Tomorrow I have an interview for medical imaging assistant along with the other students who went to the same clinical site as me. Well luckily most of us are already good friends so no hard feelings. Still, I can't quite motivate myself to prepare for it because deep down inside, I feel like I already won't get the job. I've never felt like this before and it scares me that I have already given up before it has begun. Partially because I made so many errors, mistakes and blunders throughout my clinical placement and they saw me at my worst. 

I feel a deep feeling of disappointment and resignation. I know logically I should be doing my best to maximise my chances but I can't seem to muster up even a shred of confidence.