Things change, not everything stays the same
I am lacking motivation to do anything productive whatsover, thats not very encouraging since i'm still only in grade eleven and if i continue like this i'm probably screwed for senior ): School seems physically and mentally draining these days and i'm pretty much spacing out in class, feel so guilty - -" i probably have like 2 chapters of math to catch up on, everything in phy&chem and um well i'm really convinced i'm gonna get a B for english this time and um yeah 2 chapters of math C too. Sucks to be me aye ? haha okay i'm just lazy.
Today cindy told me to wait near the carpark on lower campus near L block so her mum could give me fish LOL. I was expecting some big as fish wrapped in newspaper but thank goodness it was just those in a packet ( haha i just didn't want to lug a big fish up all those stairs to my house ) Proof of my laziness yeah? But thanks for the fish cindy ;)
Just reflecting on a situation and perhaps it is a partial explanation to some things occuring at the moment, not trying to annoy or offend anyone but just a view on things that some may not have known about. If you don't know what i'm talking about/ don't want to get offended don't read on.
Once there was a young girl who hung out with all her 'best friends forever' but things change and not a long time after that something happened to set the girl apart from her friends, a misunderstanding. The few friends she hung out with began to ignore her and act as though she wasn't there so she eventually she got up and left . It was that feeling of hurt, betrayal, guilt and perhaps misunderstanding that she began to talk to other people about the situation. Perhaps her actions and feelings were not entirely perfect at that time but emotions can spur anyone to seek comfort. The group of friends, after hearing a few things did a few spiteful actions and claimed they hated the girl. However, out of all the people the girl talked to, there was one person who was willing to defend the girl, that person stood up for her, knowing that she would probably be hated by the girl's old group of friends.
Its not attatchment to this day but appreciation and probably friendship that has kept the girl from walking away from someone who actually stood up for her.
Not trying to make the 'old group of friends' seem like bad guys, nobody is perfect and we have to learn to accept that. There is two sides to every story, one that some may not know about.
Well thats enough of my comtemplations today haha, probably just in a reflective mood i get sometimes before going to sleep. Actually i have a feeling i won't be sleeping much tonight since i slept from the minute i got home till like dinner cause i was so tired&had a headache. Noooo work tommorrow T_T
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