Pages of a novel : November 2010

*note: i only uploaded the pic of me so elaine wouldn't fully chop me for putting her up lmao so just ignore the right side :D

ELAINE'S MAJOR EVOLUTION :D FROM EPIC LEAF EATING CAVEMAN TO HOT CHILD :D

HAPPY 15TH ELAINE LINNNNN (OLEN CAVEMAN CHILD) !

hope you had a good day with uh hugs and kisses? lmao and enjoy your new 'hot' phone lol, thanks for being such a wonderful friend, enjoy watching MA15+ movies! jokesss haha anyways well sorry i couldn't celebrate with you, little one but happy birthday anyways! hohoho 8)

Good evening readers :)

To be honest today was pretty boring, i spent the day tidying my room lol my parents were like ' oh penny i swear, you're like the messiest/dirtiest girl i've ever met' lmao even though i swear my wardrobe was still really neat, like all folded and everything but anyways! back to the point 8) okay what am i saying? there is no point LOL

got my appetite back today .__. bleh i swear I never get sick , is that weird? Went to the garage downstairs all by myself and like dug through the various boxes of books/pans etc. and finally found brisingr ( the third book to eragon) - -'' I swear why does my dad have to stack everything we currently don't use in boxes in a big fat corner with everything else on top? Took me ages to lift all the boxes away lol.

Parents tried to get me to make a list of all the things i'm going to do on the holidays on the family diary ( yes we have one for some reason) -sigh- ao;eifjasoifjaf boring T_T don't wanna plan everything in advance. Well yeah, my mum said today that I could go buy any ingredients i want if i plan on cooking :D! Never knew she would let me, knowing she probably tell me the ingredients weren't on sale or whatever lol but yeah, so i'll probably go make random food on the holidays. My aim is to fatten my bro up by 2 kilos which is pretty much impossible lol

I wanna go on a outing with little natalieeeeee! both natalies i mean :D lol anyways i should go on outings more often otherwise i'll probably be forced to like idno do chores / do random boring stuff at home :@ i am so screwed for senior, just a random thought that popped into my head , I MUST WORK HARD! okay i won't start new years resolution now hahahaha kay nights, might go on msn for the first time in a few million years ~ nights :)

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okay guys, i decided to conclude the story cause yeahhh i cbs :L its pretty crappy lololol but ya know, i'll continue it if someone really really wants a better ending but i doubt it haha :D anyways guys, enjoy your holidays! last day of school today

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She watched as the boy she loved turned away, about to leave the room but this time she couldn't let it happen. She wanted to know why it was this way now, she wanted to understand why he hated her so much, she wanted to stop feeling suffocated with emotions whenever she saw him. Thats why she called out. He looked angry, and she was certain it was at her but it didn't matter, he wasn't leaving, at least, not yet. Now she came to realise that he was more than a friend to her, she noticed every move, it seemed like there was such a distance between them yet he was standing one metre away. He was too good for her, being honest here, this is what it felt like. He had everything, looks, sporting ability, smartness, wealth. Pushing the nagging thoughts away she reached out her hand, it was a unintentional move and she let it drop back down on to the bedspread. She watched as his face transformed into a pained look as he stepped closer. "Jace...Jonathan, I...miss you," she whispered, teardrops fell onto her pale hand as she looked up to face him. Shadows outlined his angular face as he glanced down, eyes ablaze with emotion.

A unexpected movement caught her eye as hands shot out and siezed him away from her, it was the other guys, they had pulled him away. She watched as he struggled angrily against their hold, she wanted them to let go. Why couldn't they just disappear? To her surprise he twisted around and punched a guy in the face before ducking into a spin and tripping the rest of them. Jace never used violence, he was always so composed, she didn't understand why he'd resorted to it now. "Hey, you okay to move around?" He asked as he looked up. Too shocked to speak she nodded quickly. Without hesitation he quickly scooped her up into his arms and started towards the door. Her heart flitted to her mouth as she realised the he was carrying her, he had spoken to her. They were already out into the brightly lit corridor as doctors came running, she felt his lean arms tighten under her waist as he ducked through a fire door exit. She could feel the pounding of his feet against the concrete stairs as he carried her all the way to the ground floor. This only occured in dramas yet she knew that this was real, that she was in his arms.

"Hang on, we gotta find some place to talk," He muttered softly as they made it out into the open, it was the stairwell outside of the hospital. There he pressed himself against the corner, holding her tightly against his chest as doctors pushed open the door and ran down the stairs, past them. Gently he set her down against the wall and crouched down low, a serious expression on his face. She didn't know what to say, she felt embarassed, useless, scared even. As if noticing her discomfort looked into her eyes and placed a hand on her shoulder. She looked down at the hand, yet again, he was touching her. Awkwardly, he snatched his hand back and straightened. "Look, Sienna, before you say anything, I just wanted to apologize" He pleaded. It was shocking, seeing him lose his composure like that, he was never like this, not even when they were friends. His green eyes were staring at her, almost as if he meant to memorise her face, it was different and it made her feel as though her heart was clenched up tightly. His arms were suddenly around her, clutching her tightly against him as he placed a hand on her head, "I'm sorry, I never wanted to hurt you, I was selfish, I thought that if I left you alone you'd be okay."

Suddenly she could hear the rush of waves in her ears, it seemed as though his words were a incomprehensible blur. He hadn't wanted to leave her. That possibility had rendered her into her speechless. She couldn't think, she didn't know if she was breathing or not, all she could feel was the warmth of his arms around her. It seemed wierd to admit this but it was true. She didn't understand everything but it was okay. Her heart didn't hurt anymore, she no longer felt as though she missed him because the truth was, he was close, very close by.

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So today was an all bludge day :) so we took many many photos, including very retarded ones but annnnnyways yeah kay bye! just warning you, there is a few creepy photos that may make you blind ;) not my problem haha we decided to make retarded faces

its jason!

i look like a pedo :L

jen w/ her "pedo" orange & richie

yo, we're the coolest jap class (H)

yeah :D we can eat bread in class too

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APPLE PIE RECIPE

Ingredients (serves 8)
1 3/4 cups (260g) plain flour
1/2 cup (75g) self-raising flour
185g unsalted butter, chilled, cut into small pieces
1/3 cup (75g) caster sugar
2 eggs
1 tbs milk
Demerara or caster sugar, to sprinkle
Filling
8 large Granny Smith apples
Juice of 1 lemon
45g unsalted butter
1/2 cup (110g) caster sugar
1 tsp ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp ground cloves

Method
Sift flours and a pinch of salt into a large mixing bowl. Add butter and rub lightly into flour with your fingertips. Lift mixture high above the bowl as you rub, to incorporate air into the pastry and make it lighter. Continue until mixture resembles fine breadcrumbs, then stir through sugar. Lightly beat 1 egg with 1 tablespoon chilled water, then drizzle over flour mixture. Start to bring the dough together by cutting the liquid into the dough with a blunt knife, then form into a smooth ball with your hands, adding a little more water if necessary. Divide dough into two pieces, one slightly larger than the other. Wrap in plastic wrap, and chill for 30 minutes.

To make the filling, peel and core the apples, and cut each into 8 pieces. Toss immediately with lemon juice in a large bowl, to prevent apples from discolouring. Place the butter and sugar in a large frypan over medium-low heat. When butter has melted, add apples and spices, then stir to coat. Cook, stirring occasionally, for 10 minutes or until apples have softened. Set aside to cool.

Roll out the larger pastry ball on a floured workbench to a 30cm circle (about 2mm thick). Roll pastry around rolling pin, then unroll over a 22cm metal pie dish. Gently press into corners and allow excess to overhang. Place filling in base with a slotted spoon. Roll the small pastry piece to a 25cm circle. Beat remaining egg with milk, brushing some on rim of the base. Top with small pastry.

Lift the pie dish and cut excess pastry from edges with a sharp knife. Crimp edges of pastry together with your fingers. Chill for 30 minutes. Preheat oven to 180°C, place pie dish on a baking tray. Brush top of pie with more beaten egg, sprinkle with demerara or caster sugar. Cut four small air vents in the centre of the pie and bake for 45 minutes or until golden brown.

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FOR SALE

ipod nano (3rd generation) second hand

price: to $55 negotiable

appearance: portable silver metallic ipod, minor scratches

screen: good condition, new and shiny

dimensions: 7cm by 4.5cm width

comes with a matching silver grey silicone case

if you or anyone you know might be interested, please let me know :) leave a message on my cbox, facebook or uh email i guess, however you'll probably have to be in my school or at least i have to be able to meet up with you to give you the ipod :D Anyways, below is the picture of the first paper flower i ever made

wrapped it in cellophane paper ~ anyways i'm so glad my english oral wasn't today or else i would've been screwed :S but i think i still am since its tommorrow ;o ANYWAYS , today jennifer splashed like water with prawn shells in it on curtis cause he tried to splash us with water lmao, credits to cindy's prawn shells .__. but yeah very interesting

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I stared at her ocean blue eyes, they were puzzled as she stared at me. A million things were probably running through her mind right now, why i was here, how dare i come. But i didn't care, i could see that she was alive, that was all that mattered. Glancing around the room, i noticed that several guys from our school were here, Dan, Jack, Matt etc. Since when did they start caring about Sienna? Guilt unfurled in my chest as i realised that I was jealous. I had no right to be, she wasn't mine, but I was. I hated the feeling, the bitter taste in my mouth, the urge to snatch her up all to myself and protect her.

I opened my mouth to tell them to go away, but instead to my mortification, I called her name. "Sienna," I said, then realising what i'd done, i looked down. Clenching my fists at my side, I forced myself to look back up, how weird it'd be if I just called her and walked away. Even I wasn't that weird. Her blossom pink lips parted, it was barely a whisper but I could see that she had mouthed my name. It was hard to describe the feeling that filled my heart just then, no matter how much i tried to deny it, I cared about this girl. She'd said my name, I could feel my heart rate speeding up as I tried fruitlessly to remain composed. I walked a little closer to the little hospital bed, watching her slender face look up at me. "I..I was just making sure you were alright," I muttered, looking away. After a few seconds of silence I noticed a sudden movement out of the corner of my eyes. A hand smashed against the side of my head, "How dare you make her cry, how dare you turn up here!" A voice cried in outrage. It was Dan. I stood there, looking away as I let the stinging subside from my head, I deserved it for treating her so badly before. I assumed he was addressing the fact that i had probably made her shed tears for me two years ago but as i turned, I noticed with concern that droplets of tears were sliding down her pale cheeks. Swallowing hard I stood beside the bed, not knowing what to say, somehow, everything I did hurt her. I hated myself for it. Maybe it was best that I left now, turning away quickly, I took a step towards the door.

Suddenly, I heard a voice that made my heart leap, "Jace, I mean, Jonathan, wait-", the voice broke off. It was her, it was Sienna's voice.

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Yes! i just got notified that i'll have a ad from ferrero rocher for nuffnang 8) hopefully it'll last a while (thats if there are enough readers lol) but yeah $$! okay i'm so asian :L anyways chinese school was alright i guess, did our test which i probably failed lol, i swear i didn't even know what i was doing the past few weeks, mostly talking to janice lmao haha , talking to coco (katie's sister) is so funny sometimes!

coco: dude, Jayjay's had a massive sale, like i bought a pair of jeans for $40 dollars
me: omg , i can't breathhh -thinks to self, thats not a sale-
coco: why can't you breath?
me&janice: omg lol -facepalm-

well idno how to explain but it was pretty funny at the time :L anyways came home, had noodles and then i went to work. I stuffed up so much today ): came to work nervous again, i swear i feel like a newbie every shift lol and i was so scared i screwed up heaps and i think i pissed this customer off alot ;o but got a bit better near the end as i became a little less nervous! Maccas makes me happy for some reason :D

so tired ~ been waking up at 6:30am every day of the week ;o lol i know it's not that early for you unlocal people out there (which i used to be) but anyyyyways~

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She didn't know whether or not it was real, but right now the sight in front of her made her heart lurch. Giggling girls surrounded Jace, they were playing with his bronze hair and touching his arm. A wave of jealousy flooded her, she didn't care if this was real or not, the important thing was, they were touching him. Her heart dropped like a rock and a bad taste formed in her mouth, she couldn't do anything about it. Suddenly the image in front of her wavered, something was happening, somehow she could smell fragrance, but it didn't seem to be from where she was. Gradually a muddle of voices was heard and faces of anxious people swam into her view as she opened her eyes. Slowly, her eyes adjusted to warm sunlight which flooded through the window of a stark white room. Suddenly, it all came back to her, the glass, the blood, hospital.

To her surprise, six or so guys were croweded in the small room. Five bouquets rested on the bedside table, so that was the fragrance she thought. "You alright Sienna? I was so worried about you!" a voice said. The speaker was a boy with narrow features and black eyes which were framed with long lashes. It was Dan. Gradually it dawned on her that the six visitors were all guys from her school. That was odd. Suddenly, her heart jumped into her mouth. A familiar figure leaned silently against the wall, looking out the window, deep in thought. She could see the side of his face, the prominent cheekbones, the bronze skin, the perfect shape of his arms. It looked like Jace. He looked amazing, the sunlight illuminated his face, right then and there, he looked like an angel. Words couldn't describe how she saw this boy at the moment, he was...perfect, he was Jace. But it couldn't be him she frowned, why would he bother to visit? He hated her, she was from a poor family, he was rich. Forgetting the rest of the people in the room who were all talking at once, she tried to sit up. She had to prove to herself that it wasn't Jace. She had to stop having these stupid hopes.

As if noticing her movement, the boy turned around, his eyes a mesmerising deep green. They stared intensely at her and it made her heart pound. The boy opened his mouth, "Sienna."

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i love my little olen :D!

Hi guys! I'd like to say i didn't blog cause i was too busy which was partly true but i've also been a bit slack .__. well i can pretty much say i won't get many A's this semester but i promise i will work hard next year! :) -wishes self goodluck for grade 11- lmao okay anyways

Despite the gloomy weather/day today I'm pretty happy now for some reason cause i just finished my shift at maccas! i've started serving front counter, sorta getting the hang of it, just need to stop saying random words by accident lmao. Saw katy and tina (grd 9) ordering today haha so embarrassing! lol but yeah ~ i did the most embarrassing thing today to this customer ;o

penny: okay so would that be take in or eat away today?
customer: .___.
penny: wait woops i mean eat in or take away

oh mannnn T_T lol haha at least um i'm improving my sense of having no shame -shiftyeyes- yeahhhhh :D Year twelves are graduation tommorrow D: nooooo! actually the prospect of becoming a grade 11 next year scares me, in like two year i'll be in uni, thats really creepy .__. i am worried :L holidays soooooooooooooooon! Today my english teacher pms'ed at the whole class, so scary ;o he was like fully yelling for no reason , okay for a reason but not that serious riiight? D: poor benson got yelled at cause he was arranging his assignment to hand in. okay i'll continue the story then jen since you want me to but its pretty crap , gtg do jap hw now :L Saw joona, camille, tina, katy &karen after work today :L i was eating maccas for dinner lmao

p.s you should cheer up :D whatever is bothering you

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"What's up with you Jace?" Carmen pouted as she followed sulkily after me. Forcing myself to brush away my urge to swear at her I turned around and said icily, "don't call me Jace, no one does anymore." I walked foward, heading for my period 3 class which i noticed was different from Sienna's. I couldn't brush thoughts of her from my mind as i walked thoughtfully into the classroom. To my utter disgust and shock, Carmen suddenly flung both arms around my neck and buried her face into my shoulder, enveloping me in her overly sweet perfume. I was too shocked to react for a few seconds as my classmates gawked at me. Quickly I shook her off, "What do you want Carmen, stop touching me''. She stood back and crossed her arms, as she flung her wavy brown her over her shoulder. "Look here Jacey, i can call you whatever i want and you might as get over that poor uneducated girl that you've been pining over for 2 years." she said, "You know perfectly well what i can tell my daddy to do if you don't start acknowledging your love for me."

I curled my fists tightly by my side as white hot anger flowed through me, why couldn't she just get over her spoilt self and move on? Just cause my parents had decided she was rich and talented enough to be my partner doesn't me I wanted her to be. I raised my arms to shove her away, only to be interrupted by her again. "By the way, just to let you know, since i'm such a kind thoughtful girl, your little Sienna is unconscious in Northwood hospital right now." Carmen said as a matter of factly, looking at her manicured nails.

It took a few seconds for the message to sink in and suddenly every fibre of my being was alert, blood pulsed strongly in my veins as I took in the fact that Sienna, my Sienna had been hurt. How could this happen? I , I tried so hard to protect her secretly all the time. I made sure no one bullied her, I made sure my parents didn't send anyone to harass her, yet how could this happen? I forced my legs to move as I shoved Carmen roughly out of the way, bolting out of the classroom and into the corridor. I could feel my heart pounding hard inside my chest, sweat poured down my forehead as I ran towards the hospital, not caring that I was leaving school grounds with no permission. My lungs were threatening to burst as I rasped out a breath after another, sprinting to the hospital. Finally the formidable white building came into view.

Out of breath, I stumbled my way inside as the icy air con instantly cooled the sweat on my face. Calming myself, I walked up the front counter, the kind looking old lady with red spectacles looked up at me, smiling. "Are you another one of those boys who is visiting Sienna Shaw? She's in room 509 on level 4 by the way, just in case." the old woman said. I muttered a thanks before dashing for the stairs, pondering to myself what the lady was talking about when she mentioned the boys. Skipping two steps at a time, I finally arrived on the right level, panting, I walked briskly towards room 509. Suddenly a feeling of nervousness stuck me, my hands felt clammy, I didn't know what i was doing here. She wouldn't want to see me, what would I say anyway? But forcing myself to take a deep breath, i turned the knob and stepped inside.

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