This morning I woke up at 5:40am to get ready for clinical placement and in the midst of making milk tea for breakfast, I somehow managed to add orange juice instead of milk into my tea. Gotta love my stupid moments, I ended up drinking it anyway.
我不是狗，你叫我來我就來。我不是足球，你想踢就給你踢。我更不是你的出氣筒，想罵就給你罵。
你以為自己會賺錢就很了不起嗎？從來不想想別人的心情，永遠覺得大家因該隨你意思去做事情，一 沒做到你就可以用很難聽的字言去罵人。
對，我不常甜言蜜語，一點也不溫柔。我也不夠聰明，沒考上醫學院。就因為這樣，我所得到的成就在你眼裡永遠還是不夠。我所為我自己做的事也都只是浪費時間而已。
我不管怎麼努力，也不會讓你一我為榮。
1:14 AM
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The more time progresses, the more I feel like I am the stumbling child who lags behind an extremely fit runner. Perhaps its never occurred to me that I might not be able to be a part of your world - unable attain so much, to achieve so much.
I feel like I am inadequate in so many areas and one day you will realise there are so many other better people out there. I will fight every day though, to push forward and cross the finishing line with you.
10:45 PM
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Sentimental Circus keyrings & Apple shaped photograph holder
Hi guys, other than sitting at home for the past few days, I've finally started doing something relatively productive. Well I started tutoring my student and also have worked a few shifts since I last blogged. I have yet to go on my post-exam shopping spree (which I promised myself when I was still doing uni exams last year). It's sad really, I keep saving and saving yet what is the point if i'm not even saving up for anything? Weird huh. Guess it just adds to my sense of security. Daniel finally got back from overseas and he got everyone in our group a few gifts :3
I actually tried making my own 'Aburi (torched) Salmon' the other day by cutting up a piece of salmon and blow torching it. Ahem, it actually turned out decent but the pieces I cut weren't thin enough so didn't taste as nice as the ones at Wagaya. I was also paranoid cause the salmon wasn't like sashimi-standard fresh so I made sure the entire thing was entirely cooked so I wouldn't get Salmonella or something.
I've eaten out a couple of times with my family, my parents always end up going some place else though because we always want to eat at different places (plus me and my brother always feel awkward because my dad can be amazingly embarrassing). Parents took gazillion years to eat at a italian restaurant whilst I just went to Grill'd with my brother.
It's pretty sad but I've gotten so bored at home I recently started playing neopets again. Okay I can feel you all judging me so hard hahaha. I can never stick to playing games for long though, I always get bored of it after a while. Ha, nobody cares but ya know, I realised I was too stupid as a kid to be good at neopets and now 8D well…..
Moving on, I was originally going to go shopping with elaine at Chermside but Richie popped in and surprised us so we went to eat brunch instead (and sneakily took my car since there, Richie drove since I'm only on L's).
Eggs benedict // Wedges with sour cream // Salmon and Avocado Stack + iced caramel and iced coffee
I'm trying to grow my fringe out to no avail but my hair has grown a considerable amount. I still wish I had more hair though. It looks brown in the picture for some reason… Oh and I am back at chinese school yet again. As soon as I walked in, the teacher was like :
'Oh, are you the University student?'
This is sad, so very sad.
Sunny got back from Taiwan the other day and coincidentally on the same day I received the post card that she sent. Thanks for the presents hehe!
I was working at Daiso and saw these flowers that just came in this year, they were so pretty so I bought them. The whole bouquet was $2.80, imitating the roses + baby's breath of course. Also bought a vase. Yay happy valentines day to myself :3 bahahaha. I seriously need to go shopping for nicer clothes (if i can convince myself to even buy it).
Anyways, good night to you all :)!
11:56 PM
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