have to remember mario kart DS tommorrow.
最近我的心情轉變的好快...
有些想法無法消失, 真不知道自己是誰了
一下子開心但一順間就轉變成一個沒有笑容的人
為什麼我沒辦法當個無忌妒的朋友?
我真的太讓我自己失望.
7:10 PM
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retarded convo :L
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lolol
*meh the movie was kinda corny and predictable
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*lol
*corny
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lol
*at lunch
*u know 'in house'
*the asian fastfood thing?
*the pretty girl attendant was like: 'would u like breast or leg meat (chicken)?'
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*= =
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*i was just like:'....hmm, leg or breasts?'
*me: 'hmm breat is sexy i'll have breast thx'
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*... are you serious ?
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*and the girl was like laughing her head off
*:P
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*-sigh-
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lol
*yep
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lolol
*meh the movie was kinda corny and predictable
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*lol
*corny
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lol
*at lunch
*u know 'in house'
*the asian fastfood thing?
*the pretty girl attendant was like: 'would u like breast or leg meat (chicken)?'
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*= =
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*i was just like:'....hmm, leg or breasts?'
*me: 'hmm breat is sexy i'll have breast thx'
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*... are you serious ?
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*and the girl was like laughing her head off
*:P
(F) [ peиny ] x says:
*-sigh-
Daniel- fun fun fun ^.^ says:
*lol
*yep
8:30 PM
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i stood on the side & watched you go ;
where you would go, & whether you'd come back
i didn't know
today i went to the gold coast & ate like a pig ;D
good morning children.
tommorrow is school ya know ?
i have no pictures to upload today .
farout i wish i could've watched 2012 today = ="
did you know my dad is a perve ?
jksjks
; pennyx
8:02 PM
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i just want to stay with you forever &
watch over everything to make sure you're alright ;
watch over everything to make sure you're alright ;
good morning ; today i went to chinese school & i didn't do my homework yet again cause i cbs waking early to do it ;D after we went back home & had lunch thennn i decided to bake peanut butter cookies (H) for the first time & yea friggen hot weather ==" the first batch got a bit burnt sorta but its still edible i guess -smiles- and then yea. pshhhhh
spent the afternoon suddenly reading manga after a long time cause i felt like it (: love berrish bahahah ; anyways also took pictures of RSHS while at chink school cause i was bored hehehe. farout i want to watch new moon + 2010 + cloudy with a chance of meatballs but i can't cause yeah = = that reminds me i need to put new songs on my ipod ;D okay enough craps
NEXT WEEK IS ALTERNATIVE PROGRAM & DREAMWORLD
by the way everyone ; today is:
ELAINE'S OFFICIAL 14TH BIRTHDAY !!!
dear elaine, thanks for being such a wonderful friend , you make me laugh with your retardedness ya know ? but neverthless you are still my best friends amazingly even after i've seen your true form as a mentally incapable child ;D jksjks well anyways thanks for sticking by me and listening to me talk about my life & occasionally councilling me lol um yes i'm trying not to sound corny cause ewww but anyways thanks for being in my life & as my best friend hope you have the best birthday & enjoy being fourteen +mature . hope your love life turns out well & remember i'll always be there if you need me retard (:
; pennyx
spent the afternoon suddenly reading manga after a long time cause i felt like it (: love berrish bahahah ; anyways also took pictures of RSHS while at chink school cause i was bored hehehe. farout i want to watch new moon + 2010 + cloudy with a chance of meatballs but i can't cause yeah = = that reminds me i need to put new songs on my ipod ;D okay enough craps
NEXT WEEK IS ALTERNATIVE PROGRAM & DREAMWORLD
by the way everyone ; today is:
ELAINE'S OFFICIAL 14TH BIRTHDAY !!!
dear elaine, thanks for being such a wonderful friend , you make me laugh with your retardedness ya know ? but neverthless you are still my best friends amazingly even after i've seen your true form as a mentally incapable child ;D jksjks well anyways thanks for sticking by me and listening to me talk about my life & occasionally councilling me lol um yes i'm trying not to sound corny cause ewww but anyways thanks for being in my life & as my best friend hope you have the best birthday & enjoy being fourteen +
; pennyx
8:09 PM
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& when I wake up, I realize that everything's still wrong,
I'm still here and you're still gone.
I'm still here and you're still gone.
today i forced elaine to bring her diary ;D and i missed the bus today cause i was looking at ants
that were crawling into a hole -sigh- elaine finds that retardly funny cause she's immature -shifty eyes- well anyways got to school & saw nat (: she made cupcakes + cookies + christmas cards (Y) the cupcakes are reaaally pretty & i picked it with her and helped her carry it with my tank arms -proud face- psh wow i'm such a loser .
that were crawling into a hole -sigh- elaine finds that retardly funny cause she's immature -shifty eyes- well anyways got to school & saw nat (: she made cupcakes + cookies + christmas cards (Y) the cupcakes are reaaally pretty & i picked it with her and helped her carry it with my tank arms -proud face- psh wow i'm such a loser .
anyways had math first up ; me & yasmin bludged the whole lesson gossiping :L well not really
we were kinda practicing our jap speech ended up cbs so we like took random pictures &
yea which due to me procastinating i forgot to memorise my speech -sigh-
science next in D block & we were supposed to be researching stuff but everyone cbs & started talking/ listening to ipod while i was talking to An ; i swear she can be my phsychiatrist :] i think i spelt it wrong but cbs neh . OHHHH i forgot to mention did you know elaine is incapable of normal speech without practicing ? her = its re -re- re -re -relevant ! bahaha x] i blogged about you young lady . ahh & i forgot to mention that today justine gave yasmin PADS for secret santa bahahahah its so friggen hilarious ; yasmin was like JUSTINE YOU B*TCH! -cracks up- & like
mr morrison is just like 6 metres away giving some BBQ for teachers/parents ? bahahaha and yea linda came with pads as well for someone else ;)
break time = attempting to study for jap speech but failed.. -sigh- cause like i always procastinate. & umms jap last, i killed mines cause i didn't bother to read over speech TT + right after i had to read kyle's part for enlo&jake cause he wasn't here ; i failed as well & stuffed up
cause i have noob jap skills. sorry x]
mhmm ; i sound high psh but meh .
; pennyx
6:21 PM
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good morning ladies & gentlemen
today i got to school & yea , read in library for english cause we finished all our
assessments but seriously i failed TT" mrs tavio gave our marks back today
again & she marks so FRIGGEN HARD T_____T" even jason got B+ ? i think
ai ya ~
well anyways after had pcl & then history alice & kevin did their speech ; they were
really good (: with like pro hand gestures and stuff . we got our marks back
& mr delaney was like : well we marked you guys pretty easily regarding the fact that
i didn't think anyone's debate was that good
==" friggen annoying person ; he's the one talking for like 3 lessons and giving us no time to work on it & he blames us ? GRRR
but anyways i PASSEDDDDD ;D
{A, A+, A- , A } hehehehe .
well anyway afterschool went to sunnybank plaza with natalie
cause i suddenly felt thirsty & she's planning something for a few people (Y) and likei bought some craps. went to coles with nat & i helped her carry stuff ; me = 2 milk teas, bag, hpe bag, two cake mixes & i was telling her i'm tank & pro
but then i choked on a grape jelly so yea ==" bad timing so now she thinks i'm mentally incapable
today i got to school & yea , read in library for english cause we finished all our
assessments but seriously i failed TT" mrs tavio gave our marks back today
again & she marks so FRIGGEN HARD T_____T" even jason got B+ ? i think
ai ya ~
well anyways after had pcl & then history alice & kevin did their speech ; they were
really good (: with like pro hand gestures and stuff . we got our marks back
& mr delaney was like : well we marked you guys pretty easily regarding the fact that
i didn't think anyone's debate was that good
==" friggen annoying person ; he's the one talking for like 3 lessons and giving us no time to work on it & he blames us ? GRRR
but anyways i PASSEDDDDD ;D
{A, A+, A- , A } hehehehe .
well anyway afterschool went to sunnybank plaza with natalie
cause i suddenly felt thirsty & she's planning something for a few people (Y) and likei bought some craps. went to coles with nat & i helped her carry stuff ; me = 2 milk teas, bag, hpe bag, two cake mixes & i was telling her i'm tank & pro
but then i choked on a grape jelly so yea ==" bad timing so now she thinks i'm mentally incapable
; pennyx
8:22 PM
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Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.
i've finished all my assessments ! except for my jap speaking test but who cares about that ;D i don't really care anymore, just that i'm FREEEEEEEEE . even if i probably failed all my subjects TT" well anyways did my science test.. it was alright except i stuffed up a few questions & didn't have time to check it cause i'm so slow. thenn last period had math test, thank goodness someone saved me & told me the answers for the last one cause like yea well i didn't get it at first but then i looked at it for like 20 seconds & realised i stuffed something up so i fixed it & like got the exact same answers as the person told me ;D seeeee ; most of the time in my thinking questions i always rub out the right answers & like just leave it cause i think its wrong {most of the time i think i'm always guessing how to do it } wow. hopefully i don't fail my math testtttt or science ? or english ? or history ?
getting english marks back tommorrow ; wish me luck . i beg mrs tavio not to mark hardkore again . yee sum thought she failed her science cause she stuffed up 2 questions ! thats not fail ! everyone ; tell her that ! wow i'm even talking asian ==" about SCHOOL WORK & i don't even sound normal? i think i'm ranting cause i'm so happy everything is finished. tommorrow alice is gonna do her debate ; good luck cutie (:
these days some of us feel neglected, its like some part of the world ; actually one person has forgotten all about us. Is it fair that one person may be so caught up in their own attention that they don't notice whats going on around them ?
& here is a dedi for julie ;D
mhmmm ; actually maybe i should've used her face instead ==" pshh oh well
goodbye.
; pennyx
4:49 PM
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you don't even notice me, standing on the side
its like i'm not there , or maybe its just that you
don't care.
its like i'm not there , or maybe its just that you
don't care.
HAPPY 14TH BiRTHDAY SANDRA !
omgosh ; yesterday i worked on my history debate + tried to study math & science & wrapped sanda's birthday present until 12:30am TT" cause i thought my math and science test was gonna be today. guess what ? it got changed to TOMMORROW -shakes head- see how i'm cursed? this morning while i was stoned, i had to do my history debate & apparently our group's arguments were good { according to some people } but then mr Delaney said that the other team's 3rd speaker's rebuttles were 'damn good' & i shouldn't have repeated some points she rebutted T3T i wasn't listening to her only the 1st&2nd speaker ai ya. well anyways the other team ended up winning -shakes head- my last history debate ever & then i lost it ;D
then the teacher went on and on about how our team were good a speaking & how the other team had good rebuttles ? idno oh well stuff it afterwards i had jap writing test and i failed. yes i literally screwed it up as per usual ;D i suck at writing. I AM NOT PRO AT JAP . math next, didn't have our exam but i got a revision sheet (:
why won`t you see, just how
much you mean to me.
much you mean to me.
break time..no one was around...they were at the library, the whole lot of them except for like yee sum and An ;D so they kept me company while the rest were busy typing up random stuff ? -stares- science was really aosdinca;l i was getting councilled by An & yea. discussing life matters
with her cause i'm a distressed little child :]
; pennyx
6:58 PM
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I don't love him& I don't know if I ever have or ever will ;
But when I'm with him I can't seem to remember that.
good afternoon children ;
today our debates started by thank goodness i didn't have to do it ;D for once
i'm not cursed .
ihave so many assessments coming up
- jap writing test
- jap speaking test
- science exam {3 chapters}
- math exam
- history debate
TT but at least english is like fully finished so now we're gonna be reading books in the library instead of doing work ;D pleaseeee don't let me fail history -stabs self- i'm gonna fail science ya know ? i use to get A's & now, my first science exam of this sem i got B+ & like i missed half the science QCAT cause i was overseas so that = FAIL IN SCIENCE. okay i shall quit raging now cause i know its boring ;D did you know today in history, one of my debate partners told me
today our debates started by thank goodness i didn't have to do it ;D for once
i'm not cursed .
ihave so many assessments coming up
- jap writing test
- jap speaking test
- science exam {3 chapters}
- math exam
- history debate
TT but at least english is like fully finished so now we're gonna be reading books in the library instead of doing work ;D pleaseeee don't let me fail history -stabs self- i'm gonna fail science ya know ? i use to get A's & now, my first science exam of this sem i got B+ & like i missed half the science QCAT cause i was overseas so that = FAIL IN SCIENCE. okay i shall quit raging now cause i know its boring ;D did you know today in history, one of my debate partners told me
that he has 10 pieces of toast every morning if its fresh bread ? {random fact there} & i we were
talking about gay people "<__<
tommorrow is sandra's birthday !
& elaine is gonna have twins everyone ! { private joke } shh
; pennyx
tommorrow is sandra's birthday !
& elaine is gonna have twins everyone ! { private joke } shh
; pennyx
4:33 PM
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I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.
today i woke up at 7:30am & got ready to meet people at the busstop . wasn't hungry but parents forced me to drink a cup of soy bean milk , then i headed out. Met up with natalie, bill&enlo then we got on the 150 and saw yee sum & albert . then we got to elaine's house and like everyone else was starting to arrive ;D there was heaps of food on the table but like 3/4 got ignored cause everyone was launching into water fight mode.
tina&ernesti was like bombing everyone thenn i see enlo, terry & tim whispering together with two buckets of water so i kinda tried to avoid them but then someone friggen tipped my own bucket of water on me & then so i tried to run but then enlo grabbed me sleeve =3= so then i fell onto the grass before 2 buckets of water got dumped on my head -sigh- gang up much. well anyways afterwards i was still kinda a target but i got my revenge. elaine was targeted by enlo+so many other people to cause she was the birthday girl ;) after waterfight everyone got changed & SOME PEOPLE were being perves & trying to look at sunny+jenni+janice+ nat ;) i was behind the door so yea.
we opened pressies after that & jenni wore her yukata ;D she's so cute -smiles- & like we played happy birthday on the violin for elaine, it was supposed to be a surprise but then allyson accidently told her TT oh wellllls (: then we chopped jeffrey's cake & jeffrey had to go play badminton. the cake was good (Y) and thenn. i guess everyone started to play truth or dare. well techinically just dare & if a person didn't do their dare, they had to drink a 'mixture' that we made. aka chips+ red bean soup+ prawn crackers + lollies + m&m's + cookies . yea it was kinda disgusting so we had to do the dare. mhmmm i shall not elaborate what we did.
thenn some people went to play wii fit, some people left & then we were messing around , then sunny+albert , kaido left while me+elaine+ernest+tina tidied up the house & SORTA played badminton. yes thats about it ;D
random ;D; pennyx
6:23 PM
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我感覺我們越來越像陌生人了,
我們的距離變大了, 為什麼我會有一塊重重的
石頭押在身上似的感受?
我忌妒你有的一切, 我討厭你不理我
但那是我不對因為我太自私, 我心理充滿著敵意
你是大家都喜歡的朋友, 我和你相比,你各方面都傑出多了
感覺你一點都不在一我的心情和感受...
你永遠在我前面一步 ; 你是我朋友我卻有著些想法
真的很對不起
但真的、
很難受。
ごめんね。 いま ちよっと かなしいです。
; pennyx
10:53 PM
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you acted like you would catch me but when i fell
for you ; i got hit hard.
today i had chinese school & then near the end of the lesson a few of us
kids were being very wrong . We were talking about height & then so janice was like to adrian
' omgoshhh ; adrian ur in grade 11 & peter {grd 8} is like so much taller than you ,wait.. how all are you peter ?'
peter: uhh around 180?
class: .__." ur friggen tall
adrian : well mines is 180cm -hand gestures at stomach-
class: -cracks up- -thinks suss-
katie: huhhh i don't get it, ADRIAN, ur not that fat you know, ur stomach can't be 180cm thick
class: ummm katie....-cracks up-
lol & after chink adrian wrapped a scarf over his head & jumped out at this random little girl walking past -tsk tsk- so mean. welll anyways spent the day watching movies, watched
'the day the earth stood still' & 'final fantasy' i've concluded that it is a very confusing movie @_@ i don't get it. ohhh farout i'm trying to make elaine's bday card but cause i'm cursed the computer keeps stuffing up -sigh- wellllllllll anyways. I LIKE MUSIC ; play it often {remember} . lol dw if you don't get it, its just something i'm saying to a few people ;D today i made little pastry puff thingyos & yea. anyways elaine's bday party tommorrow. so i shall get going ;D
for you ; i got hit hard.
today i had chinese school & then near the end of the lesson a few of us
kids were being very wrong . We were talking about height & then so janice was like to adrian
' omgoshhh ; adrian ur in grade 11 & peter {grd 8} is like so much taller than you ,wait.. how all are you peter ?'
peter: uhh around 180?
class: .__." ur friggen tall
adrian : well mines is 180cm -hand gestures at stomach-
class: -cracks up- -thinks suss-
katie: huhhh i don't get it, ADRIAN, ur not that fat you know, ur stomach can't be 180cm thick
class: ummm katie....-cracks up-
lol & after chink adrian wrapped a scarf over his head & jumped out at this random little girl walking past -tsk tsk- so mean. welll anyways spent the day watching movies, watched
'the day the earth stood still' & 'final fantasy' i've concluded that it is a very confusing movie @_@ i don't get it. ohhh farout i'm trying to make elaine's bday card but cause i'm cursed the computer keeps stuffing up -sigh- wellllllllll anyways. I LIKE MUSIC ; play it often {remember} . lol dw if you don't get it, its just something i'm saying to a few people ;D today i made little pastry puff thingyos & yea. anyways elaine's bday party tommorrow. so i shall get going ;D
; pennyx
p.s i'm sorry for thinking those thoughts
i regret it ; good thing you don't know what im talking about.
7:55 PM
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Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me,
everything would be different
everything would be different
& my heart wouldn't be breaking right now
sometimes life can literally confusing ==" anyways
all the grade 12's graduated today ;D the video was cool & stuffs
at lunch i was contemplating some things. yea thats about it
i realise i'm writing lesser these days probably cause i'm lazy
besides i suppose i am quite boring ? mehhh i saw a kid today too
but i don't really care . (:
anyways took bus home with yasmin &etc. on the
way yasmin was sitting normally on the seat & suddenlyshe leans fowards a bit
then plop! she falls off her seat :L bahahaha it was epic {sorry yasmin} but
anyways i have actually had a worser thing happen to me, on the first
day of high school, i pulled out my chair in form class & sat on the floor by accident =3= embarrassing really but stuff it ;D
; pennyx
all the grade 12's graduated today ;D the video was cool & stuffs
at lunch i was contemplating some things. yea thats about it
i realise i'm writing lesser these days probably cause i'm lazy
besides i suppose i am quite boring ? mehhh i saw a kid today too
but i don't really care . (:
anyways took bus home with yasmin &etc. on the
way yasmin was sitting normally on the seat & suddenlyshe leans fowards a bit
then plop! she falls off her seat :L bahahaha it was epic {sorry yasmin} but
anyways i have actually had a worser thing happen to me, on the first
day of high school, i pulled out my chair in form class & sat on the floor by accident =3= embarrassing really but stuff it ;D
; pennyx
9:45 PM
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Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
HAPPY 14TH BiRTHDAY ALBERT (:
got to school ; as per usual
day went as per usual
life went as per usual
& took bus home as per usual
goodbye as per usual
; pennyx
got to school ; as per usual
day went as per usual
life went as per usual
& took bus home as per usual
goodbye as per usual
; pennyx
7:56 PM
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It makes me wonder how many times we forgive
just because we don't want to lose someone..
even if they don't deserve our forgiveness.
just because we don't want to lose someone..
even if they don't deserve our forgiveness.
selfish people only think about themselves and they only do things for their own benefits, they don't care about the feelings of others around them but only themselves. Therefore in this world most of the people who actually care about others suffer, they live with the selfishness of other people and always have to bear the pain. It cuts deep inside to and destroys patience, selfishness is a ruthless monster than can render even the most caring person cold.
anyways. today was orchestra, didn't fail as much per usual.
there have been crap stuff happening lately >: cheer up mateee (:
ummm yea lunch break was busy. i dislike selfish people & people who invade other people's space. okay that was random yet again. wow i sound so sarcastic , isn't it just fascinating ? mood swing == today finished listening test it was hard ;D cause i'm dumb so i think i shall fail.
sick&tired of selfish people . i'm such a hypocrite .___." but anywayyys
anyways. today was orchestra, didn't fail as much per usual.
there have been crap stuff happening lately >: cheer up mateee (:
ummm yea lunch break was busy. i dislike selfish people & people who invade other people's space. okay that was random yet again. wow i sound so sarcastic , isn't it just fascinating ? mood swing == today finished listening test it was hard ;D cause i'm dumb so i think i shall fail.
sick&tired of selfish people . i'm such a hypocrite .___." but anywayyys
HAPPY BiRTHDAY BECKY !
; pennyx
7:20 PM
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i feel like one of the least important people in your life, when i used to be one of the most important people in your life & it’s just a hard thing to get used to.
grrr i just got raged at by my dad cause according to him i wasn't eating enough =="
cause i didn't feel like eating much dinner cause i already had lots of food when i came back in the afternoon . its not my fault i only feel hungry after school =3= & he thinksi'm not eating enough lunch . friggen beeeeep so now he's trying to make sure i 'eat enough' & so he's telling my mother to get me SUSHi for EVERY SiNGLE DAY ! -sigh- dudeeeee. anyways raging part over.
umm today i found out i had a jap reading test. meh then someone
started drawing retarded pictures of some girls in our jap class -stares- yea. hmmm i'm trying to stalk joona (H) cause i'm gonna be a detective ; yea thats right joona. watch out ;) hmm anyway today the evil elaine made me take 150 so i had to walk for 23 minutes under the blistering sun home. okay i really have no life do i ? mhmmm. today daniel yang bought like 25+ icy poles for almost everyone in our group :L i shall find something to blog about soon .
i also found out interesting info today
grrr i just got raged at by my dad cause according to him i wasn't eating enough =="
cause i didn't feel like eating much dinner cause i already had lots of food when i came back in the afternoon . its not my fault i only feel hungry after school =3= & he thinksi'm not eating enough lunch . friggen beeeeep so now he's trying to make sure i 'eat enough' & so he's telling my mother to get me SUSHi for EVERY SiNGLE DAY ! -sigh- dudeeeee. anyways raging part over.
umm today i found out i had a jap reading test. meh then someone
started drawing retarded pictures of some girls in our jap class -stares- yea. hmmm i'm trying to stalk joona (H) cause i'm gonna be a detective ; yea thats right joona. watch out ;) hmm anyway today the evil elaine made me take 150 so i had to walk for 23 minutes under the blistering sun home. okay i really have no life do i ? mhmmm. today daniel yang bought like 25+ icy poles for almost everyone in our group :L i shall find something to blog about soon .
i also found out interesting info today
this was my comedic piece for english ;D
; pennyx
8:05 PM
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i want you to know that you'll forever
be in my heart. that is all.
i sometimes dislike my life.
but anyways. boring as per usual.
almost becky's , elaines, albert's birthday.
I FiNiSHED MY ENGLiSH SPEECH
even if i probably failed -,-
& need to pay for dreamworld goodbye.
; pennyx
be in my heart. that is all.
i sometimes dislike my life.
but anyways. boring as per usual.
almost becky's , elaines, albert's birthday.
I FiNiSHED MY ENGLiSH SPEECH
even if i probably failed -,-
& need to pay for dreamworld goodbye.
; pennyx
7:58 PM
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I could never comprehend why he loved her so much.
Now I wonder why I had ever loved him.
i failed my chinese test i think (:
anyways today i found out some very interesting things which
i'm not allowed to mention but anyways -smiles- spent the afternoon
stuffing my face & reading i think and then elaine+eric came over to swim, well
we played Bball before swimming { not that we knew how to properly} but just playing
around meh . versing my lil bro & eric. we won 11-5 bahaha nice to know someone shorter than me .
yes thats right guys someone's actually shorter than me.even if he's catching up afterwards we went swimming in my pool & yes. showered . i saw doggy in togs ;) -winkwink- jks. dinner time couldn't be stuffed eating much cause it was dodgy food cause yea besides i was full anyway. thenn watched inkheart & idislike the movie >: shortened version again. jenny+ben came over. blah. talked to jenny about stuffs ;D then they left & now i'm bored.
but anyways good on jenny (Y)
i failed my chinese test i think (:
anyways today i found out some very interesting things which
i'm not allowed to mention but anyways -smiles- spent the afternoon
stuffing my face & reading i think and then elaine+eric came over to swim, well
we played Bball before swimming { not that we knew how to properly} but just playing
around meh . versing my lil bro & eric. we won 11-5 bahaha nice to know someone shorter than me .
yes thats right guys someone's actually shorter than me.
but anyways good on jenny (Y)
; pennyx
10:04 PM
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today was boring.
but i didn't do my english speech cause i had a music lesson (H) ; the teacher was picking out
names by random but after alice's presentation i decided to head off to music & the teacher
was kinda pissed , the draws out a name & turns out it was mine , thank good ness mann -sigh-
i thank the 小提琴老婆婆 (:
oh last period in jap , mrs balfour was asking people around the class to read out their jap homework & it was very funny x]
teacher: hmmmm enlo ? what did you have for this question?
enlo : HAHHH !?!
-awkwards silence-
-class cracks up-
bahahah shame mate. he wasn't listeningneither was i but still
but i didn't do my english speech cause i had a music lesson (H) ; the teacher was picking out
names by random but after alice's presentation i decided to head off to music & the teacher
was kinda pissed , the draws out a name & turns out it was mine , thank good ness mann -sigh-
i thank the 小提琴老婆婆 (:
oh last period in jap , mrs balfour was asking people around the class to read out their jap homework & it was very funny x]
teacher: hmmmm enlo ? what did you have for this question?
enlo : HAHHH !?!
-awkwards silence-
-class cracks up-
bahahah shame mate. he wasn't listening
today in music lesson it was fail ; albert is so pro at violin T-T i'm noob
my master&doggy friend are pro violinists (H) beat that.
anyways elaine's almost here to pick me up
good bye
; pennyx
5:48 PM
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There is part of me that wants an answer,
& part of me that doesn't want to know,
Part of you that I'm in love with,
& the part that I'm willing to let go.
& part of me that doesn't want to know,
Part of you that I'm in love with,
& the part that I'm willing to let go.
got my classes for next year today.
ENG101A ; MAB101F ; JAP101B ; CHM101D ; PHY101C ; ACC101A
& finally i'm in one of elaine's classes , i haven't even been in sunny's classes yet == and i'm literally a loner in so many of my classes . tell me if you're in my class? anyway at lunch break it was pretty hectic -,- & yea a few things blah. hpe was alright played softball , amazingly i can still catch & bat the ball after 2 years. ya know i stayed up last night to finish my english assignment ? yea thats right i actually didn't go on msn&
worked ;D
anyways friggen dunno why these few weeks i cbs doing anything except for a few exceptions when i somehow forced myself to complete my homework but most of the time i cbs .___." i don't listen in science at all literally, i get home & stuff my face, read a book & do nothing cause i cbs. rahh ; i'm gonna fail. that shows i'm NOT a nerd -stares at someone- yea thats right. gonna have to pay for dreamworld soon. have to pay by myself most likely ==" mann life sucks.
stuffs are happening all the time -,- .
farout ; even though i actually nerded for like 2 days for like 3 hours this week i have craploads of stuff to do , mann curse black friday TT"
1. chinese test this saturday & i missed out on a 課文 so yea. haven't done the hw either.
2. haven't done my jap tutor level four practice test for this week
3. english speech tommorrow & cause i'm cursed i'll probs be picked TT"
4. jap test i think ? & i didn't get my textbook/exercise book from teacher
ETC. -sigh- 唉呀 @@
; pennyx
p.s pray i don't die under homework or get chopped by my teachers
ENG101A ; MAB101F ; JAP101B ; CHM101D ; PHY101C ; ACC101A
& finally i'm in one of elaine's classes , i haven't even been in sunny's classes yet == and i'm literally a loner in so many of my classes . tell me if you're in my class? anyway at lunch break it was pretty hectic -,- & yea a few things blah. hpe was alright played softball , amazingly i can still catch & bat the ball after 2 years. ya know i stayed up last night to finish my english assignment ? yea thats right i actually didn't go on msn&
worked ;D
anyways friggen dunno why these few weeks i cbs doing anything except for a few exceptions when i somehow forced myself to complete my homework but most of the time i cbs .___." i don't listen in science at all literally, i get home & stuff my face, read a book & do nothing cause i cbs. rahh ; i'm gonna fail. that shows i'm NOT a nerd -stares at someone- yea thats right. gonna have to pay for dreamworld soon. have to pay by myself most likely ==" mann life sucks.
stuffs are happening all the time -,- .
farout ; even though i actually nerded for like 2 days for like 3 hours this week i have craploads of stuff to do , mann curse black friday TT"
1. chinese test this saturday & i missed out on a 課文 so yea. haven't done the hw either.
2. haven't done my jap tutor level four practice test for this week
3. english speech tommorrow & cause i'm cursed i'll probs be picked TT"
4. jap test i think ? & i didn't get my textbook/exercise book from teacher
ETC. -sigh- 唉呀 @@
; pennyx
p.s pray i don't die under homework or get chopped by my teachers
8:15 PM
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Tell me why you're so hard to forget,
Don't remind me, I'm not over it,
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth,
I'm just a little too not over you.
jealousy is a type of emotion that we all come across at least once a lifetime and i am shamed to admit that i myself frequently experience this. However, this is not a excuse for me to be horrible to everyone i know so the point i'm trying to talk myself into right now is to somehow put a stop to it. Not everything is supposed to go your way and nothing is every perfect in life so i need to learn to deal with it and stop having such bad thoughts. No point in trying to live life the way people like it cause its myself and i've gotta learn to just display what is actually me rather the putting on a mask i think ?
okay there. i tried to council myself. (: farout i sound like such a loser as per usual TT" yea i'm talking to myself; yea so much for people looking up to me & thinking i'm normal but yea i'm a very strange child -smiles- well anyway yea.well this is supposed to be a blog right to vent out crap stuff ? well idno maybe i'm just a loser { quite likely } yea i think i scared my readers away (Y) welllll who cares. anyway today people in our group were throwing bark around at each other :L & today my math class got in trouble by mrs tonez again cause apparently we tricked the relief teacher last lesson & so we did like literally nothing ; well me & yasmin did exercise 1C bahaha but ended up talking. welllll so the teacher started telling the jocks in my class about how 'the other class couldn't convince the relief teacher of the work they were supposed to do so they did almost the whole booklet' yea blah blah -shifty eyes-
hmm i'm gonna go try work on my english again cause i don't think i've been working very hard these days TT" too much things going on & life just passes too fast for me to catch up. sometimes its just impossible to just be in league of everything you want to achieve. lol bahha i'm trying to sound smart but as you can see its fail :L i cbs give up mann. anyways today i resewed the hem of my skirt cause the bottom fold was falling apart ;D -proud face- i shall blog about another topic one day ;D
; pennyx
p.s i dislike people who invade other people's space ; yea
thats right. people need their own space you know ?
okay; that was random. goodbye (:
Don't remind me, I'm not over it,
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth,
I'm just a little too not over you.
jealousy is a type of emotion that we all come across at least once a lifetime and i am shamed to admit that i myself frequently experience this. However, this is not a excuse for me to be horrible to everyone i know so the point i'm trying to talk myself into right now is to somehow put a stop to it. Not everything is supposed to go your way and nothing is every perfect in life so i need to learn to deal with it and stop having such bad thoughts. No point in trying to live life the way people like it cause its myself and i've gotta learn to just display what is actually me rather the putting on a mask i think ?
okay there. i tried to council myself. (: farout i sound like such a loser as per usual TT" yea i'm talking to myself; yea so much for people looking up to me & thinking i'm normal but yea i'm a very strange child -smiles- well anyway yea.well this is supposed to be a blog right to vent out crap stuff ? well idno maybe i'm just a loser { quite likely } yea i think i scared my readers away (Y) welllll who cares. anyway today people in our group were throwing bark around at each other :L & today my math class got in trouble by mrs tonez again cause apparently we tricked the relief teacher last lesson & so we did like literally nothing ; well me & yasmin did exercise 1C bahaha but ended up talking. welllll so the teacher started telling the jocks in my class about how 'the other class couldn't convince the relief teacher of the work they were supposed to do so they did almost the whole booklet' yea blah blah -shifty eyes-
hmm i'm gonna go try work on my english again cause i don't think i've been working very hard these days TT" too much things going on & life just passes too fast for me to catch up. sometimes its just impossible to just be in league of everything you want to achieve. lol bahha i'm trying to sound smart but as you can see its fail :L i cbs give up mann. anyways today i resewed the hem of my skirt cause the bottom fold was falling apart ;D -proud face- i shall blog about another topic one day ;D
; pennyx
p.s i dislike people who invade other people's space ; yea
thats right. people need their own space you know ?
okay; that was random. goodbye (:
9:27 PM
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i love you
today i got tomato'ed by someone -glares- yea thats right ; thanks for dirty`ing my shirt on the second day of the week = = well anyways. today i talked to an about stuffs & yea ; umm lemme see today was also the SRC party thingyo but i couldn't be bothered going.
& today i got pushed over for no reason -sigh- & almost fell on top of one of my friends yes that sounds really suss but it isn't & yea. pshh in a random mood atm and i don't even sound like myself . i shall try not go on msn too much today. gtg go do english speech wow ; i'm attempting to turn into a nerdd i have achieved the impossible -proudface-
well anyway i failed my history i think TT" beeeeep.
i got like B+ , B+ , A- , A so i think its a B+ overall or an A- but i think B+ farrout mann i'm so stupiddd. should have studied =3=
great i just embarrassed myself & told you guys my mark .___." my fail marks -sigh- yea & proved to you guys i'm not smart at all mate (:
ohh & i almost forgot ; today in math yasmin hardkorely raged at marina cause
she was staring at us :L i kinda felt sorry for marina aka "笑" 花 before; but she's kinda
scary these days .____> so like yea ; yasmin raged at her literally like yea
it was so funny i cracked up badly (:
; pennyx
8:02 PM
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today was the last assembly for the grade twelves & they made a really
funny prank bahahaha here is the link:
funny prank bahahaha here is the link:
lol well anyways icbs blogging about the rest of the day ;D except that
elaine was being a really random person to this random guy :L
mhmmm. i didnt' work in english again = = ; i was gonna finish my english today but then i cbs
so yea. turning into a fat ass.
well i cbs blogging anymore goodbye.
; pennyx
10:06 PM
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きみ は なに を かんがえる？
とうしよ？
- today elaine came over in the afternoon to swim & then we attempted to play
bball with three guys & won cause they were midgets ;D
- today i went to carindale
- my dad asked me if i wanted a new country road & i cbs (:
- he was being amazingly nice today
- i have a bad temper ya know ?
- i'm gonna try sleep early today ; besides i had no net for like 3/4 of the day.
- i amazingly practiced violin for at least 10 minutes today
- i still havent' touched the piano & my english draft
- i ate like a pig today
- i cbs blogging anymore.
i don't know the key to success but the
key to failure is trying to impress everybody.
; pennyx
9:40 PM
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although i'm 99% sure you don't repriocate my feelings
i'm willing to hold onto that 1% hope i have in my heart
i'm willing to hold onto that 1% hope i have in my heart
hello ; today was random. tried to go P block in morning to practice for my vio exam but guess what ? cause i'm cursed, it was actually kinda impossible due to people walking around& like fixing the practice rooms etc. =="
i bludged in science again& then went to my violin exam ; aka doom. i failed ya know ;D well at least i think so. & yea someone was trying to get my history marks except guess what? i haven't got them yet so there. quit bothering me about it (:
went back to english & teacher checked my draft which i constructed in one hour last night -,- and amazingly she was kinda happy with it .__. she's normally really strict but mehhs i'm kinda missing a paragraph though.
okay you don't need to know about that. anyways let me tell you what happened a few days ago at home . there was this sliding door with the netting & glass which led to the back yard, my dad was outside when he decided to come in & so he opens the netting door & BANG ! he smacks into the glass door bahahah i'm so mean but seriously it was hilarious ; him = ㄟ你還在那笑什麼快來幫我打開門 ! so yea but i couldn't stop laughing meh anywayy blah. today last period angela tried on a kimono ; she looked so pretty (: yea (H)
thats right.
; pennyx
p.s confused about life
pp.s i found out some interesting stuffs today ;)
ppp.s i was gonna upload a sesame theme google but i cbs
9:26 PM
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Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.
Living life without you just wouldnt be the same
Living life without you just wouldnt be the same
こんにちは みなさん (:
well today was boring & i TRIED to work on my english draft in class for the first time but it kinda.. failed cause i was too busytrying to help other people talking and so yea pcl was reading as per usual and after was history. Got my history debate group ; theres amanda& sam ;D overall pretty good team members i suppose & unlike last year we got a easier topic that was actually possible to rebut with -smile- anywayy i was planning to go to library at second break to do english but being the lazy kid i am , i cbs so yea.
hpe was hardkorely tiring cause i said so ;D anyway it was also our last session of soccer YAY -cheers- farout it was the assessment & guess what ? i twisted my arm while i was trying to kick the ball so yes i'm gonna FAIL soccer cause my arm was hurting too bad for me to 'run after the ball' 24/7 ==" psh i would have failed anyway :] at break time things were very interesting -nods- yea . walked to bus stop with yee sum & i was talking to her then good things happened -smiles hardkore-
got home, at lik truckloads of food : sushi & apple & that biofeel thingyo . and then i nerded -proud- yea thats right ; penny chen actually sat down and did her jap tutor homework despite the fact iguessed half of it yea. then dinner time i cbs eating but mother made me drink her 玉米農湯 . psh well anyway then i cleaned the table, started practicing violin but i'm gonna FAIL my exam anyway cause i'm noob & i'm so cursed i twisted my wrist T__T welll enough about that i'm supposed to start my english draft now
cause its due tommorrow >>" i'm so slow...
; pennyx
well today was boring & i TRIED to work on my english draft in class for the first time but it kinda.. failed cause i was too busy
hpe was hardkorely tiring cause i said so ;D anyway it was also our last session of soccer YAY -cheers- farout it was the assessment & guess what ? i twisted my arm while i was trying to kick the ball so yes i'm gonna FAIL soccer cause my arm was hurting too bad for me to 'run after the ball' 24/7 ==" psh i would have failed anyway :] at break time things were very interesting -nods- yea . walked to bus stop with yee sum & i was talking to her then good things happened -smiles hardkore-
got home, at lik truckloads of food : sushi & apple & that biofeel thingyo . and then i nerded -proud- yea thats right ; penny chen actually sat down and did her jap tutor homework despite the fact i
cause its due tommorrow >>" i'm so slow...
; pennyx
9:11 PM
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Sometimes we tell ourselves : 'oh we're too busy' but the truth is almost everyone
is just choosing to ignore the task ahead of them. We seem to like pushing things
we don't want to do backwards and in that place things we prefer beforehand , there
is no priority to this order. But through this, most people may realise that in result of this most of the work that was supposed to be accomplished could not be done due to this choice of preference. This leads to trouble, anxiety and not surprisingly, sleepless nights as we have to make ourselves stay up and catch up on the things we haven't done.
As we decide to enjoy the worldly pleasures more, less things get done as we place pleasure before neccessity and thus we bring ourselves down, extinquishing any potential we might have. It is in the future that you may realise the full impact of this simple 'procastination' , the act of doing something else while there is work waiting. This is not just a word but a important factor that has been affecting people of all ages and most of the time, we find ourselves regretting our actions. We find ourselves looking back, of all the times we could have worked hard and finished everything. But its now too late, pretty much nothing can be done. So ; maybe that gives myself & others a message that we should possibly attempt to stop
'procastinating' and 'ruining' our future lives.
okay i know that was random but anywayss i was bored & i promised i would find a topic to blog
about even if there were no pictures ? blah. anyways just some thoughts from my conscious mind ;D
is just choosing to ignore the task ahead of them. We seem to like pushing things
we don't want to do backwards and in that place things we prefer beforehand , there
is no priority to this order. But through this, most people may realise that in result of this most of the work that was supposed to be accomplished could not be done due to this choice of preference. This leads to trouble, anxiety and not surprisingly, sleepless nights as we have to make ourselves stay up and catch up on the things we haven't done.
As we decide to enjoy the worldly pleasures more, less things get done as we place pleasure before neccessity and thus we bring ourselves down, extinquishing any potential we might have. It is in the future that you may realise the full impact of this simple 'procastination' , the act of doing something else while there is work waiting. This is not just a word but a important factor that has been affecting people of all ages and most of the time, we find ourselves regretting our actions. We find ourselves looking back, of all the times we could have worked hard and finished everything. But its now too late, pretty much nothing can be done. So ; maybe that gives myself & others a message that we should possibly attempt to stop
'procastinating' and 'ruining' our future lives.
okay i know that was random but anywayss i was bored & i promised i would find a topic to blog
about even if there were no pictures ? blah. anyways just some thoughts from my conscious mind ;D
7:02 PM
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to the world, you may be one person
but to one person, you may be the world.
i read 3 vampire academy books in three days & i've realised
that i'm reading slower & slowere these days bahahaha farout
i want to read blood promise -dies- well anyways today class was boring
as per usual & i forgot my hpe uniform how sad. so i sat with richie&kim who
were under special conditions do didn't have to write out lines. bahaha & they were
talking in viet ; how interesting , they were pretending to study while playing cards when BAM mr morrison appears & like they get busted ;D bahaha
anyways this morning went to orchestra, its only grd 8&9 now cause yeah (H) well
epic fail . anyway got my math test backkk FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL is all i can say
cause i'm so stupid ): farout i am not pleased with myself ; TT " well anyway i'm about
to die cause i have so much stuff to do.
1. violin exam (school) this friday & i haven't even practiced once
2. like at least literally 3cm of jap hw papers which i haven't started
3. english draft due friday which i haven't started as well
4. other craploads of hw i haven't done
yea farrout -sighs- maybe cause i'm so lazy & i bet staying up late to do all this won't help my height either -,- you know i have a observation, most people who have experienced growth spurts already grew while they were getting sick .__. sorta i guess mmhm well i haven't gotten really sick since grd 7 so yea.. meh i'm making excuses for myself bahah ;D welll good bye.
hopefully i'll be alive to blog tommorrow.
; pennyx
that i'm reading slower & slowere these days bahahaha farout
i want to read blood promise -dies- well anyways today class was boring
as per usual & i forgot my hpe uniform how sad. so i sat with richie&kim who
were under special conditions do didn't have to write out lines. bahaha & they were
talking in viet ; how interesting , they were pretending to study while playing cards when BAM mr morrison appears & like they get busted ;D bahaha
anyways this morning went to orchestra, its only grd 8&9 now cause yeah (H) well
epic fail . anyway got my math test backkk FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL is all i can say
cause i'm so stupid ): farout i am not pleased with myself ; TT " well anyway i'm about
to die cause i have so much stuff to do.
1. violin exam (school) this friday & i haven't even practiced once
2. like at least literally 3cm of jap hw papers which i haven't started
3. english draft due friday which i haven't started as well
4. other craploads of hw i haven't done
yea farrout -sighs- maybe cause i'm so lazy & i bet staying up late to do all this won't help my height either -,- you know i have a observation, most people who have experienced growth spurts already grew while they were getting sick .__. sorta i guess mmhm well i haven't gotten really sick since grd 7 so yea.. meh i'm making excuses for myself bahah ;D welll good bye.
hopefully i'll be alive to blog tommorrow.
; pennyx
4:51 PM
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i'm crying not because i miss you
but because i've realised i can live on without you.
vampire academy is very uberly good (Y) .
i'm gonna try to do my homework earlier these days cause
i reckon i'm procastinating way too much.
i can't just keep complaining about myself being not good at anything
cause i'm not putting effort . -,-
i'm gonna try to do my homework earlier these days cause
i reckon i'm procastinating way too much.
i can't just keep complaining about myself being not good at anything
cause i'm not putting effort . -,-
okay anyways enough about that ; i can't exactly blog about every feeling
i have in life so yea. psh
today at the bustop i randomly went up to this person & asked him a few questions
then left -sigh- i'm so random i think i scared him + myself psh.
anyways in hpe we were giving CPR to mannaquins ; it was scary .___. and ew
psh bye.
; pennyx
i have in life so yea. psh
today at the bustop i randomly went up to this person & asked him a few questions
then left -sigh- i'm so random i think i scared him + myself psh.
anyways in hpe we were giving CPR to mannaquins ; it was scary .___. and ew
psh bye.
; pennyx
8:13 PM
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today i woke up really late cause i haven't been sleeping earlyfor the last couple of days & yea. anyways at 12:00 noon i met up with sunny
at BSHS PAC ; well techinically she was already inside but anyways we were
just watching some performances by music students & my my ; they were pro
-strokes beard-
thenn afterwards victoria, me, sunny & david went to southbank to walk around at suncorp plaza we saw these people shuffling in the middle { they weren't even asian} i'm not being racist btw ; just say :L and then i think htey got in trouble with the police ..went to watch percussion afterwards & i saw kanan and rita ;D yea they played as macgregors junior percussion ensemble lol. you know i just realised, blogs are supposed to have a topic and not for blogging about our daily schedule but oh well anyway. maybe i'll find a topic to blog about laters. anyway i was uhh playing with PS yesterday so i have a few edits -,- but they're
like really noob cause yea & i cbs playing around wtih everything ya know ? psh .
few photos below then.
sunburnt david :L kidding
shuffle kids getting in trouble
goofing around in southbank
my attempt pro shot thats crap quality
my noob edits :L
; pennyx
5:51 PM
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