As you guys have probably seen, Japanese students from bshs's sister school has come over (: man , i love their uniform, its so cute ! well anyways , since i've decided to host a student, i'm in charge of looking after her for the next 10 days or so :D it was pretty awkward at first since like she didn't know much english, and my jap really sucks ( since i literally forgot everything i learnt over the holidays, even basic sentences lmao ) and yeah, so most of the time it was just awkward silence. There was also the fact that we have different hobbies, like she loves sport and i'm just alright with it , but its all good (Y) cause um i'm very sociable -shiftyeyes-

To be honest, i've just been asking her like 20+ questions a day to start a conversation, but its starting to get a bit less awkward, learnt what food she doesn't like, japanese culture & like her routine and all =D Thanks to sunny who helped me look after her these two days, i would've died if you didn't lmao that sounds so corny -,- but its just a figure of speech. Hopefully i can learn how to not be 'creepily quiet' around strangers lol @: oh, and thanks to jennifer for talking to the homestay with me too , i'm sorry i told them you were lesbian lmao , i was kidding haha =D but since you seem so obsessed with "..." haha, thanks for holding my laptop for me in the locker too (:

credits to yee sum, my awesome friend who took this photo with my camera @ atheltics carnival

haha ronja's homestay student has a bf ;) she was asking me if i had one, i'm like "no lol" then i'm like so... do you have one? -winks- and she said she did :O lol interesting. Today was fun, and normal and better unlike the 2/3 days ago so yeah. I had badminton afterschool, thanks sunny for holding my violin too&albert for just reminding me i had a instrument afterschool lol. Badminton was fun today, despite being tired i can actually do a few power shots now and apparently me&sunny look 'scary&pro' which we're not haha cause yeahh its our turn to scare beginners, well not really since its just the act, but i'm actually pretty crap lol but ya know, better than being killed by my friends in badminton rallies for 'warm up' lol. Kinda went really a bit high in the afternoon since today was a pretty good day :L

i should post about my friends one day (:

最近、君は私に大切になった。なんで？

;) lmao at this one

Sunny: argh I’m so bored T_T I want kevin’s touch.
Me&Elaine: -looks at each other- LMAO you want his TOUCH?
Sunny: what? Oh, you guys are so sick! I meant his itouch
Everyone: lol

We knocked over so many softdrinks but since we were such good asian children we put all our rubbish in a bag , well tried to anyways haha, talked to cindy too & watched people doing rude fingers with enlo’s stitch glove thing haha. Oh and everyone started gatsby’ing my brothers hair, pretty epic looking. Bussed back to southbank with sunny,Kevin, kaido, Richie, yee sum& yang and my brother and others ( maybe) . Left to go jap tutor, turns out it really was her on the newspaper lol. Got home, here I am. Jap homestay coming tomorrow, I’m so nervous ._. what if she gets bored or gets creeped out ? oh well stuff it haha , I still need to do English&legal homework T_T

got the school magazine (:

my japanese homestay is coming this thursday, i'm kinda nervous, actually thats a understatement but yeah, hopefully she has fun staying with us.
我很害怕改變
So, who'd going to the athletics carnival tommorrow? You guys should all go and um have fun , wow i sound so like a advertising optimistic salesperson haha :L well yeah i should do my jap tutor homework soon or i'll literally get owned by my temporary japanese tutor T_T i think i'm failing at jap, often have like brain freezes and literally forget so many things. I should start studying ;O if i can force myself too like every other normal person haha.

yeah, don't ask me for the password if you know i probably won't tell you (: thanks cause yeah just make things weird.

elaine: thank goodness jennifer had stockings on

penny: yeah, so all you see is black (:

everyone: lmao

and so yeah we couldn't stop laughing, so jennifer wanted to 'show' me that the top of her stockings was actually skin coloured .__. haha jennifer

i wrapped the gift i was gonna give my homestay today & yes i know its bad quality photo cause i'm lazy and took it with my phone :D my mum helped me with the wrapping & i'm still too lazy to even rotate the photo so stfu :D
my elbow is annoying me again - ,- can't even lean on the desk . oh wells i have nothing to say. I've been spending my day walking around listless, eating random bits of food and worrying about whether my japanese homestay will be disappointed that i'm not australian lol. Yeah, my homestay student will be coming this thursday :O i hope she has fun and that i can learn to socialise with her cause i'm actually really bad at making friends .__. you guys can help me talk to her ^^ well thats if anyone is reading.
My dad is in a pmsing mood these few days cause he's busy -sigh- but amazingly he let me on the net. well i'm going on fb now :L bye

p.s happy birthday to sarah (:

So today i had chinese school, it was boring as per usual and i swear our teacher is so biased towards little kids ._. she gives them all A+ for like their writing and the rest of the highschoolers get A- argh oh wells its just mando hahaha.

Well in the afternoon sunny's family came over for sport and i played badminton with her sister cause sunny was still at orchestra and later she came and we were kinda annoyed at our brothers so we walked to another court. Stupidly when i walked out the gate i tripped over this wire net on the undergrowth and now i've got this bloody elbow -,- well its not that serious so bleh :L just annoying cause i got so blood on my shirt sleeve ai ya.

Oh my bestfriend elaine is so lame she texted me last night telling me she couldn't come to my event just for the sake of fun ._. lmao weird cavedog :L

anywaysgtgbye(:

yay, adam made it into grand finals for masterchef!(:

good evening (:
haha i have no life,telling you guys every single update in masterchef haha well anyways today i had to force myself to crawl up in the morning cause i was so tired ._. due to the fact that i was reading this book till midnight yesterday and neglecting my homework, what am i gonna do when i get to senior?


i had legal first up, friggen boring as usual while mr smeltzer paced around, pcl was alright, talked with sally, felt better (: and then i had english, we finished watching romeo and juliet, all the girls in my class were screaming at the screen when romeo didn't get the message telling him juliet wasn't really dead and then he killed himself so everyone started yelling lmao very interesting haha justine cried aw , i think i'm a insensitive little girl haha cause i never cry in movies. LOL


break time was spent watching um jennifer do this weird dance and people looking at us weirdly haha and natalie asked me which flavour of lollies i wanted ( cause she's getting some for me ) :D thanks nat! well anyways, saw febe go to joona's group to um have a word with richie cause of some things lol and she dragged me & sunny with her but we ran away 8] biology was alright, examining cells again under microscope which we did last year, and benson drew this ahem shaped cell in my book cause apparently its what the elodea looked like, well whatever its called ( CAN'T REMEMBER)


got forced out by my dad to 'exercise so i can grow tall' T^T kicked out of my own house ai ya lol oh well yeah. thats it for today.oh btw apparently we're learning reproductive cells in bio and mrs walsh thinks we've learnt it already in grade 9 but we haven't and she told us to grow up and stop laughing lmao hahaha

hello readers(:



today i was playing with a drawing tablet which my dad bought a while ago, he use to sell these tablets so he still has some spare and apparently i should sell them to my friends lol. They can be 20-30 dollars each but they're not like really pretty or like the best thing on earth or anything but yeah :D besides doing that i was puzzling over corel painter since my photoshop and dreamweaver don't work on the laptop -sighs- does anyone know why? Well to those people on the laptop program, do your adobe brand stuff work? cause mines won't open .__.



today wasn't the best day, and i'm still sick -,- since when do i get sick huh? well anyway i was just thinking today and i wondered if i actually belonged to a church since i sometimes don't / can't go to my youth group which elaine introduced me to .__. but yeahh. Well hope my japanese teacher recovers from having a baby soon so i can start learning jap again , i don't feel like i've learnt anything over the few weeks. Haha my dad just said he wants to watch one litre of tears again lmao. According to him when he drinks beer he gets 'emotional' pffft :L haha he claims he's a very emotional and handsome dude who can cook ahahaha.



we were learning about this poem about mothers in chinese school, my parents said if i didn't feel touched by it i wasn't very mature -_- oh man you probably dont' know what i'm on about , sorry for wasting your life people.

I was gonna upload this picture which elaine's parents took of me with their pro camera, it made me look normal .___. wow well actually even better than real life lmao and i didn't even realise they were taking it since 3/4 i look stoned in photos :L but oh well my net is down, and i'm kinda scabbing off people next door's internet i think ._. according to my dad who attatched this weird thing okay goodbye. i sound like a freak.

yee sum : what would you do without me?

penny: uhhh i dno? how do you normally reply
to these kinda questions?

yee sum: well no one has ever asked me so
yeahhh :D

penny: yee sum, what would you do without me?

yay adam made it into final week in masterchef (: but alvin is on elimination ;o nooo! hope he doesn't get eliminated. Feel sorry for jimmy though, he was really happy about his dish and all hopeful but then the judges didn't like his dish ):

Sometimes we all pretend we
don't care about anything that happens, we don't like to show it when things hurt or what we're really like. I guess sometimes its not necessarily a bad thing, just shielding ourselves from the outside and adopting a different personality of what you deem as acceptable to other people. Perhaps we're all vulnerable on the inside, just scared people won't accept you for who you really are. Its in our personalities to act different, for example some people just don't care what others think of them, to be honest I admire them. Yes, it sounds like we're unfortunate and need help but its not really like that, maybe we're just trying to get people to 'like' us. I guess its wrong to just hate someone for being 'fake' because maybe we just don't know the person well enough to see what they're really like, its not necessarily them having a double side, we just didn't take time to know them so well.

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But then, one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.”

Sometimes I really don’t get how people stoop so low as to hide
behind a keyboard to insult someone else, what is the point? Isn’t it kind of
cowardly to just put someone down whilst hiding at the same time simply because
you are too scared to face the person in public? Sure we all dislike someone and
yeah maybe leaving a few messages is alright but come on, spamming someone is
just overboard. Honestly, if one is so unhappy with the person, why bother
viewing their blog/profile? This is simply provoking yourself and others who
wish to defend their friend who you happen to be insulting. It’s no wonder
people get fired up by the things some anonymous person says, is there a purpose
of this, if it’s to just hurt someone, well that’s pretty low. I’m not saying
most of us haven’t succumbed to this addiction however it’s probably better to
just break this bad habit and get over yourself so we can get on with our lives.
Believe me, some of us are probably capable of finding out who you are so why
not save yourself some trouble and just stop?

Friday;

Woke up early cause julie had to practice her violin and piano before went to nat's 'surprise' party except we kinda failed at the surprise part since she saw james' car when her brother brought her over & we kinda realised it was her after a while and tried to hide hahaha. Everyone brought food, me and julie brought the cookies we made the night before and we just walked around/ played with the basketball/ made natalie open her presents/ played at the playground haha yes we're very mature for our age (:

Lawrence brought softdrinks and he shook it before nat came and then we told her to open the bottle except she gave us a very suspicious look before opening it, for a few seconds nothing happened and then BAM all the softdrink sprays on nat haha it was epic. We threw the basketball around and i got ko'ed on the head twice haha because i have such a slow reaction lol. Haha i bet natalie just loves the presents we gave her you know ;) anyways it was a really fun day and i met some new people. The people that went were: julie, nat, lauren, james, lawrence, alison, fatima, leah, callum, reuben well at least thats all i remember right now but my brains kinda dead so yeah. After i got home my mum tells me i'm sleeping over at elaine's house cause i'm going bushwalking with them tommorrow so yeah after dinner i head to someone's house, then i go to jenny&ben's house, watch her prank calling someone and i cracked up, i won't explain here just in case. Went to elaine's house, slept over.

Today;

Woke up and had a cup of milktea while elaine drank banana smoothie, watched her slip on her own sleeping bag, trip over the car chairs and bang her head haha what a talented little caveman she is! Well we went to Bina burra with ernest's family ( church friends ) and first up we went to see the parrots in which we saw a bird poo on elaine's brother's head haha roflmao and i saw jap people ;o lol its really fascinating hearing them speak jap, i am not a freak. Bushwalked, got peer pressured to climb this gigantic fat ladder to the top of a tree, it was friggen scary since i never climbed it even when i went there in the past.Yes, even the adults were pressuring me haha jokes but hey at least i did something minorly productive.Oh elaine also visited her natural habitat in the hollow of a tree ( its sorta like a cave you know) Had lunch, which was really yummy, went to this farm place and so something that looked like a llama haha, saw a cute doggie too which is cuter than elaine i swear haha jokes, then went mount tamborine, walked around and went home, overall a really tiring day & i slept alot on the car but it was funnnnn.

billy the alpaca ( pictured below) :L

Happy birthday natalie goh

i hope you had a fantastic day today and that you enjoy being 15 haha and well yeah stay healthy (:

hello readers,
today i managed to remain semi-conscious until 1:00pm in the afternoon without realising that i was sleeping that long. I think i'm starting to get sick T-T , my throat hurts, well at least thats the only symptom right now. Well after having brunch i had to type up some information for my dad since he is like trying to start multiple ways of earning money .__. cause apparently me and my brother are 'scabbing' too much money off them and we're gonna be off in our own happy married life in the future to look after them <-< yeahh haha

then i did some preparation for some things, now my eyes hurt from staring at the computer so long, literally. Today i'll just upload a mixture of random photos i guess since i have nothing to say. Gonna change my template soon, and well try make my blog more interesting. Having this feeling i'm talking to myself lol, not that its a bad thing but you get what i mean. Going out tommorrow & will probably not blog until friday or saturday. Enjoy the rest of your holidays people, school is next week -insert throat slitting motions here- i wanna watch eclipse, apparently its good. I would upload more photos from yesterday & monday but elaine's got most of the pictures so yeah hahaha, i'll get them off her next time.