Pages of a novel : June 2012

Hello guys :) Long time no see!

I've been having a pretty good holiday so far - one of the best ones in ages. I've been pretty much spending my time baking/ watching movies/ cleaning the house/ helping with chores/watching master chef & watching drama, for the first time in ages!

Today I went out with my dear jenwen ;) be jealous riri. Met up at around eleven and we shopped. I swear I always find all these things I like when I shop with jennifer :L I am slowly learning the art of shopping (Y) I remember I used to just get tired of shopping and not buy anything at all. I'm proud 8) bought two articles of clothing that I liked today + earrings (3 for ten dollars) hehehehe. I found this dress I kind of liked, but it was expensive soooo :').

We walked from city to cinemas afterwards to buy our tickets for Snow white & the Huntsman before going to a cafe called the five sisters or something. Jen ordered...something that looked yummy LOL and I ordered chicken caesar wrap + earl grey tea.

Haha felt so classy. First time eating lunch at a cafe. It was pretty cool actually because the cafe looked like it was in someone's back yard & the lighting was pretty good. The food was also nice.

We walked back to the cinemas afterwards and watched our movie :D Kristen stewart is soooo pretty! Well I think so anyway. Such a good day a;woeinf I finally understand why people can spend ages shopping now. I bought a red dress today + this peach coloured shirt with a peter pan collar. I feel so broke LOL, spending forty dollars broke my heart :') and then I bought food + tickets etc. Sooo I probably spent like... heaps today. Oh well. Not like I go shopping that often anyway. Ah I want to go study dentistry or something at the gold coast with jen, then we could spend lots of time going on dates ;) I don't think I'd mind dentistry if Jen was studying it too. Plus, I'll get lots of chances to seduce her away from Terry. Nah jks.

Thats all for today! Goodnight children!

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Today was my third day in a row being strangely happy for some reason :) I gotta say it is such a nice feeling. Jennifer says she is usually happy and being neutral is unusual for her :O how good her life must be! Happy most days~~

Today I went to chinese school, just talked to coco, jonathan, stephen, katy & karin :3 I got third place out of the class of 13 LOL. Missed second place by 0.6 points :') cause of my really fail test. But all good (Y) I don't really mind actually since chinese school is just.. well chinese school LOL. Plus I deserved it :L sitting there talking to people the whole entire term.

GUESS WHAT GUYS? MY NEW BABY :D IPHONE 4S <3

We were going to family friend's house today ( they were our neighbours but moved away last year). Soooo basically mum bought these gifts to give to them but then decided they were so cute she wanted them herself? (:" LOL. Sooo I baked a cake to bring there instead. First time it came out so well :3 Cause we bought a proper cake tin today!

I'm still pretty bad at baking though.. a few things I could improve on haha. I always take ages to make things (:" cause i like doing things slowly -sigh- And i'm really bad at putting the cream on the cake. The cream under the strawberry was meant to be harder ): but yeah, didn't have time since we were already late~

^in between the cake haha, excuse my dodgy design skills. I wanted to make it pretty/yummy but yeah. Guess my design didn't work out LOLOL. fail cream & placement of peaches.

Final result

Rushed it so much near the end D: had like 10 minutes to put the cream on the outside and decorate ): and we were still late by half an hour. I hate being late aowe;ifnawef parents are so chill about it. Apparently asians are supposed to be 'late' by a bit to like dinners etc? cause if we turn up early it seems like we just want to come for the food? (well basically thats the truth anyway :P ) LOOOL esp. if its daniel ;)

Their house was so pretty D:

It was a tad awkward though, since bro& i barely knew them at all. See that guy on the left of the photo ? He is the same age as me D: and like i swear he is 40cm+ taller o-o. They left the cake on the kitchen counter for the remainder of the night :') Didn't get to taste it, twas the first time I decorated a cake properly as well. They left it there without putting in the fridge as well. So heartbroken ): My cakeeee. LOL.

Goodnight folks! :)

p.s i was kidding about the iPhone lol, it's my mum's :') She got it today

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OMGOMGOMG the people from grade 11 semi & churchie formal were soooo pretty :') Haha okay i'm not creepy at all. Anyways, today I went to school on the last day of term 2 cause I'm so dedicated like that. I swear over 50% of the students mysteriously 'became sick' all on the last day LOLOL.

Nat & I - don't mind my weird paleness o_o & daniel (Y)

Chilled with yee sum, natalie, daniel, richie & kaido :3 The program thing about memory etc. was surprisingly interesting actually. We went to south bank tafe for the talk and the teachers only gave us like 15 minutes to get 'morning tea' <_< we had to wait a bit because both cafes (bar merlo and some other cafe) had to serve like 200 students or more?? LOL. Was gonna buy wedges to share with natalie but then richie shouted us without me knowing :') Well he was ahead in the line and went to buy ours before I could pay. Thanks for the wedges+ chips richie! haha

Went back to school, hung out, played handball cause we were that bored. Then... we went to do tai chi on the tennis courts ROFLMAO. Tai chi man. The school even got this asian tai chi guy to come teach us, with the asian music and everything! Twas... interesting, really funny to watch mr. haynes do it as well xD Natalie was obsessed with the old tai chi guy, she thought he was cute.

I bumped into coco at the bus stop, took the bus with natalie :3 She went home and i went to jap tutor! Mayumi sensei's husband was saying how I was so good at violin ( cause he saw the fanfare video on Facebook) hahaha and I told him he was mistaken, cause obviously the pro people covered up. I'm not even being modest LOL, they only moved me up cause i was in grade 12. Went to city on the way home & bumped into alan ( my childhood friend who graduated last year) :)

My $15 dollar blazer

Got this blazer thing for $15, my first blazer hahaha. Yay I'm learning the art of buying things. Haven't bought clothes for like a billion years. For some reason i'm quite happy today. Have been since yesterday, surprisingly lol. Such a good feeling. Well thats all for today folks! Sorry I can't be bothered continuing with my story just yet hahaha I find it kinda boring. Will see when i'm in the right mood!

Goodnight my friends!

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Hello guys! Today I went to school cause I was a good kid 8) And... got my marks back.

First period- Math C

I got my exam back and the teacher told me my mark for the semester. It wasn't as bad as I thought actually, considering math is my super weak subject. Teacher said that if I raised two sections by one or two ranks, I could improve my mark by heaps. Must keep going!

Second period- English

Didn't get our marks back = = and I was especially worried about my english. Although my first two results were good, I'm worried that this one will be so bad that it'll pull my mark down D: But yeah, she was originally planning to give it back, then decided that she wanted us to 'come tomorrow' so she didn't give it back. We have to do a monologue next semester :') on a book of the teacher's choice. Gilmour picked The great Gatsby T_T whyyyy. Why couldn't she pick pride & prejudice ? or withering heights?????? -grabs knife-

Third period- Jap

We got our speaking, reading and listening marks back. a;oweinf;aowienf;aoiwenf. I didn't do as well as I'd hoped. Actually a few people dropped a bit :\ I think she marked extra hard this time.. not too happy about my results but thats okay, I'll pull it up next semester. Goodbye to subject award though. But I will be positive :) I'll just aim for VHA10/9 :3

Reading: A Speaking: A Listening: A

At lunch I went to find Mr. Gagen for my physics results, I was too worried so I just went to ask. I had be hearing bad news for the first half of the day, so I decided to risk my chances and go ask. I'm relatively happy with my marks I guess, better than I expected. Anisha told me she got A+ for her eei :') I'm so jealous~~ congrats anisha :D

my marks:

EEI : A- exam ERT: B

Soooo that gives me an A- overall for this semester because I got A- for my last exam :) I will do better and keep my marks up!

Fourth period- Math B

hahaha, as you can probably guess, I wasn't so happy with the marks I got in math B. Argh my brain cannot process math :x But same I guess, it could be improved if I worked harder :) so it has potential.

What i'm really really scared of is chem. I DO NOT WANT MY MARKS BACK :') So scared....I think i'm actually going to fail. I could make a billion excuses about why I did bad for the exam, but I'm trying not to. So basically, good luck to myself then :') hahaha. I know a few people who haven't done that well, so scareddd ): But I must remain optimistic. Tis all for now :D might go bake something now and might come back and continue my 'story' later on in the day.

Oh, and.. to those people who like to force someone else to show you their marks, screw you. You have no respect at all for anyone else's feelings, I can't believe you guys would be so despicable to snatch someone else's results away from them. You guys even read it out loudly and criticised it just to boost your own egos. Wow. Although you guys didn't do it to me, I witnessed you doing it to someone else. Made me quite angry. Can't you guys understand that if the person doesn't want to show you, they must feel bad about it? = = a;owienf;oaiwnef.

I am working to not caring what others think of me. A few people have told me that I care too much about being judged, I think it's pretty true actually. But anyway,

'tis all for now. Ciaoooo 8)!

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I just found these.. WHYYYYYYY do I look screwed up in every single one of my ID photos ? :') one is stoned, one I have a middle part fringe, one I'm not even smiling, one I look like I have creepy eyes and this years.... I tilted too much to the side

Anyways, I've been thinking. I've been having too many self pity moments, gonna go back to the traditional diary writing now :) Sooo yeah. Hm, need to gain motivation to do things. I'm so scared for my marks right not it's not even funny :\ sooooo scared. Anyways, I'll write a beginning of a story. I haven't written for a long time and I'm just typing it now, so bear with me guys. If it's bad, just tell me ;D and i'll change ideas.

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Staring out into the inky darkness outside, the girl shivered, subconsciously drawing the blanket tighter around her thin shoulders. Though wrapped around her, the blanket somehow failed to provide warmth. No, that wasn't it. The girl just couldn't get warm at all, it felt like somehow, the veins inside her were frozen with ice rather than flowing with hot blood. She was accustomed to it though, for the coldness stuck to her even during the day. Everything seemed to pass like a blur nowadays. She was constantly losing track of the time, forgetting the events during the day. One morning, she had even woken up, not knowing where she was.

Turning absently away from the window the girl slumped in her chair, staring blankly at the whitewashed walls of her room. If you asked anyone at school, no one would've guessed that she spent her evenings staring numbly at her room, barely moving an inch for sometimes hours on end. The blankness didn't seem to affect her as much at school, for she was always surrounded by friends. It wasn't that she was quiet either, it was just that her looks seemed to attract far too much attention for her to go unnoticed. Framed with thick lashes, her almond shaped eyes were a warm brown colour, embellished by flecks of gold, set on a heart-shaped face. Long silky hair was deemed attractive and although she grew it out only because her friends refused to let her cut it. The would never guess though, her outgoing friends.

Sorry guys~ its a dodgy beginning, but i keep getting distracted, was talking to janice before :3 and stuff so I got sidetracked, i shall continue next time, net getting turned off in 3 min anyway :')

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Went to chinese school today, then afterwards mum dropped me off at south bank with my brother because I was going to meet up with Jenwen :) We went to the south bank lolly shop first because Jenwen was still at her clarinet lesson, afterwards I took him to Grill'd to buy our lunch : Regular chips with sweet chilli mayo <3 It's so yummy :D It was his first time trying it, got him hooked on to that stuff haeuaheuaehe. We at like bogans outside south bank tafe.

Walked to city afterwards and then I met up with Jen at lovisa & I sent my brother off to watch movies. Went on a date with my dear Jenwen ;) at Vapiano, watched her somehow take over an hour and a half to finish her pasta LOL but we were d&m'ing so all good! Seem to always run out of time when I got on a date with her.

Went to do a bit of shopping afterwards, I was trying to get myself to buy something, I always have trouble buying anything when I go out ( probably cause my parents are super cheap). Ended up buying ear cuffs because I was bored and well, wanted to try something different.

Don't we look like those people from the olden days? :D

I tried on this red dress which was... uh a little tight in weird places, but jenwen claimed looked good. What do you guys think? I would never wear it in public though :L twas just for fun. I think the lady was annoyed at us cause i swear she recognises jenwen & I from previous times when we just went in purely to try on clothes :x Jenni looked very classy in the dress she tried on :) Must go out again to try on random things with her again :D I'm trying to step out of my comfort zone and try on things I would never normally try on, that way i can actually have a wider range of clothes I would be willing to buy 8). Right now, I am resorting to digging through my mum's closet LOL. I'm so weird, I wear second hand clothes more than the ones I actually buy ._.

Because I barely spent money today, I wanted to buy something, so I got some random lip scrub thingy from lush because my lips have been dying recently, peeling, bleedy etc. cause I keep biting the dead skin off :x I really hate the feel of lip products on me but I've realised that ever since I started using my mum's lip balm, my lips stopped bleeding as much soooo. Time to get used to them (Y)

Thanks for hanging out with me jenwen :) Even though I only texted you this morning asking :L 'twas a very romantic date ;) you jealous riri? of course you are. I got to see her try on sexy clingy dresses at SES. Anyways, goodnight! Oh i'm so hungry... haha okay. Bye!

P.s, jennifer told her mother that I wanted her to adopt me :L AND SHE SAID SHE WOULD!! 8) haha jokes, but she literally said she would though. yayyy ;)

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YAY I FINISHED MY ASSESSMENT!

but... I didn't do well. I am soooo not a crammer, I can never cram properly and make use out of the stuff I'm last-minute cramming. Sad how people who don't study get same marks as me, even when I study really hard. Okay not going to complain about how 'stupid' i am, yee sum says that I'm not and I should stop saying that, or i'll literally become stupid. Went to sunny's house after blocks, then went city so elaine could buy her one direction DVD << obsessed little kid hahaha. Sunny & I went to buy books, saw a bargain, buy 3 books for $30 8) yay. Got city of lost souls for $10 at big W man! Last time I bought another book in this series at QBD, it was like $28... :'). All good. Ah, I love books, they make everything crappy go away for a while.

Went to becky's house afterwards with elaine, richie, daniel, sunny & becky of course :L Watched elaine go crazy dancing to her one direction video // spazz over some segment where a few members of OD were 'stripping'. Everyone else played cards while I read my book 8) I'm a bookworm. We were late to symphony orchestra rehearsal in the afternoon cause of SOMEONE -ahem elaine ahem-. Half dead in rehearsal cause I didn't get much sleep last night o-o was dreaming about failing chem..... ^^" damn have a mouth ulcer as well & still sick, but I don't feel like sleeping early though. I never sleep early nowadays o-o just kinda boring I guess? Daniel thinks I'm weird cause I don't like sleeping LOL.

Anyways, I feel like i'm just talking 'bout crap. Got a lecture from parents today = = about all this stuff. Do you guys think I blame people too much/ become defensive? I think I do have a tendency to become very defensive over things :\ Ego problems ahem. But yeah, I hope I'm not as bad as I've heard. Pft talking about random crap again. So happy i finished assessments though, feel like just kicking back and doing nothing. I'll probably end up sleeping late again tonight just procrastinating like there's no tomorrow. Or.. I'l probably be finishing my novel. You guys should read City of bones. Ah, love that book. Want to write a story on the holidays sometime, when I can be bothered. But my stories always get really corny though.. pft. Anyways, nothing much to say now.

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