Haha I'm at home now chilling even though I'm supposed to be doing my Japanese tutor homework but it's such a unappealing fat pile that I think i'm going to have to do it later haha :) So today I went to the movies with Yee sum, daniel, tam, cindy and victoria at southbank. We watched despicable me, it was such a cute//funny movie haha, good thing too cause it made yee sum feel calmer about stuff haha.

Today I also played pool for the first time! Tam took us to the place so now I know where karaoke is too haha, I'm so slow it's not even funny. Did you guys know that i only found out who westlife were like 3 days ago? Elaine keeps shaking her head at me sadly lmao, speaking of her, did you know my best friend is obsessed with zac efron? haha okay that was random.

Me, daniel and victoria where in a team for pool while yee sum, tam and cindy were the other team, amazingly my team won haha :L I am proud to say that I got the last ball in lol okay maybe not much of a achievement for you pro people out there but ya know ;) I can sorta understand now why people sometimes to play pool, its pretty calming. While i was playing, this guy bumped into me and he was like saying sorry in korean and then like 10 seconds later i think he realises i'm not korean and so he's like 對不起 (sorry in mando) haha. Also saw richie there



went to myertohave lunch, went to tops and then the whole myer centre suddenly blacks out - -'' me and cindy were playing a game and we PAID for it but then it died cause the power went off orz so like yeahhh such a waste of money T^T yang and yee sum left soon after that so the rest of us went to go shopping, there was a big sale in jayjays bu i didn't like anything so yeahh ; it looked really ugly on me -sigh-


Bussed home, walked to woolies in the rain to buy some food to cook, walked back home in the rain again and got soaked. Haha, so many outings this week, but somehow i feel guilty cause I should be doing something more productive like studying// practicing violin, shows how unmotivated I am haha

放煙火時為什麼不會射到星星？
因為星星會"閃"


sometimes we all get a little too dependant on company, the truth is we're all afraid of silence, the quietness that fills ou world when everything is gone. Humans fill their lives with noise, chatter, music, radio and television just so that the awful silence won't remain, so that noise covers everything and fills the gaps. We're insecure and we need friends, family, anyone so that we have someone to rely on, because you get too used to having someone around.

いま　ちょっと　さびしい、　でも　りゆう　が　分からないよ　
もしかしたら　誰も　話せない　かもしれない　。気持ち　わるい。　
たぶん家族　も　いないし　あの人は　おかしいし　それで　さびしい。　

so yesterday was jennifer's 15th birthday party, met up with sunny at her house then her dad dropped us off at jen's house. She is so friggen rich! Her house is like super royal and pretty i swear haha, too bad i forgot to bring a SD card for my camera T_T couldn't take any photos argh but at least her sister will upload some photos on facebook, i'll scab them later and put it on haha. Swam in her awesome pool with the waterfall, ate, played truth or dare etc. Richie got dared to run down the street shouting 'i'm gay' haha and i got forced to be a nun. Yes, they told me to go up to bill and say 'do you need help? I can pray for you' and wear a headdress thingyo. It was pretty embarrassing since bill and enlo just came at around 2 o'clock and were met by some pretty random dares lol.


Elaine and richie led bill and enlo over to jennifer's house, then elaine walked in to tell jennifer that they weren't there where they were supposed to meet them and jennifer started spazzing haha. Then she called them, we all knew bill and enlo were behind the wall of jennifer's house and you could hear their voices while they talked with jennifer on the phone yet she still didn't realise hahaha and she believed it when richie told her he was going to beijing LOL she's so cute :L we gave her a brick as a prank present and she was like Wtheck? lol and then we gave her the real present afterwards . Got forced to eat heaaaaaaps of food, went to elaine's house afterwards, skipped dinner since we were kinda full from the cake haha and yeahhh.


Played monopoly last night then today me, elaine and her brother went to garden city to shop around (: tried on heaps of clothes, didn't take photos cause i didn't have a SD card -sigh- but yeah, bought a $20 dollar dress since apparently it looked nice according to elaine lol, yes that is expensive for me, but i haven't gotten anything since forever so I just used up my carefully save money haha i sound like such a poor hobo, which i am :L Shopped around, then went to this shop and elaine found her perfect semi dress, she went pretty hypo lmao and it was like $80, the most expensive item of clothing we've ever purchased, well technically i just lent her $55 lol and yeah felt rich haha to be honest i haven't actually bought anything over $50 with my own money before. Okay yeah, i'm tired now, i'll upload photos of the my dress later ( its not for the semi by the way).


Going to youthgroup soon, then on saturday i'm going to byron bay with elaine , mannnn not being able to take photos is friggen gay ): otherwise i'd have like heaps of photos argh. Okay yeah, byeee.

p.s we also tried on heels for fun and for once i was taller than elaine! :D
& played chubby bunny for the first time at jennifer's party, i lost though ): since janice managed to put like 11 marshmallows in her mouth

I. am. literally. about. to. go. insane.


Woke up too late this morning to go to janice's house T___T so i had to stay at home and roll around, okay not literally but yeah. I'm so bored now its not even funny and i don't want to like stay on the computer the whole day, makes me feel like a 宅女 argh :@


I was even bored to the extent of practicing my violin, well sort of anyway since i keep getting distracted and getting on the computer after like a few minutes. So far, I've watched like 3 movies online, this is how bored I am.


Watched = Salt, New moon and date night


yeah, why can't I have a productive holiday like everyone other person ? All around people are going out shopping, going overseas and having epic sleepovers - -'' Got a fail interim report card as well, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okay i'm fine lol, just um stressed-ish. By the way, woolworths better reply to my application soon, it's been 6 days already.


Wow, it hasn't actually been that long but feels like a million years, probably cause i'm just at home eating random crap for lunch and sitting in front of the computer damaging my eyes. Sorry, i complain too much. Oh well, at least I have jennifer's birthday party to look foward to on thursday. Those invited, you should all go and be social :]


hmm maybe I'll go bake cookies while the 3 homestays are out :) maybe~ well byee i'm gonna go search up some japanese recipes from the website natsuki gave me~