Tomorrow I have an interview for medical imaging assistant along with the other students who went to the same clinical site as me. Well luckily most of us are already good friends so no hard feelings. Still, I can't quite motivate myself to prepare for it because deep down inside, I feel like I already won't get the job. I've never felt like this before and it scares me that I have already given up before it has begun. Partially because I made so many errors, mistakes and blunders throughout my clinical placement and they saw me at my worst. 

I feel a deep feeling of disappointment and resignation. I know logically I should be doing my best to maximise my chances but I can't seem to muster up even a shred of confidence. 

My computer decided to die on me yesterday so all the hard work I did on my computer was not accessible. I had to write up a whole new copy to hand in today and just as I submitted, I went to test my computer and it turns on. Gotta love my luck. 

Oh well. I can't wait till I get the last few tasks over and done with and Yippee!! I only have to focus on uni. Hopefully :) 

 It arrived faster than I thought! Gotta love ebay :3 

 The palette is a Japanese brand called Kate. I think the colours suit asians much better. 

 The brush is pretty good quality too, I'm no expert but still. Have yet to perfect the art of drawing fake eyebrows though. Tam and Pk are always so excited to see me with eyebrows HAHAHAHA. Uni officially started this monday for us. Can I just say that I really don't see the point of paying so much for our tuition? The lecturers pretty much read off slides and its so boring that I struggle to stay awake. 

Or sometimes…. we end up going to eat food instead of attending our lectures. 

Us loving our noggi and passion bingsoo! 

Today I wagged another lecture and stayed at home to write my reflective journal (an assignment). Man, I've gotta stop skipping lectures, its only the first week. It's okay, i shall get my crap together next week when I get most of my tasks over and done with. This year I aim to stop relying so much on my friends and to try help them instead :) 

Anyhow, after a few hours of on and off productiveness, I went to a cafe called The burrow in West End to meet up with Jennifer. I just missed the lunch menu so I had to order pizza. I really like the presentation of the food there :) They have curly fries as well, which taste amazing. I caved and bought some….. but made jen eat some with me so I wouldn't feel as bad. Ended up taking half home for my brother. 

 Still, I walked from West end back to cultural centre and took the bus to QUT kelvin grove instead of my usual faster route so I could exercise more and burn off all that oil. Yes, I have officially started plan fitness. Well, kind of anyway. 

Went to nandos the other day and opted for a salad (+ chicken breast). Still ended up scabbing a few bites of my brother's chicken though. I love food too much!! 

 Gotta get a bikini bod like Victoria ;) Haha jokes jokes. Anyway, hope you guys have a good night. 

Hello guys! I am blogging earlier than anticipated because I am so over writing my assignment. Hope you've all been well.  

Last saturday, I went to the gold coast again for a relaxing day of swimming and eating with the usual crew (my uni friends of course)! I finished clinical placement last friday so it was amazing to relax at the beach. The morning started off with a bit of a hitch - a few of us missed the train so we ended up arriving at the Gold coast one hour later. Of course, we headed straight for the food! 

 Pk looking Chic and cool as per usual. 

 I bought a spanish Iced latte and was ammused to find a icecube shaped like a empty glass so I put some of the coffee in it. 

We hit the beach after that, where I got tackled by Victoria and Tam into the water and smothered with sand. We then proceeded to do the exact same thing to Justin and Pk. 

 It is ok, they are still alive. 

 This picture describes the relationships between the members of our group hahaha. 

 Sexay ladiesssss ;) 

 Chilling at the back of the bus because we're cool like that :) 

I think the amount of things I have to do are finally starting to die down and I can finally have some 'me' time. Thank goodness, I thought I was going to go insane. 

I shall blog soon I promise, maybe after I had in my assignment next monday or something. I feel like buying everything I see these days. Like shoes, bags, swimwear, whatever. Ahem. But I convince myself not to. I am master of saving money. Except when it comes to food. 

Kind of had a fat day today…family went to nandos for dinner and I ordered a salad with grilled chicken on it in an attempt to stay healthy but ended up scabbing a few fries from my brother and a bite of his chicken. Then…. we went to Woolies and my brother bought grape flavoured mentos and skittles so…………..

Sad. Life.