SUP guys! :) ( LOL i just typed 'good morning' and realised it wasn't appropriate haha)
Today was Brisbane State high's annual athletics carnival and being such a good kid i went, most people were 'sick' -coughs- but yeah :D met up with sunny, cindy, kaido, daniel and richie at southbank, bought some food and took the 140 to QSAC :D

We spent the day being retards, taking photos, listening to music on richie's speaker, playing cards, walking around and overall watching kaido wear sunny's pink hat & sunglasses which he seemed to like alot ;) Bussed to sunnybank afterwards and everyone bought easyway 8) daniel&i discovered that we could actually get a free LARGE drink with our easyway cards , we've been asking for a medium one this whole time! LOL but yeah. Said our goodbyes to jennifer before cindy went to the supermarket to buy basil rofl and then we all left.

Behaved like such retards on the bus, before while richie was walking he banged into a pole, well like this railing thing and yeah he had to curl up on the ground for like 20 seconds before he could get up again :O so basically spent the whole bus ride talking about it. Daniel&kaido decided to be sick and started talking about weird stuff about richie @@ LOL Went to the aikido Dojo afterwards to watch sunny, michelle, vincent & my bro do aikido 8) Pretty awesome, after watching for a second time i might join - for the sake of getting fit ofc but yeah dno yet :D


dad wants me to quit my job before i go on the japan trip~ but hopefully if i join aikido i can grow taller :D sunny grew like 2cm this yearrrrr not fair. So yeah this concludes today, very happy today :)

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THIS IS HOW POPULAR SUNNY'S HAT WAS TODAY :D

My parents randomly went to buy this oil lantern thingyo at some sunday market place for $75, such a rip off ;o

Hello again :)

Yesterday night was spent cramming my chemistry assignment T_T and at around 12 i started to feel really tired since i had only about 5 hours of sleep the night before ;o and my mum said my eyes were really red. So , giving myself an excuse i went to bed and set my alarm clock at around 1am except i didn't wake up till 7:30am in the morning so basically i was screwed for chem ): I'm such a procastinator, its not good for me yet i always choose to talk to someone/go online instead of doing my assignments, need some self control <_< and i tell myself this every single time. Basically i had to run to school, and on the way i stepped on dog poo , such bad luck today -sigh-

But yeah, all self inflicted ( well other than the dog poo of course, but then and again it could be karma) LOL pft. I'm so screwed for chem, too late to do anything now but just sayin' , better start decreasing my expectations. As they say, if there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment. Haha but yeah, rest of the day pretty ordinary, school athletics carnival tommorrow! Meeting up with sunny&others at 8:00am in the morning at southbank.

Moods not been particularly well recently again, i'm such a negative person D:well more like a hypocite who gives positive encouragements to others and like looks on life negatively myself. Sighs* Okay goodnight everyone!

Hello guys :) it's super late right now, well technically super early in the morning & i'm blogging, basically the story was, penny chen was doing her chemistry assignment, well about to anyway. And then, she checked facebook. End of story LOL, i fail at life man. But yeah, anyway, to the important stuff. Today was state high's 90th anniversary! :)


we were pretty lucky to be able to celebrate it this year while still in school & basically the day was spent 'perfoming'. Went to busstop early in the morning to meet with yee sum and jen, but turns out i was retarded and told jenni the wrong place ;o but yeah got to school on time ^^ got dressed in our yukatas.


The one cindy originally got for me was too short , which means i'm tall get it?? 8) Thanks for grabbing one for me cindy :D although i ended up wearing a 'longer' one.



But yeah, performed our dance like 3 times with friends watching, so embarassing! omg but yeah, then performed in the PAC as a orchestra later on, left school and went to watch HP7! haha the end. just spam with photos now. LOL richie took 3/4 of the photos, so credits to him :D bahaha he even made it look like i could actually play violin pro-ly! wonders of his photography


while i was about to perform, my friends decided to test the uh stretchiness of my cheeks, hence the retarded face 8) but yeah, everyone knows i'm a retard so doesn't really matter. If you don't know my retarded side, well, you're better off not knowing cause i'm really creepy 8) It doesn't look like it hurt but actually it did lol.

我希望你有心事可以跟我說
我希望你不會在我面前隱藏你的煩惱
我希望你可以信任我，也許你有些事不想說

但我最希望的是當我問你時，你如果不想講
至少不要騙我說沒事，　不要假裝你都忘了。

a habit of remnicising the past~


Hello guys :) long time no see~

Well basically school life is just the usual, slightly stressful, boring, tiring, depressing all at the same time haha perhaps its the view of a cynical person like me but yeah. Today someone told me some stuff that happened and really it makes me so annoyed that there are still immature people out there who prey on others for no valid reason but jealousy. Okay hypocrite here yes i'm a jealous person but really? Are the actions of those people really justifiable? Okay i'm probably making no sense since i bet none of you know what i'm talking about ( well hopefully anyway) but yeah. If they want to act on their jealousy with such immature actions maybe they should go back to preschool - -"

btw, the other day it was hardout raining and it was all dark and everything and suddenly the sun comes out and shines at the same time ._. this is like 4pm in the arvo by the way haha. The photo doesn't quite capture the weirdness of it but yeah lol.

It's not anything aimed at me but it does concern one of my close friends so i obviously i would also feel strongly about this but yeah. They'd better stop it, or at least try grow up i hope. Haha i bet i sound scary right? Well thats CORRECT :D be scared people cause um i'm not actually as 'small' and 'innocent' and 'passive' as you may presume ;) hohohoho. Man i sound like such a retard talking to myself right?? I guess it's out of desperation to talk about something other than schoolwork LOL sad life. We were sitting in a circle at lunch time talking about this 'matter' before i went on this random rant about how insignificant their actions were before one of my other friends went like: 'this i our A+ student, penny' LOL. Haha my attempt at comforting someone and reasoning out the person at fault totes does not fill the A+ in english category <_< But yeah for some reason we all laughed @@ i think we've been thinking about school work for too long, it's roasted our brainn EHEHEHEHE yeah <---- result of my craziness.

Hmm, the rest of the day went like a haze, went to a meeting for the japanese traditional dance thing on the school's 90th anniversary but yeah. I'm beginning to regret signing up, the dance is so embarassing cause yeahh ._. its unusual and i guess half of us can't even dance so yeah , PLEASE DON'T COME AND WATCH PLEASEE. Okay i just realised that you guys probably will just for the sake of it but yeah please don't D: I was fully sore from badminton training yesterday ;o i'm so unfit LOL. Spent the day feeling sore and tired ( i felt dead in math B for no reason, i think it might be the stuffy air but yeah). Wow i'm typing so much today haha.

Came home, made crepes and randomly melted chocolate and put it on top as well as cream ( since it was about to be overdue and i bought it with my own money and therefore didn't want to waste it rofl). Brother was sick at home again <_< so lucky. He always gets a fever on school days without the side effects of a cold and somehow i always get sick near exams, not a fever that'll stop me from going to school either but one of those that make you feel like crap -sigh- haha. So many random topics i'm cramming into these paragraphs haha if you're still reading, i'm very amazed but i'm pretty sure it's probably out of mild curiosity? Go on, skim the rest :D you're almost at the end haha. Okay i just wasted another 15 seconds of your life, probably 5 if you read fast but yeah LOL.

妳曾說不想有天讓我知道
妳對他有那麼好
妳說會懂 我的失落
不是靠寬容 就能夠解脫

我以為我出現的時候剛好
妳和他　正說要分開
我以為妳　己對他不再期待
不縱容他　再給妳傷害

我以為我的溫柔
能給妳整個宇宙
我以為我能全力
填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右
彌補他一切的錯
也許我太過天真
以為奇蹟會發生

我以為終究妳會慢慢明白
他的心 已不在妳身上
我的關心 妳依然無動於衷
我的以為 只是我以為

我以為我的溫柔
能給妳整個宇宙
我以為我能全力
填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右
彌補他一切的錯
也許我太過天真
以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶
妳卻還笑著原諒
原來妳早就想好
妳要留在誰的身旁
我以為我夠堅強
卻一天天的失望
少給我一點希望
希望就不是奢望

我以為我的溫柔
能給妳整個宇宙
我以為我能全力
填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右
彌補他一切的錯
也許我太過天真
以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶
妳卻還笑著原諒
原來妳早就想好
妳要留在誰的身旁
我以為我夠堅強
卻輸得那麼絕望
少給我一點希望

希望就不是奢望.

YAY! it's friday again :D first week of school was alright, felt like i never went on holiday though LOL and got my report card which was fail = =" me&gracie promised to ourselves that we wouldn't bludge anymore in math C & we'd do our homework everytime lol. But yeah, apparently i got a VHA3 overall for physics so i'm pretty happy since i thought i would get a B :L & found out i got A for my english editorial 8) which means pretty much straight A's for english overall : A, A-,A but yeah i can't say the same for the other half of my report card -sigh- oh well.

LOL my dad was going on about how i didn't put effort for physics before and when i told him i got VHA3 he texted me going: good job, you deserve it for the effort you put in. LOL haha okay 8) Jap is gay - -" we got brownlie smith and i swear 3/4 of the lesson i have no time to write down my own sentences cause yeahhhh & omg i found out jen got like A+ for all her jap tests T_T goodbye subject award, she's so pro at jap ;o must work harder~ pft yeah you better do that penny.

Came home after jap tutor and dad went to me and asked if i'd checked my email LOL and i open it to see this picture:

First day of school, well what can i say?

I didn't actually get that much sleep last night for some reason, kept tossing and turning around in bed. It was probably because i slept for like 12 hours the night before so yeah but i managed to wake up at 7:50am without feeling too tired LOL my body clock is so weird, it can basically adjust to any time i choose to sleep as long as i get like more than four hours of sleep ._. i think i'm one of those weird people who tend to become more hyper the less sleep i get but anyways haha.

My dad chose to pms at me and my brother this morning for no reason - -" i was so tempted to hardkorely rage back but yeah i didn't cause then he'd probably just pms more so yeahh. He kept telling us to hurry up for school and raging that we were 'too slow' and not 'concentrated on school' pft as if we could concentrate if he was raging+ it was like 8:00am in the morning - -" who thinks about schoolwork at that time? (well unless you pulled an allnighter cramming but yeah). I feel like my holidays were so sad lol, everyone went on so many outings//didn't need to study but we got forced to go to the QUT library to 'study' which didn't even happen but yeah ^^ cause we're rebel like that. Well basically the start of my day was pretty crappy since i was in a bad mood.

dad: HURRY UP, JEEZ YOU GUYS ARE USELESS, GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF THE CLOUDS AND HURRY UP , YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE FOR SCHOOL, YOUR TIME MANAGEMENT SUCKS.

me: uh.... we still have lots of time, we normally leave at 8:30am

dad: STOP TALKING BACK. I SAID HURRY UP. LIKE NOW. SEE? 5 MINUTES LEFT.

got to school, got our timetable and had this moment of utter devastation cause it said that my math C teacher got changed from mr. barrett ( this awesome teacher) to mrs. chenery, everyone in my class was so devo but turns out he's just on holidays for a week phewwww. If he got changed i'd be like in the bottom of a hole sulking probably since he's the only good teacher i have this sem. I HAVE BROWNLIE SMITH FOR JAP NOWW T_T but nah she's alright so far though.

Good afternoon :)

I baked a cheesecake for the first time a couple of days ago, well a oreo cheesecake to be specific. I don't know why but for some reason i don't actually like cheesecakes but since everyone said it was really yummy i decided to make one but yeah, surprisingly my dad liked the cheesecake more than i did. Actually i didn't really like the cheesecake i made, whether thats my own baking skills or i just don't like it in general but yeah haha my dad normally dislikes desserts but for some reason he liked this ._. he finished like almost half the cake by himself in one day LOL


man its school tommorrow )))): the holidays felt so short and like i'm dreading school, no more like my report card which will look like crap when it comes and i'll be owned. But yeah, since its the last day of holidays i'll just blog a few more photos from my semi ( though i'm pretty sure you guys have probably seen it on facebook already but yeah). I have this feeling i won't have access to the internet for a while after school starts/my report card arrives -sigh- but yeah.

Okay, Semi photos:




haha standing between two goddesses = beautiful childish beautiful.
pretty cool though :L

So, two days ago Natalie invited me to her birthday outing :) It was a pretty fun day, met up at around 11am in the morning, bought our movie tickets before walking to the city since we're asian and didn't wanna spend money on bus tickets haha. Roamed around and split into separate groups since our original group was too big, eventually we got separated from natalie's group and it was only me, lauren, julie & her bf. Me and lauren just followed julie&her bf around haha and eventually we got to david jones and lauren was like:

'errr do you guys want us to leave you alone?'

Julie: 'yes'


LOLOL it was funny cause Lauren was surprised by Julie's straightforwardness ;) Julie&Gordon are such a cute coupleeee!

Kay she's probably gonna kill me when she reads this but yeah whatever ^^ well i didn't upload any photos of her so i should be safee, well there is one group photo but whatever. We went to pancake manor for lunch (my first time :D) except my table didn't end up ordering any pancakes which totally destroyed the purpose bahaha but we had some really nice nachos/chicken crepe thingyos :D expensive though but we got student discount 8) We got to the cinemas at around 2:05pm in the arvo and all the tickets were sold out bahaha thank goodness we bought ours in the morning! The movie was pretty epic though i think i got confused at some bits haha but OMG BUMBLEBEE IS SO CUTEEEEEE! =D my brother thinks i'm retarded but whatever hahaha.


The movie finished pretty late and so we just walked to Oshin ( this jap restaurant that nat's parents owned). We got free food, everyone was pretty full already but her mum was really nice and kept bringing out sashimi, tempura, oysters, salted beans, fried tofu and drinks lol. Everyone was really full afterwards and then her mum is like ' OKAY NOW ITS TIME FOR HOT POT!' lol haha and so basically we struggled to finish since there were actually two hotpots :L then we had cakeee, a pretty good day and i met a few new people :D

Good morning guys, i woke up earlier than usual to attempt studying but as you can see i have temporarily given up which is very sad ): but while i'm at it, i shall just blog about the day before yesterday. Me & my brother went to the IGVO (church group) barbecue at Justin's house =D it was pretty fun.


It consisted of: watching people play this game called 'rockband' on ps2 (which includes singing so it was pretty funny to watch jeffrey sing whilst his voice kept breaking) haha. We also played murder in the dark ( basically just hide and seek in the dark) and everyone kept scaring liz cause she was it. We of course had BBQ food and some desserts everyone brought over ;D



Elaine made the cupcakes above^ and darren made the green cupcakes below, they were really yummy =D and like justin was basically doing a cupcake version of chubby bunny, which is basically trying to fit all these cupcakes in his mouth haha, he managed to fit three D: so prooo!

& Wes was was pretending to camwhore with this camera while on video mode and he caught this lolly in his mouth when someone chucked it ( so basically he filmed himself catching a lolly) LOL.

Sorry i can't be bothered to upload big photos today, takes too long and i'm supposed to go back to studying, how very depressing argh. Then work soon at around 11:45am T_T LOL talking about work, a few days ago i met 2 strange customers.

customer 1: I asked her how her day was and she was all like 'GOOD , like there is this guy right and he always like flirts around and breaks girls hearts and sometimes he even dresses up as a girl and like breaks guys hearts & today i saw him this morning and he was dressed as a GUY :D AHAHAH the best day to start your morning' me= uh huh? haha thats good -shiftyeyes-

customer 2: -i hand him coffee- and the customer ( a old guy btw) : OH you're such a lovely girl, do you have a chinese boyfriend to look after you?

I'm sure he meant it in a non-pedo nice way but its kinda weird cause he assumed that i was chinese without even asking - -" not all asians are chinese you know. And he came back again for a refill and started telling my other workmates that i would soon get a chinese boyfriend bleh. I'm taiwanese for goodness sake aiya <_< not being racist but yeahh LOL.

I also bought like this dress and this heart sweater thing since it was for sale =D one was like $12 and the other one was $10 or something like that =D bargainnnn. While i was shopping ( in my work uniform btw) this random lady came up to me and was like:

' Hey, i wanna try this on'

So basically i pointed her down towards the changing rooms and she gave me a weird look and went away, then after she came back and was like: 'excuse me, but i this sleeve is connected by this metal clip thing and i wanna try it on' So basically i told her i didn't work in the store ROFL very awkward.

I'll blog about yesterday later since i shall try go back to studying -sigh- but yeah it was a fun night :)