a habit of remnicising the past~


Hello guys :) long time no see~

Well basically school life is just the usual, slightly stressful, boring, tiring, depressing all at the same time haha perhaps its the view of a cynical person like me but yeah. Today someone told me some stuff that happened and really it makes me so annoyed that there are still immature people out there who prey on others for no valid reason but jealousy. Okay hypocrite here yes i'm a jealous person but really? Are the actions of those people really justifiable? Okay i'm probably making no sense since i bet none of you know what i'm talking about ( well hopefully anyway) but yeah. If they want to act on their jealousy with such immature actions maybe they should go back to preschool - -"

btw, the other day it was hardout raining and it was all dark and everything and suddenly the sun comes out and shines at the same time ._. this is like 4pm in the arvo by the way haha. The photo doesn't quite capture the weirdness of it but yeah lol.

It's not anything aimed at me but it does concern one of my close friends so i obviously i would also feel strongly about this but yeah. They'd better stop it, or at least try grow up i hope. Haha i bet i sound scary right? Well thats CORRECT :D be scared people cause um i'm not actually as 'small' and 'innocent' and 'passive' as you may presume ;) hohohoho. Man i sound like such a retard talking to myself right?? I guess it's out of desperation to talk about something other than schoolwork LOL sad life. We were sitting in a circle at lunch time talking about this 'matter' before i went on this random rant about how insignificant their actions were before one of my other friends went like: 'this i our A+ student, penny' LOL. Haha my attempt at comforting someone and reasoning out the person at fault totes does not fill the A+ in english category <_< But yeah for some reason we all laughed @@ i think we've been thinking about school work for too long, it's roasted our brainn EHEHEHEHE yeah <---- result of my craziness.

Hmm, the rest of the day went like a haze, went to a meeting for the japanese traditional dance thing on the school's 90th anniversary but yeah. I'm beginning to regret signing up, the dance is so embarassing cause yeahh ._. its unusual and i guess half of us can't even dance so yeah , PLEASE DON'T COME AND WATCH PLEASEE. Okay i just realised that you guys probably will just for the sake of it but yeah please don't D: I was fully sore from badminton training yesterday ;o i'm so unfit LOL. Spent the day feeling sore and tired ( i felt dead in math B for no reason, i think it might be the stuffy air but yeah). Wow i'm typing so much today haha.

Came home, made crepes and randomly melted chocolate and put it on top as well as cream ( since it was about to be overdue and i bought it with my own money and therefore didn't want to waste it rofl). Brother was sick at home again <_< so lucky. He always gets a fever on school days without the side effects of a cold and somehow i always get sick near exams, not a fever that'll stop me from going to school either but one of those that make you feel like crap -sigh- haha. So many random topics i'm cramming into these paragraphs haha if you're still reading, i'm very amazed but i'm pretty sure it's probably out of mild curiosity? Go on, skim the rest :D you're almost at the end haha. Okay i just wasted another 15 seconds of your life, probably 5 if you read fast but yeah LOL.