So, a year has passed. 2011. Hmm... it seems to have passed by quite quickly despite it not being quite so pleasant. I could say that this year hasn't been my academic year but yeah, what can I say? All I hope is that next year, things will go well. Thankyou to those who made my year so memorable and enjoyable :) I will never forget!

Must say that the highlight of the year was the school Japan trip, it was amazing. So, next year will be my final year of schooling, sounds scary but its true. I will be seventeen, I will graduate, I will get a job, learn to drive, I will become an adult. That all sounds so scary, I never imagined I'd make it, I didn't imagine I would be like this. When i was young, I always expected I would look tall and mature when I was in grade 12, I'd expected myself to be in control of everything, guess thats not true eh? Haha, Well, this is my last chance, my last year. I'm going to do well, I have to. So goodluck to all of my fellow classmates who are also coming with me into the year of 2012. I hope that all goes well :) 

Happy new year to you all！

Hello guys :)

I've spent the past two days holidaying with sunny & bill's family :D Basically our parents decided to drag us all out to coolangatta for a swim except the moms were too scared of getting dark so they didn't go in the water with us and went shopping instead lol. It was basically only the kids and both sunny&my dad that went into the ocean. Us kids ended up digging a gigantic hole in the sand after a while, yes we had nothing better to do. But i gotta say, made me remember my childhood, happily going anywhere and finding amusement on something so simple, nothing to worry about.

 Bought 80 pieces of sushi & a bucket of KFC which everyone shared for lunch, surprisingly we actually finished it all o_o afterwards drove to a park and went to play in the playground with bill & sunny while our brothers slept/chilled in the car LOL. Then the kids cooked dinner 8) Oh , mum bought me a pair of sandle shoe thingyos while  I was swimming before , $20 only 8) so asian, feels weird wearing them though.

Us kids played cards till 11:30pm in the motel room before sleeping. Went mountain climbing the next day which was tiring. It was technically a 4hour walk but we gave up two thirds of the way LOL only my dad made it to the top. Funny as, sunny's dad called my dad to ask if he was at the top yet and my dad said nearly. Then sunny's dad was like

In fact, he was with us LOL and after my dad realised, sunny's dad was like 'oh but i need to protect them!'  

FAIL LOLOLOLOL

You're asking what happened to the rest of the adults? well the women basically gave up one third of the way and bills dad was telling bill he had to get to the top and then so we kept climbing. Twenty minutes later bill gets a phone call from his dad who says 'i can't do it anymore, too tired. I'm going down now'

  haha us kids were like :L Went back to beach later again, had lunch, messed around. I saw these two dogs that reminded me so much of sugar :D so cuteee！

Had korean BBQ with bill's family　for dinner, they ripped us off man, the people gave us barely any meat, only fat - -" sunny had to go home ): Oh well. It was a good trip though, haven't actually gone to the beach in ages! Rather be anywhere than at home to be honest though.

Goodnight!

Hope that your day has been filled with laughter, fun, smiles, happiness and of course, PRESENTS :D !

Happy Christmas eve to you all ! :)   (lol if that even makes sense)

Woke up at around 9 today and had free reign of the computer cause dad was out :D found out the books i wanted to read were available for download online, i feel so ripped off now, buying all those books. Oh well, i guess its my contribution to liquidation throughout the universe -coughcough-

I'm starting to think whether or not i should've been born a guy o_o i realised the other day that i'm actually not that fond of clothes shopping, in fact the only times i enjoy shopping for myself is when i'm looking at stationery or books. I often get bored and tired of clothes shopping cause i'm not interested and i end up wearing second hand articles of clothing more often than the ones i buy ;o which totally defeats the purpose haha. I like shopping for people's birthday presents though, as weird as that may sound, i find it easier to buy someone else's item than my own, probably cause i have no idea what i want but yeah. Oh and i also have a really bad temper :s 

Today sunny's family invited our family over for a christmas dinner, i was so fun. NOT. you know why? cause we didn't end up going D: dad claimed i just wanted to see sunny and didn't consider others - -" pft no , i just wanted to celebrate christmas unlike the past few years. My mum told us to go without her cause she was a bit sick but yeah dad started chucking a spazz, turned out it was cause he didn't want to go. Wish my parents had christmas spirit - -" my dad was like 'you can make anyday special if you like, especially if you study' somebody tell my father is crazy o_o he better not make me study today or tommorrow or i'll be like >:) 

Had to cook dinner all by myself cause mum was sick, sucks the only female offspring D: haha simple food 8) oh well their fault for not helping. Dad just took mum to hospital,dw she's not dying or anything, just after some antibiotics since in Australia medical centres decide not to open on Christmas eve. Anyways, goodnight fellow children, i'm off to watch a movie again. :)

People who once looked at me as a equal now look down on me, its shameful really. I don't want to be one of those that people look down upon yet nothing I am doing is preventing it. Yes, the truth is, I don't want to face myself, face the reality, banish the pride that always gets in the way between you and me and I'm sorry for that. However pathetic it sounds, I do feel a measurable amount of guilt. Yes, that word again. Guilt. Perhaps its time to motivate myself with something more, I don't know, but something needs to be done fast. 

I know its probably a bit late to say this, but sorry for the mass load of self pity I just dumped on the unfortunate souls who just read this, its nothing really. Just a load of complaints yet again. Argh i really need to stop doing that. asdfawefasdf not good penny. Publicizing my complaints at life. 

 I went to a church christmas party yesterday, we were one hour and a half late, so embarrassing D: my mum thinks its normal to be late to parties and that you can come anytime between starting and finishing times ;o and she got lost even though we had a GPS LOL

 isn't that awesome? ^

My mum came back from taiwan yesterday and she brought back a few gifts 8) hohoho

My new shoes :DDDDD  which make my giant feet look relatively normal now :) lol so depressing how my mum's shoes are like size 5.5 and i'm like a size 7.5 ;o lol. 

New earrings

Clothes/stationery/hairties

Elaine came home with me after we met up in the city while we were shopping and looking at perfume for a few reasons. I did something pretty stupid ;o was examining this perfume bottle cause it looked weird and i tried to work out how to spray it and i was looking directly at the nozzle and it went straight into my eyes - -" elaine laughed for ages. 

I went to ablaze service ( church) with elaine later and Jayesslee came from sydney to be special guests :D i had no idea who they were til yesterday but yeah, they're actually prety famous youtube stars, really amazing at singing ;D it was really awesome.  

Well thats all for now, i can't be bothered blogging anymore haha, maybe later

I made dinner all by myself today ): cause bro was playing battlefield three & dad went out to work. OMGOMGOMG i'm gonna fail japanese proficiency test, not even kidding ): haha and i just watched Cowboys and Aliens and now gonna go watch something else cause i have no life, need to start studying though =\ for jap argh so screwed over haha. So many things i want to do on the holidays yet can't be bothered -sigh-

Good night guys!

Birthday Girl :)

After the chem blocks on wednesday elaine accompanied me to my house and we watched water for elephants before leaving my house and going over to her house for the night :D We were baking savoury cupcakes for elaine's bday party and then elaine hands me a carrot and says

Being the wrong kids we obviously thought wrong but ANYWAYS slept at about 2am and then woke up next day, got ready and went to roma st park.

There was some mist near the place where we were going for a BBQ so i took photos of cindy and them playing around ahahaha 8) we also peer pressured kaido to get elaine a cake since the person who was meant to bring elaine's cake was sick and couldn't make it.

Cindy's very um seductive pose & elaine+richie ;)

We played the three legged race where everyone had their names drawn out and so we had our feet tied together before racing like maniacs across the park LOL me & wongoo made it without breaking the string cause we're just too awesome.

Jennifer and her ballon LOL , oh and our pro cooking skills hahahaha

LOL um yeah haha, we also played stuck in the mud //cops&robbers LOL haven't run around in ages & woke up feeling very sore this morning hahaha. But was fun was fun :D

Everyone got random flowers on the grass and spelled out her name :D

OMG mums in taiwan for three weeks so that means i have to cook lmaoooo oh man T_T living with two males haha jksjks. Finally have the fourth book of eragon which i've been waiting for for aaaages :D Okay goodnight !