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So, after tossing and turning the whole night feeling guilty, I still decided to go on the outing after all. I reasoned this was probably my only outing this holiday sooooo it was justifiable that I went today. I still felt really guilty though, parents were like “We won’t stop you going, but think about it. Every time you stress, every time you stay up, we stay up with you. Don’t you think you should stay home and study? You’re already going to music camp and UMAT workshop, how much study time do you have left?”

Seemed like dad was a bit disappointed that I decided to go after all. After talking to jen, I realized how stressed I really was, well, from the pressure. Although my parents say they aren’t giving me pressure, but I sometimes feel so obliged to follow everything they say..I know they have been helping me a lot and I do appreciate it, but along with that comes the expectation that I do well and I don’t want to disappoint them. Yet, it seems every time I’m doing something not related to study, they seem very idno, disappointed/unenthusiastic? They seem to think I forget about my pre-examination stress as soon as the holiday starts.

Okay, I’m not as hardworking as some people out there, but I think I improved from last year, however pathetic that sounds. Maybe I’m just comforting myself. ANYWAYS, I’ll stop rambling about that. Today Elaine, Jenni, Richie, Georgina, Daniel, Terry, Tim, Alan, Yee sum & I went to watch the Hunger games!! It was pretty intense and followed the storyline pretty well compared with other book-adapted films but like everyone said, the camera was so shaky and retarded, made everyone feel a bit dizzy/sick. After that we went to have lunch at the new Wintergarden food court, felt so out of place cause everyone there was in business suits and were all ‘old people’. Stickies afterwards with Elaine, jenni, Georgina, Richie, Yee Sum and Daniel while the rest went to play pool. Haha I still haven’t gotten bored of taking sticky photos even after all these years :L Played some pool with the rest (well more like we were scabbing their table haha) then the guys left and the girls went…..SHOPPING!

I’m trying to be more girly these days haha, I found a whole box of make-up which I received from various people and realized that I barely use them sooooo…yeah but I still need to get used the feeling of it. Everytime someone notices I just want to cover my face up ._. Cause I feel like I just painted my face haha, okay I’m a freak. The girls made me try on a formal dress which uhmm failed cause…it was a size four.

Jennifer was like: ‘you look like a goddess’

Me: ‘yeah, a midget goddess whose dress doesn’t zip up, okay.’

Haha okay no. I can’t be witty /sigh. Bumped into Phuong and Natalie while Elaine&georgina left then Jenni&I went shoe shopping! I’ve always hated shoe shopping, cause.. I always went with my mum, no one else ._. Well I always get bored/tired when I shop and I’m too scared to try on any shoes but everytime I shop with jenni I don’t mind. Today was the first time I actually enjoyed shoe shopping ;o and bought shoes for myself. Got my first pair of wedges!! Always seem to step out of my comfort zone whenever I shop with jenni haha :3

She persuaded me that I didn’t look like a freak and I felt that I needed what you called ‘retail therapy’ anyway soooo yeah J She bought these floral wedges which looked soooo nice on her :D Wish I had long skinny legs… :L Okay so pedo lol. But yeah, I want to go and shop with Jenwen more! Hohoho I shall gradually become more feminine and start liking shopping more :)

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Hello guys, I have decided that I feel like blogging about the masquerade on Saturday now :) Basically after chinese school, I came home and started getting ready while mum made panacotta for natalie's birthday cause she loves it :D

Put on some make-up and then mum laughed at me cause she said I didn't know how to put it on properly and it was uneven so she re-did it for me.

Picked up jenni &kaido at around 3:30pm and we headed off to natalie's house. We were one of the few who were there first. Her house was amazing, it suited the masquerade perfectly, her house had this bar and they put the speakers/music there.

The antique furniture really suited her party as well and the chandeliers. Everyone looked pretty good in semi-formal attire+masks and the night was spent dancing to music, eating the delicious food cooked by joy's mum, killing the home-made disco ball pinata natalie made.

LOL it was funny cause her brother kept snatching all the candy which fell from the pinata and by the end of hte night he had pretty much a bucketful which he was going around offering to everyone. He refused to give jn the strawberry chuppachup though so while he wasn't looking joy snatched it away and gave it to jen hahahaha.

Watched a movie to do with masks too, it was pretty interesting but didn't get to finish it. Oh did I mention the cake natalie made was amazing? The top layer was light green and the bottom was baby pink with bron swirls on it along with edible glitter + mask-shaped icing!! She was making it up until 2am in the morning ;o but yeah. The party was amazing!!

Thanks natalie, for making it such an enjoyable night. Had fun watching kaido and brian ballroom dancing bahahaha 8) Then brian, kaido, jenni & I bussed it to city. Jenni and kaido were so lucky they lived near each other so they could walk home together while I had to go city, wait for 40 min before bus came :L But they stayed with me at cultural until there was 25min left, thanks guys :) Haha see? I didn't get raped or anything lol. But thanks :3

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