There are times in life where it feels like you’ve done everything wrong, it seems like the whole world is displeased with your actions. Maybe you did, you just don’t know, you’re worried yet upset, thinking about what everyone thinks of you. At times like this, you feel remorse, regret, could you have done things better? Maybe if you did, it wouldn’t be like this now, maybe it wouldn’t feel like people were mouthing about you behind your back. It feels like no one understands you, it’s hard to express and it takes a lot for one to share that with others, maybe no matter how much you try to explain, they’ll never understand. The question is, should we bother? Is it okay to just dump your load of emotions onto someone else, to trust that they won’t think of you badly? We don’t know and it’s just so emotionally exhausting. You hate yourself, for how you act, what you feel, even the thoughts you are having, how your mood changes so abruptly, it’s uncontrollable.
Today in chemistry we were finishing the endless amount of questions our teacher decided to provide is on the whiteboard. Afterwards, me, Elaine & linda decided to start ranking (: At lunch we finally saw sunny come back from her theory exam, the sole survivor since Jennifer and David didn’t seem to be able to make it to school haha. Math was a bludge lesson at demountables; physics was spent trying to type a bit of my EEI up. Well English, was just nothing.
Don’t particularly have anything to say.
; pennyx
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