Pages of a novel : May 2010

hiiiii :]
i seem to be blogging later and later every day, well from my point of view anyway. My dad is shortening down my net time -sigh- i feel isolatedddddddddddddddddd ! seriously i need to get a grip on myself, i'm barely surviving without internet i'm such an addict haha.

yes i've decided i need to avoid my computer more often especially this week since i have so many friggen tests next week. Argh i hate being a 'senior' so much work blah blah, i miss preschool haha jokes. well anyway lets now bore you guys with the tests i have for next week:

english analytical essay (in class exam conditions), math Kap test, math Map test, chemistry , physics

oh ~~lovely~~ huh? and i think i have an accounting test coming up T_T i'm gonna fail this of course seeing as i don't seem to feel as though i've learnt anything remotely useful this term. I did my japanese speaking test today and well i should've studied cause i had to make up everything right from the top of my head -sigh- and well i um kept saying the same things i reckon. oh man T____T

i've been reading my friends blog and like my blog just seems to revolve around the same things everyday with retarded grammar you know? I think i lack the ability to grow up haha, i'd better start wording my entries better since its probably gonna have an affect on my future english vocabulary i suppose? I. am. not. a. freak. -shiftyeyes- somehow this is really blahhhh. Maybe i'll talk about something interesting for a change one day. But for now, i need to seriously stop procastinating away and start studying, yes its a week away and i'm trying to start studying but so far, i haven't even managed to touch my accounting homework.

well good luck for your exams um fellow friends (: and well i suppose try avoid the extremely tempting msn icon situated at the bottom of our windows bar. I'm gonna change my template soon, well one day but probably not this week cause well you know exams. Hopefully i end up studying of course.

i'm going to malaysia on the 20th of June, so i just need to survive this week & next week, must. not. procastinate. Warrigal fete is on the 19th, you guys should to check it out ! Get to miss 1 week of school, haha suckers. jokes, anyways i'm off now -sigh-

; pennyx

p.s apparently according to jennifer i'm the 'poison apple' in snow white haha

oh & um elaine has decided bill's offical name is the long yellow bendy banana

aka snow white? haha that was random.

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today was pretty productive, well for me anyway. Woke up really late at around 9:55am which was kinda weird considering i slept extremely early at around 10:40pm (well early for someone who normally sleeps at around 11:30pm). Techinically i just kinda lay there till 9:55am but then i couldn't be bothered anymore so i got up.

Ate some breakfast, then my parents forced me to go out and 'walk around' with them T_T in the cold winddddd ~ for about i don't know, half an hour? or more? and then me & mum went to the QUT library. I've been living near QUT for around 3 months maybe, and like this was the first time, might i say its massive .__. it even has like fiction books and all that.

borrowed some books, an accounting one, i'm not a nerd -,- i'm just afraid i'll fail cause my teacher hasn't been teaching us properly but then when i got home found out it didn't really help -sigh- i need a textbook identical to the one at school. blah. i can't study accounting at home either cause we're apparently supposed to write 'financial reports' oh well. Read for the afternoon till sunny & her family came over. Dad told us to go and play 'basketball' again. I can't play basketball -,- but anyway we did end up playing.

I feel very productive because i actually got up a moved for once except i am kinda sport challenged? and my dad threw this ball at me while sunny's little brother was throwing another one at me. Gee, my dad should've seen me catching the other ball and he just had to throw one at me, yes it did manage to get me on the head. = = i am cursed this way you know? Soccer balls hit me, volley balls, basketballs, soft balls, you name it -sigh- oh yeah, and rice balls cause last time this grade 8 chucked one at me for no reason.

okay, that was really random but whatever :D i should start studying but i can't be bothered. It's so a;osidfa;lksdn cold haha. Oh, forgot to mention friday was last day with my jap tutor for a while cause she's pregnant, she baked us a cake ! According to my mum, its really hard to get those kinda cakes right but yeah. thats about all.

; pennyx

p.s even sunny's dad is calling me apple now .__.

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this morning i crawled up at 7:40am which is pretty late but now kinda hard for me because i'm semi local. Ate toast & milk while thinking over the weird retarded dream i had last night and feeling the effects of staying up to 12:00am doing my physics draft. Why i rushed it last night when it was due friday you ask? well i wanted the teacher to mark my draft and i have to hand the good copy in on friday so yeah , i don't have physics tommorrow :D

had fanfare first up ( competition thingyo for orchestra) and yeah, i stuffed up badly as per usual, i'm beginning to wonder if i should keep playing, myabe it'd be best without me stuffing up and shortening miss mallons life span by making her stress. ok maybe i'm exaggerating a little haha but whatever, i suck at violin. went to math for five minutes before it was break again & had english 2nd, copied down literally like at least 2000 words i swear about TKAM -sighs-cause we have to do this gay anaylitical essay under test conditions soon. I'm gonna fail,
elaine was telling me some stuffs & then we had chem, elaine ditched me halfway for her performance, while i talked w/ linda about -eyebrows- haha and i started teasing her, therefore forgot to do my chemistry work except the teacher is happy with 11 questions done so its all good (Y)

yee sum's originally cool drawing :D ( soz i scanned it upside down)

second break An began to become hypo and sick minded .__. haha, she uh was getting excited about things hahaha and yeah -shiftyeyes- jennifer & richie were kinda trying to move away from cameron who kept hovering creepily beside them. physicssssssssssssss was bludge which is goooooood (Y) that hard work paid off -coughs- while i watched elaine use her brain cells to type her ERT up :L went home afterschool & coloured in a picture yee sum drew :D she's really good at art ! you should go see her draw one day you know? yeahhh :D

after i coloured it w/ photoshop :D

oh i just remembered, second break, cameron was going around touching guys and then we all ran away, then he goes over to hug albert, saying oh see? albert likes me :D but then as we all know, albert is enlo's wife so enlo stood up and was like threating to bash cameron rofl. yeah thats about it.

; pennyx

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stop thinking and living for others,

think, what is it that i want, not others want, but what i want

to do. - the women

( a interesting quote but probably not the right way to do things )

i haven't blogged for two days & been on msn, now i feel like i'm isolated from the rest of the world which is kinda creepy considering it was only two days without internet haha. See, this is what internet and technology is doing to our lives these days D:

on friday i had youth service, learnt alot of things and to treasure friendship, on saturday i was at mando school talking to janice & uh attempting to design dresses cause jennifer & sunny said they would wear ANYTHING as long as i joined ;) well well well you see, this shall be very amusing, as long as they don't decide to chop me into a million pieces after they read this rofl, thats if they even read blah. (: well then had lunch w/ family friends at landmark, got home and read a 495 page book, isn't that amazing? well not really. sunny's dad came over to have dinner & like yeah sunny and stuff couldn't come cause she had to do assignments lol.

her dad was asking me when i lent sunny the ds .__. uh oh i hope i didn't get her in trouble by telling him the half truth, cause i have literally no idea what she told her dad ;o so yeah, i'm sorry if i got you in trouble sunny ): oh my mum fixed the zip of my country road baggg ! i'm happy. over these few days i've been thinking.. seriously i've been a moody self centred person & now i think about it i'm actually very fortunate, to have friends & have both of my parents living with me. Really need to just get over my self pity for little things and stop critisizing things. sorry, i'm talking too much :L i think i'm just talking to myself again haha well yeahh ;D

the fixed zip (:

parents are out atm w/ bro to go cut his hair, i wonder what it'll look like when he comes back haha, last time he came back looking like a mushroom head and very grumpy, well yeah uh hopefully he comes back looking normal & happy lol.

; pennyx

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this morning to naughty little kids decided to call me at 7:30am just to see if i was awake -shakes head- what retarded bestfriends i have haha jokes. well i got woken up by my alarm, and decided to go back to lie down for a while and 2 seconds later, those two call me and say good morning, i go back to bed again for 5 seconds and my alarm rings again -sigh- so i gave up on sleep rofl, i sleep in really late now cause i'm semi local ._.

today in jap we were learning about adjectives and stuff, and then alex said something that made me crack up so bad.

alex: hey, excuse me mrs
brownlie smith, what does hentai mean?
teacher: .__. you mean taihen?
alex: um oh yeah (:
teacher: oh, it means terrible / tough
class: ROFLMAO

(note that hentai = MA15+ comics) haha she didn't know and i told her afterwards haha. Oh and we had to make up sentences in jap about changes in state high since 2008 and like daniel was like: トーフ　は　ふるくなりました。　（Tofu has become old). And then the teacher was like: huh? you mean tofu has become stale? so everyone cracks up cause evidently daniel was talking about william fu who's nickname was tofu. Then william made a sentence about daniel becoming taller and mrs brownlie smith was like OH REALLY? he grew? ahahaha shame to the shorty. not that i can talk -shiftyeyes-

since olen and sunny decided to ditch us today we were loners ): but oh well had fun talking to An, jennifer & yee sum about yummy asian food? then jennifer wouldn't tell me her chinese name and she told me that terry use to call her 李奏奏 rofl and jake called her 髮罰 or something like that. its so funnnnnny. and we translated An's viet name to 陳長安 lol. religion consisted of everyone bludging, i feel sorry for the teacher though cause he's too nice to rage at us.

linda: no one will know its ming yang
mingyang: hey, thats not very nice ):
penny: um i don't think she intended to be
nice lol
mingyang:　oh, thats okay then :D

well thats about it. goodbye arrgh i should start my physics soon and reread tkam ):

; pennyx

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Sometimes I wonder why it is that we bother to outline our day every time on our blogs, but I suppose it’s just a way of keeping memories alive, so that we can just look back. It’s a way of preserving everything that’s happened so that we can just remember them and occasionally go back to visit them from a different point of view. Though we can’t always vent everything here for the public to see, it is kind of a drawback that not everything we feel can be said here but I suppose that’s just life. Choosing to let people in to world of your own problems isn’t exactly the wisest thing to do; keeping a distance is always the safest yet hardest way.

Hello, well today I woke up at a nice 10:00am in the morning cause I stayed up last night to watch movies with my brother, which I must say weren’t all that great, maybe it was cause I watched iron man 2 yesterday. Throughout my day my parents were shopping in ikea while I decided to loiter at home, presumably to be ‘studying’ and attempting homework, however of course I was obviously procrastinating. Well that’s if you call cleaning your room and listening to music, reading manga procrastinating I guess, but yes. I have finally finished a 99 chapter manga in less than one week, looking on the bright side I suppose it is clearing my future of any leads to procrastination.

I’m sounding like such a creepy nerd creature, maybe I’m just trying to make myself feel better about procrastinating by writing in supposedly proper grammar. As well as procrastinating, I actually did a bit of my chemistry homework, of course that was just about in the last 5 minutes before my parents returned home. It was extremely cold today, even with long sleeves and a scarf but I couldn’t be bothered to wear anything thicker. Right at this moment I’m contemplating whether I should summon up any efforts to change my blog template and other stuff soon.

Should any of you still be reading even after three paragraphs of amazingly boring content, I’m quite frankly wasting your life, mainly because I don’t even know what I’m talking about and well just moping about in a contemplative mood. Writing like this is even creeping me out, yes not surprisingly I am so weird that I even creep myself out :L

Argh whatever, I can’t be bothered now, I’m gonna go attempt to do something productive soon, ;aosidn farout there is this weird smell coming from the kitchen right now .__. I am not looking forward to dinner. Actually I just found out it’s the smell of cooking with a new asian cooking pan my parents bought. Oh just finished helping my brother construct his new bed frame.

; pennyx

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i'm learning to live everyday like its my last.

hello fellow friends, well today i have something to actually blog about, well sort of anyway, to my immense delight i managed to pass my english science fiction story ! Got an A for english for the first time in aaaaaages cause i had mrs tavio last year ( or probably cause i just suck at english so much) but i am happy. elaine was depressed cause she thought she 'failed' well according to the rest of us she did fine ! & so i forced her to go talk to the teacher and he's gonna go remark it again so she was back to her retarded caveman self before the end of class haha. i guess not procastinating and doing my english for 3 days paid of huh , i actually tried doing that for the first time ;o !

consuming fire.

accounting is so boring and pointless these days, i use to like the subject and now the new teacher is teaching so slowly so i can't even learn properly and he's always talking about football and random stuff so we're behind other classes T_T he expected us to draw up a comparative income statement & balance sheet when he hasn't even taught us how -sigh- well accounting is gonna drag my marks down . well whatever, looking on the bright side apparently i'm in the laptop program?

i asked the teacher last time and he's like, oh you're not on it & guess what? i am which is kinda odd if you ask me or maybe it was just the lack of accuracy when he checked last time, anyhow that means i get a free laptop ! elaine, sunny, bill etc aren't doing it but me & jen decided to cause well i don't even need to change subjects anyway, so why not give it a go?

hopefully i stop procastinating so much but whatever, i'm happy happy happy so far, less assignments ! well some shots i took this arvo cause i was bored, they're not that good but oh well & i practiced violin for around 20 minutes today ! big achievement, okay shush. haha i just thought of something, today while i was waiting for the bus in the arvo i saw phu-ong the sunflower child & adrii , then after a while phuong starts wrestling adrii and laughing and she comes over to tell me that apparently adrii said me & my bro looking we're going out roflmao that is so gross but kinda hilarious :L

well thats my day, hope you guys had fun too.

; pennyx

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Today was just one of those days where I laughed heaps & heaps, might I say elaine the caveman is so retarded she makes me crack up every time? Well today everyone attacked her diary writing “stuff” on it hahaha ;) she started spazzing at Jennifer & sunny cause of it, well also me in class :D
Math was quite productive today surprisingly, I think I quite like the demountables, we actually did some work today instead of the teacher talking ¾ through the lesson lol. Today judy & Anthony kept arguing & judy was like complaining how annoying Anthony was, so she wouldn’t let him sit next to her. Mr perrot kept saying that he thought judy & Anthony had a thing going on rofl. Then during the lesson judy asked the teacher to go to the toilet.

-judy walks past Anthony and says something-
Teacher: oh, judy, do you want
him to go with you ? ;)
Class: roflmao
Teacher: woops sorry, that was a
bit naughty:L

Oh and while I was doing math, he came over and started whispering to me about random stuff, and then after a while,

Justine: sir, you are a extremely insensitive and b*tchy person.
Mr perrot: :O how am I insensitive and bitchy? –indignant look-
Justine: well, you’re talking behind yasmin’s back
Mr perrot: no, she was just so concentrated on her work I didn’t want to disturb her !
Justine: well, penny was working too, and besides even I could hear what you were saying.
Mr perrot: huh, no penny was looking at meeeeee !
Me: I was? .___.

Oh and then he started telling us what a good little girl alice was last year, and everyone was like , oh really? Ahahah sorry alice :L & then he started saying about how annoying Janice was (jokingly) and I told him how Janice told me last time she was talking to him the whole lesson and didn’t do her revision sheet. So then the teacher is like: oh, I’m sure Janice is such a good kid she went home and finished it :D and I was like, -cough choke- then the teacher is like: huh, don’t cough! You’re so insensitive and b*tchy.

Hahaha. Well fun lesson, the rest of the day was alright , just bludging around. Hope I get my first assessment for English back tomorrow, I better get it back –sigh-

; pennyx

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hey, blogging early today cause my mum left the net on for some reason :D maybe she forgot to turn it off or something. hahaha that just reminds me my bro got banned from his computer game yesterday cause he got owned by my mum for sneaking on to play rofl. well except he's still being rebel and gaming right now so yeah, kinda fail on my mum's part in blocking him.

today i handed in my math assignment T_T i thought it was due next tuesday , well me and justine thought it was but it wasn't. well thanks to the people who lent me their assignments as a example -bows- i shall return a favour and save your lives one day, well try to anyway hahaha. well its lucky i have the same data as elaine ( its different for every person in a class) lol, luck has turned my way a bit now . well hopefully i don't fail, please please don't let me fail ;o well yeah.

in chemistry my teacher teaching us about hydrocarbons or something and then she was like, okay shall we get someone to come lie down on the floor to bond? and the class was like lmao ; she told this guy to lie on the floor with his legs wide apart, naturally we all thought wrong. she was then like: 'oh , lets get four girls to be the hydrogen attatched to his arms and legs :D and all of us were feeling sorry for the girls, then to our horror, the teacher picked me, elaine, linda and kelly -sigh- LOL fail.

was high afterschool, went to the city with sunny&caveman cause they had some creative gen thing (orchestra thingyo) later and we took stickies cause we were bored, they bought kfc and then i went home. i am scared i shall fail math, chemistry, physics, english, accounting which is about every subject i'm taking right now -,- for some reason it even though grade 10 is supposed to be easy, i feel as though i'm being inundated with assignments and work , that i virtually have no time to relax.

probably has got something to do with the fact that i'm procastinating a bit cause of masterchef -sigh- they shouldn't air it during school days you know? distracting kids bahha

; pennyx

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