I was going to blog properly today but i'm not in the mood anymore. Kinda disgusted with myself atm as i managed to fail all my block exams so far ( in my opinion) & i'm most definitely going to fail chemistry tommorrow. I always try to convince myself its not my fault which is pretty pathetic. I've been telling myself that it'd 'somehow' be okay. Argh really need so determination at the moment, if i keep this up i'll probably end up with a OP25. Despite the fact that i was sick for block exams i still should've studied harder, i'm too dependant on others - -" just complaining and sitting there doing nothingg argh and i've probably written something like this before too yet i haven't changed. Kay pity story over ~