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I can't even recall from when i started studying but during the past few weeks ( or since the day i started studying/cramming assignments) i've probably been getting about 3.5 hours of sleep every night, or like around 6.5 max. Its not even the fact that i'm just fully studying, its more like i even drag myself onto facebook/blog at like 2am in the morning after studying just to give myself my daily ration of internet haha. Thats just me though, i'm so socially dependent, i wonder when that started, i used to be able to do things by myself without feeling lonely/ like a retard. Yeah kay its not like what i have to say is that interesting but i feel like i've been neglecting my blog & to be honest i actually like blogging for some reason ;o 

Thanks for the pacer sandra! :)

I had my physics exam level 1&2 this monday which i studied for like 3-4 days ( along with a bit of rest/procastination of course) yet i still didn't do well, most people said it was hard and they failed it but i wonder who is ACTUALLY going to 'fail' ( since you know alot of my friends say they fail yet get an A in the end ;o ) but like yeahh ; its like everytime i study now i never feel productive in the end. Today was my mathB KAP exam, unlike some people i actually have to study hardkore to at least scrape an A- so yeah. Considering most people said it was super easy i'm actually on the dumb side. Yes i admit the test was good, it wasn't as hard as i expected, no, in fact it was on the easy-ish side but i'm not like fully confident i'll get %100 or anything so is that weird? o_o Not doing so well in school <_<  
 Well japan trip soon! i got my host family info today :D her name is called Akane ito, such a pretty name ;o and like i get to ride bike + car to school ( most of my other friends have to bike 40min to school LOL) apparently its rare in japan for kids to get dropped off by car so like kaido said my family is probs rich <_< well like apparently i'm sharing the hostfamily with someone else cause they couldn't find enough buddies, only just ONE family has to share and i'm just coincidentally in it -sigh- but oh wells. Perhaps i should swap with someone since they are better friends with the person i'm sharing with ( if that make sense?) but yeah. haha gnights !

btw i know the picture below is super random but like the other day i was using 黑人牙膏 ( toothpaste from taiwan <3) & then like it was a special one which had a different colour + flavour ( citrus) it's soooo cool 8) haha :L i'm so random




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I want to be special to someone, to be special enough that i can't be replaced by something or someone else. I want to be cherished by someone, cherished in a way that is unique to how other people are cherished. I want to be able to know for sure that there is at least one person whom i would seem flawless to. Or at least I would be special enough to the point that they could disregard my flaws and consider them as trivial. 

Perhaps I once had that someone in my life, perhaps i  took them for granted, perhaps its too late.  

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OMGGG i really want this phone ( well i love both designs) , except they are only available in japan D: & runs on their phone system thing so i can't go buy it and use it in Australia -sighs- how very sad. How come Australia never gets the good stuff <_<
 

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So as i promised, alice's 16th party LOL, since i blogged so late, there is not much to say but yeah LOLOL kay goodnight! gonna go study for physics now :D i'm scabbing studying tips off paul now ! 

 
 
awkward twister LOOL & i the gigantic lollipop i won from pass the parcel :L 

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Wow this is officially my 555th post since grade 8 :D although alot of people have given up on their blogs i still like blogging alot for some reason. I guess i find it interesting to look back on what i used to be like haha. I've been cramming so much work this week, like the other day i had to cram english so i skipped MIFF ( music international food festival) in which i was supposed to perform. Felt kinda guilty but ya know, it was necessary ( due to my extreme laziness, great job penny). Ended up sitting there the whole day not knowing what to write & i crammed it till 2:30am in the morning before waking up at six to finish it. 

I got to school, teacher told us the presentation had changed to wednesday, well at least we didn't have to present haha :D you know i swear i lose EVERY bet i make with elaine, like last time i was complaining how i'd be screwed for english cause i wasn't ready yet & then just on that particular day my teacher is away. Then this time i told her i'd be screwed as well and the presentation changes to wednesday lmao + when i bet with her i wouldn' get in 'A' strings, the orchetra i was in miraculously got changed from B strings to 'A2strings' ( still the same level just different name) <_< bad luck or what? haha maybe i'm just doomed to lose bets with elaine LOLOL. 

This is my beautiful wife on the right, omg i wish i suited brownhair & mature makeup D:

I realise you're probably all thinking, if you're complaining about your marks so much, why do you bother blogging? well i guess it keeps me sane - well relatively anyway & besides its not like anyone will listen to me just complain/vent 24/7. I know friends are there for you sometimes but they can't always be, no matter what they promise, eventually they get tired of listening to you, eventually they get annoyed at you and eventually, they judge you no matter how hard they try not to. Well thats just my opinion anyway, i have a very cynical outlook on life. 

Life sucks these days, well just a lot of work to catch up on i guess, i have like a physics exam next monday, a math B KAP on tuesday, MAP on friday & i also have my chem eei draft due which i haven't even started yet, sucksss. This makes me think i'm gonna be so screwed over in grade twelve ): Argh why do i have to choose senior to start bludging, i used to listen in grade 8! Just used the new blogger picture uploader, so annoying though since i can't minimise the window&keep blogging, i have to wait for it to finish uploading the pictures .. pft LOL. I doubt you guys even know what i'm talking about but whatever.  Wish my blogging style was more interesting, i seem to ramble on alot about random stuff. Oh well, goodnight everyone! ( still have to blog about alice's , hopefully i don't do that like 1 month later <_< or that would be sad). 

P.s GOING TO JAPAN SOON , FOREVER. nah jk just for school trip :) anyone want souvenirs ? ( if i remember to get them lmao). Well night! 8)

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Hmmm i don't quite understand it but when i saw this i thought of violette :)
but yeah just being random i guess, up late cramming english. crap. it's almost 2am in the morning what the heck am i doing? okay , just cause i've slacked for the past few weeks now i'm paying for it dearly :'( goodbye A for english, goodbye A for mathB&C diagnostic test -sigh- welllllll hopefully i can ace physics exam nxt monday + chem EEI << so much to do and so little time.

Haven't even had time to like think about my insulation method for chem & like i only have 3 lessons left to test my fuels pft lovelyyyyy. But i gotta say, i'm glad i've been working since october 8) i've saved like $2468 or something ( but i think i spent the other 1000) on random things over the last few months ;o haha kay random. Goodmorning! ( yes it's morning so yeah whatever). I've been sitting in front of computer doing english since the morning yesterday & i only typed like 100 words the WHOLE DAY. cause i didn't know what to write :\ ewww english. I don't understand poetry at all @@"
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I actually should blog about alice's birthday BBQ first but like my SD card is being retarded so i'll upload photos/blog about that next time i blog haha ( which hopefully isn't like tommorrow cause i need to work on english ). OMGGGG gonna fail english poetry speech nxt week ;o it's like 12:23am and like i've only done half my DRAFT which i will need to finish+fix up + memorise for the rest of 'today' and make a powerpoint. Hopefully i'm not on monday or i will just dieeeeee.

For some reason every english class i'm in, we always seem to be the ones who have our assessments due sooner than other classes. Example: GUYS YOUR SPEECH IS ON MONDAY. Friend's teacher: GUYS, YOU GET 2 PRACTICE LESSONS NEXT WEEK AND YOUR SPEECH IS ON WEDNESDAY. So unfairrrr ): omg i wish i could get 6A's, no i need to get 6A's. Studied for math B diagnostic, next day the questions were really really easy and.....I SCREWED IT. Good job penny chen, i don't think cramming is going to work for you now. haha i keep getting distracted when i study <_< maybe i'm like sitting with the wrong people in class, lmao i used to sit next to like hardworking people ;o

I was looking through old chatlogs before, so many people that i've stopped talking to compared with last year ._. very nostalgic haha. kay goodnight! My aim is to get like straight A's like paul & shelly ( jen' sister) ;o gonna go like scab tips off them one day hahaha okay i'm such a freak. goodnight :D
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Hello guys :)
First of all, thankyou to ALICE&SANDRA for their nailpolish :D as alice pointed out i failed to mention their gift on my last post so as i promised i blogged about you guys separately 8) bahahaha LOL thanks for the nailpolish & yes alice i will learn how to paint my nails 'properly' haha, and you know the other day i was gonna go get your bday pressie/get it made - -" except they said it would be finished till 30th August which really sucks cause now i have no idea what to get you - -"

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Anyways, on saturday i went out to dinner at Vapiano with friends to celebrate my birthday, well actually we celebrated richie's as well since you know it was on the same week and everything haha. Thanks to jen, natalie, elaine, sunny, cindy, sally, kelly, georgina, bruce, kaido, albert, wongoo, kyle, jake, terry, richie, daniel, becky for coming :D/hanging out in the arvo haha. We were supposed to meet at 3:30 but me&jen came almost half an hour late cause while we were in city some unfortunate things happened o_o felt guilty so bought like 21 dollars worth of lollies to shout everyone bahaha. Wongoo bought like a whole bag cause he thought he was paying for it lmao and it ended up that we couldn't finish it :L

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credits to elaine for most of the photos :D thanks for taking photos for us !


Walked around/went to play pool before the people who were coming late arrived and we went off to have dinner. Haha i only booked for like 16 people but 18 turned up soooo yeah didn't have enough chairs+ they allocated us to a dark place but overall it was still pretty nice :D Thanks to all my girlfriends who cleaned up my bag/camera/belongings after i stupidly spilt cindy's milktea on it :L after dinner we decided to karaoke/pool but then when we went to pay i couldn't find my vapiano card :L so we just kinda drifted out and the people didn't say anything LOL.
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Pooled till like 8:40 and i left while sally, kelly, terry, wongoo & bruce stayed to keep playing haha , good day :D Thankyou shelley for giving me that beautiful card + bracelet at chinese school & sorry i made you get in trouble with your dad cause i talked to you for so long that you didn't seem him arrive to pick you up ;o

LOLOL got home, found the vapiano card and facepalmed, went to work on sunday and gave the card back+paid for my meal lmao and they didn't even seem surprised, maybe this happens often riiiight? maybe i'm not the only one that 'dine'n'dashed' -shiftyeyes-

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Happy birthday richie!!

Hello, i'm back again. Argh i've only done math B homework today, i seriously need to catch up on work =\ Grade 12 seems to be getting awfully close and now i'm starting to worry like, alot. From other people's description, it seems like grade 12 is all about studying and then stressing, staying up to study and probably being upset over your marks, sounds really daunting. I've always felt like i had a long time but i guess the realisation is starting to hit me, if i don't study hard now i'll be screwed for grade 12.

Everything i've been doing has being adding up to this, getting a good OP yet i choose senior years to start slacking - -" I wonder where my motivation has gone? I've probably been sitting back letting myself get too comfortable. I know typing this probably won't help myself but yeah, kay i'm just venting some stress out again.

Hmmmm i keep having really hardkore moodswings - -" one minute i can just be so annoyed/tired of everything and the next minute it feels like i have hope back in my life, is this normal? bahaha okay maybe not. Feel like i don't have much time to myself these days, its like badminton monday morning, work tuesday arvo, aikido wednesday+thursday arvo, jap tutor+church friday arvo/night, chink school on sat & work on sunday.

things i need to improve on:
- don't be afraid to ask questions when i don't understand stuff in class, don't feel ashamed
-review stuff every day/do homework
-stop daydreaming/thinking about other stuff while i'm studying
-sleep earlier
-put my all in everything i do, stop caring what others think
-stop being so afraid of being judged
-get my priorities straight

basically if i improve those points my life would probably be so much better, i really want to get full A's on my interim so like my dad will stop controlling everything in my life + my parents will hopefully stop complaining for a whilee. Well dreams won't come true if i don't work hard. I seriously need that big turn around in my life atm. Pft yeah. OMG PENNY CHEN. STOP PROCASTINATING LIKE ::OINFSD:OF*Y*(WE! STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP! great i'm talking to myself again, nicee. Well it's always worked in the past -shiftyeyes-

some things in life have been really crap @@ but need to stop giving myself excuses to not study//feel sorry for myself ! - -" sorry guys , i always complain and never do anything, but yeah i'll keep trying bahaha and yeah until then, sorry for wasting your a few minutes of your time with my self pity lmao. Kay goodnights!

ohhh almost forgot, my son victoria drew this for me on my birthday :D! She's so pro at art, hahaha she said it was to make up for her late bday pressie but seriously, this is was more than enough! thankyou so muchh :) It's so pretty

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Just a big thankyou to jenny, victoria, anisha, yasmin, justine for your birthday presents yesterday also :D & sorry to jenny for not meeting you at southbank like you texted me a few days earlier, my bad :O but thankyou guys!
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Hello readers :)

I had a really really good day today, it was my 16th birthday which i celebrated at school & it definitely made up for a crap day yesterday :D Had badminton in the morning and sunny gave me part of my birthday gift & natalie gave me a beautiful cake she baked :)! Tina & eva &sally/kelly gave me gifts before form.

Thanks to all those people who gave my presents/wished me happy birthday/baked me a cake/food :D i really appreciate it, you made my day really happy.

Thankyou:

georgina- for the anna sui perfume+ body wash ( even though i didn't know what it was at first and disappointed you LOL) and the 'chocolate balls' you made for us all to share

elaine- for baking me a beautiful chocolate cake with your perfect writing on it + your awesome card 8)


yeesum- for the glass jar of lollies wrapped with a ribbon and a card :3

sunny- for the gigantic group card which you got everyone to sign, the 1000 piece puzzle of vampire knight, for the fahrenheit photos & apple keyring :3

natalie- for the delicious cake with bits of star shaped sponge and sparkly icing <3

linda- for the 2 boxes of fake nails+ rings and the balloons =D ( which mitch obviously wrote on hahaha)

daniel- for the pretty notebook from typo & card :D

richie- for the 16 pretty origama hearts which you folded with messages on the back & the card :)

kyle- for the hellokitty diary and the cute card (:

tina- for the adorable piggy plushie ;}

sally&kelly- for the warm knit sweater thing with nailpolish :)

kaido- for the darrellea chocolates :]

paul, richie, albert, elaine, jake, emily, yasmin, kelly , jenny, brandon, janice, julie for sending texts wishing me happy birthday ! Hope i didn't miss out anyone. Thanks for all the birthday wishes everyone :) you guys made me feel really really happy today. 感覺心裡好溫暖, 真的很謝謝你們讓我敢決好幸福!


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*note: i typed this up on saturday night LOL

good evening guys :)
I just got back home from work so i'm home alone since i couldn't find anyone to fill my shift today &so the rest of my family went to sugar (my dog's) adoptive parents while i went to work. My brother kept telling me to wag it but yeah i don't want to - -" makes me feel guilty and i can't just not go, otherwise if there are lots of customers everyone dies so yeah i grudgingly went to work haha. Me, roseline and coco basically spend the whole of chinese class just waiting for it to finish/to be break time roflmao its like everytime we look dead and then when the bell rings faintly in the distance we're like -jumps up- OMG ITS BREAKTIMEEE :L

Anyways after chinese school i went to have lunch at mos burger for the first time. It was yummy-ish i guess but i think it got hyped up too much so it wasn't as like amazing as everyone said lol but yeah. Went to work, while i was cleaning up dining room a bunch of asian guys were sitting there watching me and then suddenly one of them goes: hey penny :D you're doing a great job! me being the slow introverted person i am, i was just like: ...errr thanks -awkward smile- i found it creepy for one second how they knew my name and i realised it was my namebadge lol.

Finished work and i realised i forgot my wallet at home T_T and parents were out so i had to like go be shameful and borrow money from my manager :O so embarrassing! But yeah, thanks Alex, though you'll never read this but yeah, thankyou :) Oh and a few days ago it was tim+tina's birthday :D so i baked some strawberry choc swirl cookies ( which i randomly invented with reference to another recipe) for tim but like only a few came out decent ;o and i had a plate piled high with the 'ugly' ones. Thank goodness my awesome friends said they wanted them so chucked them in a bag and just gave it to them bahahaha (H) saved me from eating too much junk :L
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Helloooo :)

I don't really have much to say actually but i feel like i'm neglecting my blog. So basically over the past few days ummm i went to work LOL & this taiwanese backpacker chick came over to our house to visit us after 'travelling' all around Australia haha.

Since atheletics carnival i've been having these really really weird feelings but yeah i think i'm back to normal now so its all good (Y) Haha pretty trivial, nothing significant just confused feelings. Okay i don't make sense, haha. On a bright note, JAPAN TRIP SOON :D we get to go on a day trip to tokyo and go shopping at.... wait for it...... HARAJUKUU OMG YAY :)! thought we weren't gonna be allowed to go but turns out we can hehehehehe.

Hmmmm birthday next monday ; to be honest i'm not really that excited for some reason, i guess kinda dreading it cause idno i have this feeling i won't be very happy on that day. I sound so cynical but yeah. Apparently according to my mum, once people get old they stop being excited about their birthdays ._. okay. Well i'm a little curious but kinda dreading it? if that makes sense? Whatever LOL i'm talking about random nonsense just cause i have nothing to say.

Aikido tommorrow+thursday and then badminton on friday morning! That means i can get fit :D + grow tall, kay i wish but yeah. Bye!


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