HELLO~~LONG TIME NO SEE

haha aren't you in sydney?

YES.I AM

DO U NOT LIKE ME?

huh??

i just asked if you were in sydney?

BECAUSE U TELL ME BEFORE

when?

ONE MONTH AGO

o_o no?

I SAND MASSAGE TO U

U TOLD ME

the last time you contacted me was when you called me and I was sleeping. So my mum picked up the phone and invited you to dinner

and I texted you saying that we were busy on that day so probably next time o_o

YES. I KNOW

BEFORE THAT TIME

我為什麼會討厭你？ 你又沒對我做什麼
(why would i hate you? you didn't do anything to me)

之前我傳訊給你
(Before when I texted you)

問你好嗎
(I asked how you were)

你就傳不要再傳訊給你ㄌ
(you sent me 'don't text me anymore')

部隊

不對
(right?)

我想起來ㄌ
(I remember now)

他說他是你男朋友
(he said he was your boyfriend)

他叫我不要打擾你
(he told me not to call you anymore)

我說你只是我的英文小老師
(I said you were only my little english teacher)

所以就不在感打擾你了
(So i was too scared to bother you)

但我真的滿喜歡你的~~想真心跟你當朋友
(But I really do like you quite a bit, I truly want to be your friend)

只是不曉得會這樣
(Just didn't know it'd be like this)

喔～～ ：Ｏ 不過那有不代表我討厭你， 不要誤會啦

又＊
(oh~~ :o but that doesn't mean I hate you, don't get it wrong) 

但這樣我們怎麼當朋友
(But then how do we be friends)

我在BRISBANE本來想跟你保持聯絡
(When i was in brisbane, I had wanted to keep in contact)

也要問妳問題
(and to ask you questions [english])

但害我都不敢打給你~~跟你聯絡ㄌ
(But [that text from your boyfriend] made me too scared to call you~~ to contact you) 

因為我也不想讓妳男朋友對你生氣
(because I don't want your boyfriend to be angry at you) 

對不起
(Sorry)

為啥說對不起阿
(Why do you say sorry)

是我抱歉拉
(I should be the one apologising) 

認識你真得很開心~~也是緣粉
(I'm happy I got to know you and it was fate)

在那樣的巧遇
(In that situation) 

：）

現在可以打給你嗎??
(Can i call you right now??)

我爸爸把我手機沒收了 ：‘）
(my dad confiscated my phone [he didn't really]) 

為何
(why)

那你現在是用電腦嗎
(So you're using computer right now)

那可以開視訊嗎
(can you open video chat)

恩 我手機本來就不能上網
(my phone wasn't able to access the internet anyways) 

恩
(yeah)

你有使用YAHOO~~或 MSN嗎
(Do you use yahoo or msn?) 

沒有，現在因為功課忙，沒時間
(no, [ i actually do] i'm busy with homework right now so i don't have time) 

恩恩
(ok ok ) 

加油
(do your best)

你們可能覺得 在澳洲學校因該很輕鬆的
(you guys probably think that school in australia is more chill) 

沒有阿
(nah)

我從來部會覺得哪裡輕鬆
(I never thought it'd be chill at all)

因為都有要加油得一面
(because there is always something you have to work hard for) 

因為我明年要進大學所以 成績要好ㄧ點

：）(because i'm going to university next year so i need to get better results) 

恩恩
(ok ok ) 

我可以問你一個問題嗎
(can i ask you a question?) 

你那個男朋友是男生還女生
(That boyfriend of yours, is it a boy or girl?) 

???? O_O

我又不是同性戀
(i'm not lesbian) 

呵呵~~我感覺她像女生
(ahh ~~ i feel she is like a girl) 

你手機被沒收也是因為太常講電話嗎
(Did your phone get confiscated because you talked too much on the phone?) 

恩 ：’）(yeah) 

呵呵 (ah)

我老爸說我花太多時間再打簡訊
(my dad said i spend to much time texting) 

那我們一樣是朋友嗎 ~~甚至是好朋友嗎
(so are we still friends~ even good friends?) 

你還是一職都是我英文小老師嗎
(are you still my little english teacher?) 

朋友又不是每一天聯絡才叫朋友，你只要不
(You don't have to contact each other everyday to be friends) 

覺得沒辦法能跟另ㄧ方相處，當然還是可以當朋友～
(as long as you don't think you can't interact with the other person, then of course you're friends [i was trying to be vague here]) 

我ＯＫ阿
(i'm fine with it) 

那我不管其他人講什麼囉
(Then i don't care what other people say)

我只問你
(I just ask you)

你給我的答案才是我想要的
(the answer you gave me was what I wanted)

恩
(yeah)

恩恩～那跟你聯絡就只有ＦＢ囉
(ok then when I talk with you, i'll use Facebook)

不過我下禮拜要考試所以可能有一段時間沒辦法上線
(But I have tests next week so I won't able to go online for a while) 

喔喔～～那你加油
(ohhh ~~ do your best)

祝你ＡＬＬＰＡＳＳ
(hope you all pass)

謝拉 ：） 祝你再ＳＹＤＮＥＹ玩得開心
(thanks, hope you have fun in sydney)

我是工作不是玩
(i'm working, not having fun)

賺錢錢
(earning money)

你還欠我一個約會喔
(you still owe me a date)

你還願意嗎？？
(are you still willing??)

我男朋友可能會反對，我上次就問過他了
(my boyfriend would be against it, i already asked him last time) [ahem what bf)

我說了
( i already said it)

現在我都不管誰說得
(Now i don't care who says it)

我只想聽你得答案
(I just want your answer)

因為這是我跟你交朋友
(because this is me being friends with you) 

之後回台灣~~會不會見面就更難說了
(after i return to taiwan~ whether we will meet again is even harder to say) 

我之前錯了~~只看到他傳的
(I was wrong before~~ Just seeing what he [ your boyfriend] texted)

應該問你
(i should ask)

所以現在我只想問你~也聽你心裡的答案
(so now i just want to ask you~ and here the answer from your heart) 

阿 我想到了，那下次我帶他和我的ㄧ些朋友來跟你認識 ：）
(ah I know, how about next time I bring my boyfriend and some friends for you to meet)

OK阿
(okay)

不過我比較想跟你單獨約會~~只屬於我們得約會~~呵呵
(but i still want to go on a date with you alone~ This date belongs to us) 

你不是想
(didn't you want to)
在澳洲多交點朋友嗎？這樣他也不會生氣 ：）
(meet new friends in australia? also then my boyfriend won't get angry)

恩恩~~
(yeah)

但是希望這是屬於我們得秘密
(but i want this to be our secret)

我們得約會~~
(our date)

帶回台灣
(i'll bring it back to taiwan [memories])

hmmmm 我爸媽說
([after much contemplation] hmmm my mum and dad said) 

這樣不太好因為我有男朋友，所以他們要我
(this isn't good because I have a boyfriend so they want me to)

帶他和ㄧ些朋友去
(bring him and some friends)


and he didn't reply after that phewww. I feel mean but I don't know what to do, i don't want to keep giving him the wrong idea :s I'm just so chicken and scared of he will think badly of me (because i have this fear of getting judged -_-) and so yeah. Omg biggest personality flaw ever.