking about chinese school? well um idno actually. i have so much homework TT , more chinese homework { extra now cause the teacher decided we don't learn enough} & japanese hw & chemistry, physics & japanese {school} . = = wow but i almost finished my chinese hw just then yay ! do you guys think i talk about too much pointless stuff ? i think i do ; sorry (:

photo i took randomly last time.

& elaine if ur reading this, i bought my physics&chem book , so you don't have to email me anymore ;D thanks anyways.

must attempt new years resolution !
; pennyx

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yay (: i have pretty good teachers this semester, nice way to begin 2010 , at lasttt (: i think its also cause elaine's in my classes & so now i've got better teachers :L anyways well i had jap with mrs brownlie-smith today .___. it was um... a little bit boring to be honest and a bit annoying , she was like 4 minutes over time & still talking when she goes : 'hey if you be good, i'll let you guys out 5 minutes early!' class: -thinks to self- aren't we already 4 minutes LATE ?

-sigh- i think she doesn't check the time ai ya. math was okay, moved to f block so now we don't even have proper desks psh. and someone thought 9x9 was 36 :L pro math skills aye ? height isn't everything [H] nahh i'm jokes but anyways , physics&chemistry were good just had homework though TT chinese school tommorow, amazingly i'm actually looking foward to it i don't know why, maybe its cause i actually sorta put effort into the homework this time sorta but i guess. had jap afterwards, my teacher is pregnant ! ;o

elaine came & picked me up for ablaze, it was good, pastor wilson came to preach today (: a pretty good sermon, i'm gonna try be a better person (: live life to the fullest i guess haha. improvement.i also saw joona today at ablaze ;D

; pennyx

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.___. my dad just told me the medicine i take for my hayfever makes people's face round & he's like, stop eating it every day but i can't cause then the stupid hayfever symptoms will kick in & then i'd rage. well anyways maybe its just a way to be more cheapo so i won't waste money on the tablets ahaha. today was seriously hot & mr morrison talked for like 10 years. blah vertical form classes are so lame, people in the same grade still gather together anyway.

random photos.

other than that i had accounting which was okay, but i think its gonna be boring TT but at least we have the lovely room which is equipped with airconnn. english with elaine last, we were supposed to have mrs aloizas { apparently she is a hardkore marker } & i was starting to think i was cursed cause elaine, the chick who normally gets good teachers ended up with a hardkore marker just cause she was in my class :L but thank goodness it turned out to be some guy called mr martin [: i'll just upload some pictures i took.

afterschool my brother was deciding to go rowing but then ended up cbs`ing so i had

to wait for him at the busstop again& miss like 2 new empty buses TT see what i give up

for my bro ? ahaha. then to be more cursed, my bus broke down & so we had to wait like 15 min or more for the next one -shakes head- i'm cursedd & now i even have mrs brownlie smith

for jap ya know ? ahaha -looks at someone- looks like you'll have to

rage.

; pennyx

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my brother is a veggie today (:

the tank thingyo shooting explosive thingyos ._.

woke up at friggen 7:00am TT so tired causei couldn't sleep till like 1am yesterday =3= i shouldn't have watched so many dramas so late on the holidays~ but anyways i'm so proud of myself for waking up :L nahh i'm so lame actually i use to wake up at 6:50am after 5 hours of sleep feeling fine haha well i'll get used to it meh. elaine came & picked us up , then dropped everyone off at holland park before we took the bus to school.

in sunny's room (:

dropped my bro off at Fblock & then we went to stalk sunny ; also going to sequel to buy my jap textbooks&activitybooks etc. sunny's sis was already there & we were on our way , almost there when we see her coming towards us, turns us, the exact books i need were PERFECTLY & coincidently out of stock & the rest were fine = = i'm so cursed. well anyways besides that haha um we went to sunny's house, watched modern version of romeo & juliet, pretty corny but its alright. umm finished blood promise at sunny's house even though she lent it to me yesterday haha. elaine&sunny always thought i was a really slow reader so they were shocked haha.

tap dancing people ; it was cool.

me&sunny came up with a name for elaine, its OLEN {as in the term you use for a black eye in taiwanese} haha i reckon it matches [H] went to pick bro up afterschool , the first thing my bro said to me was: mr morrison sounds gay&posh&snobby ahahahaha. well anyways elaine's mother picked us up, then dropped us all at sunnybank, me&bro went exercisebook//stationary shopping. went home, i'm dead tired now :L for some reason.

mexican dance ?

; pennyx

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Happy Australia Day everyone !

today i woke up late & found that sunny texted me telling me to go southbank cause there were some shows etc going on so i rushed out cause yea nothing to do at home. i'll just mainly upload pictures cause too much to elaborate.

p.s might be some -ahem- pictures , but it was part of the show so don't blame me if i end up uploading them hahha .

; pennyx

pp.s i have to take my veggie bro to school tommorrow =3=

no point in a extra day -sigh-

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You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing,

when you turned around and a tear came down

& I whispered to myself; everything is.

today i went out with jennifer, janice & an (: met at cultural then we went to the city to shop around ; jennifer&janice made me try on this pink lacey shirt thingyo ._____." so scary bleh i reckon it looked gross but according to them it looked good. SIF. (: oh wells it was worth it cause i picked this one shoulder dress for jennifer to try on -evil laugh-

well anyways afterwards we went to take stickies & then got milktea ; its so good (Y) the one in elizabeth arcade& i finally saw where winter garden was ; maybe i'll go stalk phuong next time.went to giwawa too & i saw this random plushie and everyone is like OHH i bet you won't get it ; & then -machine goes down- tada ! i get it hahaha i was quite amazed myself .__.

i also saw jenny ~ & nick {ablaze} (: and ronja too haha so many people in the city. then after jennifer&janice went to buy lunch & an went to buy chips, then we went to the tops & played around ;D then went and sat near the cinemas & saw nickie . talked then janice&an went home while me& jen stayed for a while near this place in cultural centre , under the black thingyo {people from the outing ages ago would know} . pictures below.

; pennyx

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We don`t recieve wisdom, we must

discover it for ourselves after a journey that

no one can take for us.

elaine is back in australia. anyways (: i went to visit her yesterday & she hasn't grown taller -relieved sigh- maybe one day i will catch up ya know ? okay anyways before we went to her house something really hilarious happened

me: -turns to bro- hey jed, you should bring you glasses to elaine's house
him: why?
me: cause if we sleepover or watch a movie...(:
him: ohhh i see -excited face- -runs back into house-
mum: why does he have to bring his glasses ?
me: well cause he wants to see elaine's face clearly
mum: why?
me: cause jed reckon's she's hot haha
mum: .__. whoa i never knew jed liked elaine那形的女生 (elaine type girls).__.
me : -cracks up- i was joking mannn
mum : well why else would he look so enthusiastic :L
jed: -comes in car- whats going on ?
me: -tells jed about everything-
mum: -sigh- jed i thought you finally grew up -sadface-

lol anyways got to elaine's house & she gave me this necklace plus notebook (: & then i was looking at the necklace & going like ohh its pretty, but then i only saw the chain, then 10 seconds later i realised, it had letters that said : APPLE[apple shape here] = = evil little chick -sigh- but thanks anyways lol~ now i'm gonna be stuck with the name forever :L

how ironic. :L

today went to look for textbooks but sequel was closed TT so we ended up going to the conventional centre book sale where sunny was & we bummed around :L i bought a asian book in a attempt to improve my language skills -shiftyeyes- its hard = = did ya know i spent like 1 hour on my CHINESE HOMEWORK yesterday? amazing isn't it? i bothered to do it & actually put effort into it but its still crappy hahaha . going to voltage soon ;D

see how much effort i was?

; pennyx

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY KEO (:

today i went to sally's bday outing & we met up at cultural before getting on the 199 bus but then we got off again so some people could go to the atm machines to stock up on cash. then for some reason we jumped on the 196 bus haha & then we kept riding till one of us goes: hey, are we there yet? then everyone realises we rode the wrong bus past the wrong place ahahah so we get off and get on the right bus again & arrive at china town's yumcha >_>

well anyways other than that we kinda just stalked into the restaurant & the staff were all like ;o & they go like HEYYYY WELCOME GIRLS ; have a seat! & yea but the ladies serving food kept ignoring us -sigh- so like tory waved after her but then some other staff guy sees& goes off to lecture the lady .

well anyways sally also got a birthday 'surprise' from the yum cha haha. afterwards we went to myer centre & bummed around, looking at stuff and taking stickies but i won't upload them cause um i cbs .

well anyways, sally i hope you've had a great day today and

enjoy being 15 !

; pennyx

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I'm gonna smile, because I wanna make you happy;
laugh, so you won't see me cry.
I'm gonna let you go in style,
and even if it kills me baby; I'm gonna smile.

there seems to be someone impersonating me on my cbox .__." wow they must be bored. anyways today i spent basically the whole day reading eclipse&breaking dawn :L haha i have no life you see ?

then i cbs wii fit or exercising so i made cookies again & took more photos, blah my dad just borrowed two textbooks i need this year from his QUT student resource library thingyo = = dude he can borrow it for like a sem ?

he's so cheapo ai ya but i guess its his saving money instincts ya know?

; pennyx

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today i have nothing to blog about so i shall upload random photos.

just some random shots & edited with Cs3 ;D

; pennyx

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Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger.

People are fake, but let your trust last longer.

Do what you got to do, but always stay true

& never let anyone get the best of you.

omg mr delaney just turned up at my house againnnn .__. & while i was playing the piano too , -sigh- i'm cursed ya know ? i think he saw me playing wii fit last time arrgh. well anyways i quit piano so i'm pretty crap . ai ya. well anyways just found out he's literally living next door omg , & he's like ohh i hear you playing the piano sometimes ! = =" oh far out .

the wall paper my bro wanted to copy.

okay other than that i spent like 40 minutes being a nice kid & making my brother a Flyff wallpaper but seriously its really ugly he has baaaad taste. below is the wallpaper he wanted me to make { similar to } , duuude why would he want a BUTTERFLY on his wallpaper ? he's a guy psh. well anyways i know its ugly but not my fault he likes it.

the gay wallpaper i made for him.

; pennyx

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I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted ; that I made your life messed up,

its not telling you how I feel that scares me,

Its what you'll say back that does

today i went to voltage combined (: {church group thingyo} it was fun , we played games like how the 'it' person had to spin around with their eyes closed & choose a 'victim', the 'it' person then had to pick a animal sound for the 'victim' to imitate & then the 'it' person had to guess who the victim was , haha it was really hilarious cause the guys were trying to sound like girls & girls trying to sound like guys but yea. learned heaps of stuff too. Tina { my lifegroup leader } also gave me a late christmas pressie+card (: passionfruit lolly thingyos yum yum!

played around with my dad's camera yesterday&today cause my dad said i have to take photos so he would buy me a new camera, i have to apparently 'learn' how to take good photos haha meh well below are a few but they're not that good, i'm warning you.

well came home later from church group to discover my parents had gone to look at houses with elaine's parents :L & apparently they saw this house near elaine's house, swan lake crescent & like my parents sorta like it , 3 min away from elaine's house then i can stalk her nahh jokes well anyways. hope my parents buy the house/rent it so i can become neighbors with old man named elaine !

elaine is coming back on the 23rd i think !

; pennyx

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okay today i cbs blogging so um i'll just type some random facts about myself :L so don't bother reading (:

1. i dislike almost all seafood

2. i use to hate chocolate, icecream and cakes

3. i've only grown 1.5cm since grade seven TT

4. i was born in taiwan (:

5. i dislike it how people don't move up in lines & just randomnly stand there till they feel like moving fowards.

6. i have a pet dog called sugar

7. i use to play the piano but now i quit sorta

8. i use to take violin tutor till i gave up in grade 3 & just played with the school :L

9. i'm very lazy now

10. i use to want to die my hair purple .__. when i was small

11. i was extremely tanned in grade 7 & loved sports

12. now i seem to be too lazy to move

13. i'm really bored right now, excuse my randomness

14. i prefer reading mythical books to reality ones

15. i'm allergic to pollen bahahaa aka hayfever -sigh-

16. i use to have hardkore curly hair that looked like a bomb hit it cause i decided i wanted to perm my hair when i was four

17. i once tried to eat lipbalm when i was small cause it said 'tasty grape jelly flavour' = ="

18. my bestfriend thinks i'm a man -sigh-

19. my bestfriend & i use to be the SAME height in grade 7

20. sadly my mother named me after a fruit cause when i was born my face was red

21. you did not need to know that.

22. i'm really extremely slow

23. i get tired if i'm hungry

24. once in a while i see black dots in front of my eyes before i get a hardkore headache ai ya

25. i learn japanese from a tutor ;D

26. i moved to new zealand when i was 8 months old & then to australia when i was 7

27. i use to go to Warrigal Rd , my primary

28. my dad use to take me camping almost every week / bush walking / goldcoast swimming

29. i eat when im bored :L sometimes

30. i use to love pikachu from pokemon :L

31. i use to play neopets when i was in grade 6

32. i dislike pavalova & cream

33. i like cheese (Y)

34. i dislike mushrooms, zucchini, lamb, eggplant

35.i can be extremely hypo and scare people at times :L

36. i can be mature -shiftyeyes-

37. this is getting more weird by the moment.

38. my hair is brown & alot of people think i dyed it

i can't think of anything now & i cbs hahaha goodbye.

; pennyx

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So baby if you know everything,
Tell me why you couldn't see,
That when I left I wanted you to chase after me.

yesterday my dad bought home my new casio classpad 330 -sigh- just looking at the packaging already puts me off TT math C& B here i come . it looks really complicated -sigh- please don't let me fail grade 10. anyways besides that today i was also downloading new songs & i suddenly felt like watching hotshot again {drama} but i didn't bother so i just watched the superman dance :L its cool . whatever its basketball but its hilarious (Y) i may not be good at bball but watching the drama is cool (: so i downloaded the video onto my ipod. yes thats right i figured how to download youtube videos into my ipod haha.

its hilarious.

okay i'm noob but too bad ya know ? also watched a bit of hi my sweetheart & its hilarious :L haha well yeah thats about my day trying to keep in shape -,- '' wow. oh & maccas decided to tell us that that had no vacancies available & they would keep my application in their database / in otherwords i'm on their waiting list = =" -sigh- but i'm actually kinda relieved cause i htink i'm too uncoordinated to take on a part time job :L

; pennyx

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I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast ;

because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.

my dad said if i let him tutor me for 5 hours about digital camera's he'll buy one for me that is under a budget of $300 ! .__. wow he's getting more generous these days i wonder hmm well anyways today i played with the wii fit for 1hr and a half ;o amazing isn't it i'm actually exercising -shiftyeyes- but then i got hardkorely hungry cause i only had a bowl of milk with cereal for the whole day so in the afternoon i kinda gorged myself with two big fat pieces of chocolate mud cake -sigh- wow it scary isn't it ;D

random picture.

it scares me too :L well anyways i'm sure that was pretty weird um anyways did pretty much just that + watching avatar for the second time with my brother at home cause he downloaded it from torrent -shakes head- i know right ? actually i like cheap free stuff too (: hahahha went swimming too except i just floated around cause i cbs swimming too much haha -sigh- blah i'm sure you don't wanna hear about all this crap man i think my blogs are getting lamer & lamer these days cause i'm lame ;D wow.

; pennyx

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It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again;

you have this fear that every person you start to fall for,

is just going to break your heart again.

did you know that Mr Delany { my history teacher's assistant guy } is my next door neighbor's relative ? .___. its kinda creepy actually, me & bro were watching 'UP' on the TV cause sunny came over today to drop off my fixed glasses & then i see these two men walking past the door & entering my backyard and i was pretty sure it was Mr delaney so i quickly jumped up & went to see the backyard & i see my father handing over this water pump thingyo & they walk over.

failed muffins still in pan.

Dad: hey penny ! look, this is my friend Damien ! he's our neighbor !
Penny: .___. -thinks omg to self- uhhh.. mr delaney ? -looks-
Mr Delaney: OHHH thats right whoa..
Dad: huh ?
Penny: err.. dad meet my history teacher.. haha
Mr Delaney: haha its such a coincidence
Penny: -freaks out- & goes back inside

its creepy isn't it mann last time i saw Mr munce {my primary school principle} jogging past my house -sigh- wow amazing isn't it, everyone lives in sunnybank hills .__. " well enough about that today i made cupcakes except they kinda got stuck in the pan cause i didn't bother lathering the pan thingyo with oil :L anyways also made lemonade.

; pennyx

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No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another,

it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together

will be worth the pain in the end.

today i my dad bought us a Wii Fit plus ! (: well anyways went on the internet to look at cameras , cause i think i might have to get a new one -sigh- cause of the dodgyness of my old one meh cause ummm yea. mann i really want a new camera dno which one i like though; hopefully then if i get to go japan this year i can take photos ;D so um while we were buying the wii fit i also looked around at the cameras but i didn't really like them so blah ~ i'm almost broke anyway -shakes head- i wish my parents gave me 紅包 TT

okays anyways enough sympathising for myself , um i exercised today -amazed look- well okay i'm slowly being more productive of my time & i didn't even read a book today ya know ? lol sorry i know that was random, actually i sound really weird when i'm blogging -sigh- okay just ignore me. haven't got my textbooks yet cause my father is insisting on finding second hand ones online ai ya.

sony cybershot W220

canon ixus 9515

; pennyx

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we may not have it all together, but together we have it all .

today was really retarded all i have to say is that my father is like seriously a hypocrite = = thats all i'm gonna say cause psh. anyways i realise that was random but i had to get it out, anyways besides that i spent like 1/3 of the day in aircon in my room cause for some reason my parents decided to turn in on cause i was like staying in my bedroom alot & then my bro came to join me, i showed him my post from yesterday ahahaha & he's just like YOU ! hahaha (:

well afterwards we got out of the aircon , messed around with my blogspot template & then my mother tried to convince us to go outside to exercise but being the lazy children we are we cbs & so i made chocolate chip cookies while my brother helped get the ingredients ready hahah well anyways um had dinner and now i'm blogging , hopefully pictures will upload fast this time -sigh- well anyways.

parents going work tommorrow which = bludge for me ;D i wanna go on outings but i'm too broke -sigh- well mcdonalds better reply fast >: its been a while ya know ? okay you didn't need to know but oh well. goodbye.

jed: penny i can't believe you're using homebrand for all
your chocolate chip cookies !
penny: the recipe told me to

OMG i just wated 30 minutes for the image uploader & it won't friggen load TT.

wait there we go (: uploaded it today.

; pennyx

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I'd like to think I'll be happy again, but I really need to just stop and cry now,

& sometimes I wish I could just scream at you,

for all the things you seem to make me do.

today i woke up and had a cup of milk with fruitloops I LIKE FRUITLOOPS anyways, bread & cheese (: see i`m a healthy little kid , anyways um read a book 1/3 of the day cause it was so boring like literally my parents were off looking at houses cause we have to move soon D; -sigh- i don't wanna move ya know ? and we might have to give sugar {my dog} to someone elseeeeee TT

well anyways other than that i went outside to exercise for around 10 min cause i got really bored & then spent the rest of the day helping mum get ready for dinner cause these taiwan teenagers were coming over to our house to spend the night ; they're like traveling around australia lol ~ well anyways cooked gravy & other stuffs psh and like mum made 醉雞 (:

blah meh i'll just snag pictures off the net cause this image uploader thing is like the slowest thing on earth these days -sigh- well anyways sorry for boring you to death & apparently i should stop calling myself a loser :L lol but i sound like one to myself hahaa .

maybe i'll TRY upload a picture from O9 or something or a while ago ;D.

convo from yesterday :

-penny&bro are walking back from park-

jed: haha you know you're really unco ?

me: -sees spiderweb & avoids it-

jed: -keeps walking&hits spiderweb-

penny: OOOH who's unco now aye?

him: its just being a man

me: haha you're so lame i'm putting htis on my blog

jed: don't you dare!

me: oh well you don't know my url so you can't check anyway

jed: i'll watch you to make sure

& guess what ? he's not here bahhahaahhaha.

; pennyx

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& even though you lied, pretended to care; I can't seem to get you out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you.

yesterday my mother bought me this anti-black head face wash thingyo, haha the first thing she has ever bought for me to use on my face bahhaha :L i feel more mature now [H] even though she claims i have 'perfect' skin & don't need anything at all unlike her , which according to her she has "很多斑點&揍文" ? meh as if.

it smells nice (:

well anyways um today tried it out hahah its cool (: it heats up if it comes in contact with water .__. whoa & uhh i made brownies ;D don't worry its from a cake mix so i'm pretty sure its edible cause my family ate it without dropping dead . i ate fruitloops today -big smiley face- lol i know i'm immature but its yummy seriously so i drank it with WHITE MILK. hahah anyways

picture i got from the net that looks like the brownies

= =" i'm lame aye ? idon't have any pictures sorry ~ my camera is like dead right now cause of some battery leaking its ummm liquid into my battery compartment so its like not turning on at the moment -sigh-

anyways bro was downloading avatar from torrent psh bahaha & i finished 花よりだんご II last night ; its so gooooood (Y) i checked out the korean & taiwan ones but i think i still prefer the jap version meh. okay summary of drama finished ;D i have decided to start being a better person this year and i shall try have more patience & be more normal hehe (: if thats possible.

ummm hope i haven't offended anyone (: wow i sound so paranoid bahah & like such a loser -sigh- but i guess thats me . okay sorry pretend you didn't read what i just typed cause i was talking to myself TT mann i sound lame a;oinfa;l okay i shall stop.

; pennyx

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